So did Jane

***Taylor's POV***

I should feel worse. I should be angry. But I'm not. I'm sure Jay just heard every single thing. Just how much did he see? What's worse really, me on my knees or when I was touching myself? I cringe. I knew I should have asked him to take me home.

I didn't really expect that to happen though. I didn't hear them at all. Not once. I wonder if Matty did, I decide not to ask that question right now.

"You okay babe" he asks. Concerned, he looks at me.

"Do you think they could see anything" I ask self consciously.

"I think they were more focused on each other" he says.

"It was pretty dark too" he adds.

We're heading down the stairs, he's got his arms around me.

"Let's get Ross, drop him off?" He suggests.

"Of course" I tell him smiling.

We ask Ross if he's ready to go, and then we say goodbye to everybody. Thankfully plain Jane is nowhere to be seen, or Jay. I'm relieved.

We drop off Ross and Matty helps him into his house. I wait in the car for him to return. My phone buzzes. I glance at it. Jay. Curiosity gets the better of me.

"You looked beautiful tonight" his text reads. Not entirely what I expected.

I can't help it I message him back.

"So did Jane" I type back.

I put my phone in my bag. Only to get it back out two seconds later.

"You are beautiful. Hope you're okay?" He's written.

"Why wouldn't I be Jay?" I reply. I'm getting tired of his games. For all I know he orchestrated the whole thing.

"I'm sorry that wasn't even my idea, she pulled me in there, and then I realised you were the girl on her knees in the middle of the room" he replies and my cheeks redden. Not sure I'm going to be able to look at Jay ever again.

"I'm sure you had a good look" I say with a scowl emoji.

"You're distracting, I won't lie to you" he replies.

"Maybe the best thing to do would have been to leave the room when you realised it was me? Considering what you told me in the kitchen. Or is that another lie" I snap.

"No it wasn't a lie, and it's going to be especially hard leaving you alone now" he replies.

"I'm sure you can manage it." I reply. So he saw everything. That's just great. I go through the whole thing in my head trying to work out when I was naked and how well I would have been covered by Matty.

"How much did you see !?" I ask feeling embarrassed. I wait for his reply. To be honest I think I already know the answer.

"Oh I did not look" he says.

"But you kept moaning like that" he adds.

"Weren't you supposed to be focusing on the girl you were actually fucking, Jay" I message back.

"Or was that the whole point?" I add.

"Okay I'm sorry, but you're absolutely the hottest girl I've ever seen in my life. I told you that before i even saw your body. I'm in love with you. I am but I also wanted you really bad all fucking night. Like I always do, and I can't have you anyways. But yeah please try to imagine my predicament I hear your voice moaning, and I cant help but too look over and you're there touching yourself in front of him." He messages.

"And I know you think I'm a bastard. I get that. I think I'm a bastard too. That's fine. I'm sorry I happened to be in the same room as you. I didn't intentionally do that, I'm not that desperate. Imagine how awkward it is Taylor, she's having sex with me and I can't just pull her off and walk out the room. And you're there naked mid fucking orgasm saying all the things I want to hear" he sends in his next message.

"I know. This is a mess. Promise me you didn't follow me into that room with her ?" I send.

"I did not follow you. She pulled me onto the fucking bed and before I could get her off of me you were there." He messages.

Am I naive? I believe him. I really do.

"I believe you" I send back.

"Thank you" he sends back to me.

"Night babe x" he adds.

"Night Jay" I send.

Matty comes into view and walks to the car. I switch my phone off. He sits next to me in the car and pushes his hair off of his face.

"Ross was talking, my bad" he says tired.

"That's okay, baby" I tell him.

I stroke my waist involuntarily and he smiles down at me.

"Nobody suspected a thing" he says.

"I know" I tell him.

He starts up the car and drives us carefully back. Before I know it we are home. I feel relieved to be back with just him. I feel safe and secure.

When we're in our room he helps me undress and I'm relieved to step out of my heels. He stands behind me and places his hands around my lower waist. He strokes my bare tummy and kisses me softly.

"Aw Matty I love you so much. I think I'm gonna not party for a while now though" I say laughing. Famous last words.

He laughs.

"I'm happy having you to myself every single night" he says. I lay down in bed and he climbs in next to me. He faces me his hands around me.

I stare into his green eyes and stroke his brunette curls back off of his face.

"You're beautiful Matty" I tell him sleepily.

"I never told you really, but you are. I'm very lucky" I say.

He smiles.

"Thanks babe" he says.