Forever

***Matty's POV***

She falls asleep in my arms. She's now lying down next to me on the sofa her head on my chest.

I'm planning on letting the fire die and then I'll carry her up.

I knew this would happen. I had a feeling Ross would try again sooner or later. I can't really be annoyed at him, would I do the same? Most likely she's worth the trouble.

But to tell her he loves her, the guy means business. I'm in trouble.

I glance down at her.

Kim messaged me earlier about a fashion show at uni. I totally forgot to tell Tay after all the stuff we've been through today. She wants Tay to be her main model in it, my sister loves her. Just like everybody else around her. I'll tell her tomorrow, it's just before the freshers party on Friday. She will say yes she likes making everybody comfortable.

I briefly think of how good she's going to look, in front of every male at university. Lord it's hard being with a beautiful girl, but more than worth it.

The fire dies and it's dark. I turn everything off. She stirs.

"Matty" she says.

"Right here" I whisper.

"Want me to carry you" I ask her.

She chuckles.

"No it's okay" she laughs standing up sleepily.

I keep her steady whilst walking up the stairs. She climbs straight into our bed. I can't resist but to climb on top of her, I'm holding my body weight over her. I kiss her on her neck and breasts, I love her so much. She's stripped naked, and I do the same. She puts her arms around me as I settle to laying down next to her in the way we always sleep together.

I can't imagine losing her. My heart literally plummeted when she told me that Ross admitted he loves her today. Obviously I know that he does, but she didn't. Until now. If I lose her, would I be able to stand him being all over her in front of me? Probably not.

I stroke her hair and her back. She leans in closer to me. Her phone illuminates on the side, I glance over and see it's Jay.

Well that's yet another problem for me to deal with. Ultimately I don't have control over any of this, if she chose to go with either of them I wouldn't be able to stop her. I would just have to deal with it all.

I do wonder what he wants though. Why is he messaging her so much? His behaviour is weirding me out. He usually tries, and yes he is persistent. But if that doesn't work after a while he just finds another girl. And he has never let me pin him like that over any girl and get away with it. Normally he would fight me back. I was so angry, I saw her crying and I just reacted. He's lucky I didn't punch him. The only reason I held back was because I wanted to get her out of there.

"Matty, go to sleep" she says half asleep herself.

I snuggle down into the bed and laugh.

"How do you always know when I'm thinking instead of sleeping" I ask.

"Shhh" she tells me.

She kisses me sweetly on the lips.

I always want more of her. I kiss her back. I massage her and she smiles kissing me again.

"I know, I can feel you thinking about shit. And that doesn't make any sense but I just know" she tells me and laughs.

We're quiet for a minute.

"Taylor, I love you more than anything" I tell her. Suddenly feeling so vulnerable.

"Shh. I love you too" she says sleepily.

I pull her in close again intent on keeping her in my arms forever.