Past Life POV (1)

Anna Pov ( Mc's sister in 1st life)

My name is Anna from when I was small my older brother always played with me and brought many toys for me to play with and I liked to stay near him because it feel warm all around him and like all my body fatigue just evaporates whenever he come near me but it all changed when I was around 4 year old that year my father died I and my mother cried a lot but when I saw my brother face it wasn't of sadness but worry at that time I thought that brother didn't love father so as a result I tried to avoid him later i learned from my mother that my brother has stopped going school which made me confused because he was super smart at the age of 10 he can even solve senior class questions which made me a bit jealous of him. I also noticed my mother doesn't talk much or show much affection to him from childhood except on some rare cases even though I ignored him a bit but he still take cared for me he taught me the question which I didn't understand, bought me new dresses at every festival and many things which I wanted for studies and give me pocket money. As I grow older my reasoning of world increased and I started to wonder where he got money because fathers was no more to earn money, although mother was literate but she was a housewife and I noticed that after I went to school he also left the home and returned home around 6pm, so I one day i asked him where he go daily but he replied he goes to play with his friends and with time our relationship remain unchained I saw my mother started distancing herself more from my brother and he mostly talks with me if he was at home, one day I accidentally barged into bathroom while he was bathing and what I saw made my mind blank below his neck his whole chest and back was covered with numerous scar's like those gangster in film which scared me and I ray away flustered.

After that day he stopped talking much always his expression stonic without any mood swing whole time , if he wanted to give anything to or pocket money to me he left it on the fridge, when I was 16 our family shifted to kerala, or new house it was very huge compared to our previous one it has an open balcony, multiple room, big corridor and a open terrace. I got my own personal room but my mother asked me to sleep with her as she got scared alone at night which I agreed, as teenager I had my hobbies which was painting and I had decorated my room with various teddy bear, painting and medals which I earned from painting competition.