Can't Start Over

Ricky had realized it earlier, but he didn't expect her to admit it. It must be because she didn't love him anymore, that's why she didn't consider his feelings. And yes, he was absent for five years in such a way, it was only normal for her to fall in love with someone else. But why did it hurt him so much...

He clutched his chest in pain, bent over, gasping for air, trying to breathe, but he couldn't. That suffocating feeling, gripping his heart, he couldn't break free from it. The drops falling from his forehead, he couldn't tell if it was sweat or tears. Eventually, it all boiled down to one question, "What should I do..."

What should he do? He had lived for Alla since he was a child. If she had fallen in love with Casiano, what was he supposed to do? 

Seeing him in this state, Alla's eyes were filled with guilt, "I'm sorry..."