Her Feelings

I was so angry with Alpha Herrick about the revelation that I had today. Doubts and fear clouded my thoughts. 

I believed we were close enough for him to have told me that he had a wife or weren't we? Afterall, I was the healer. I healed every single wolf that was sick so why would he hide things from me?

I wanted to ask him but because Tade asked me not to, I bottled up my feelings and thoughts. I was supposed to go to his chambers but I was too angry to even set my eyes on him. Why would I continue to sleep with someone who doesn't value me but sees me as a commodity.

I acknowledged the fact that since he bought me that meant that belonged to him and he could use me anyhow and anywhere. It was painful to finally realize that we could never amount to anything, I and Alpha Herrick.