68 : Thirsty first time, thirsty life [ R18 ]

*** Six months ago… ***

Zaizen just came back from his morning work out. Usually, at that time, Gordon was still sleeping. But it was not the case today.

When he opened the door, he was surprised to find the beta in the living room, in front of a documentary. Seems like he was taking note.

With a few glances Zaizen could understand that the documentary was about a remote area in Androuse who needed medical help. They were probably broadcasting this to be sure kind hearted people like Gordon will reach out to them, not knowing that they'll be overwork and no one who'll take care of their well-being.

Zaizen decided to wash up, leaving the beta alone. Gordon didn't even notice that Zaizen was there.

As soon as he stepped out of the bathroom, he found Gordon smiling at him with hopeful eyes.

" - No." Zaizen replied.

" - You don't even know what am I going to ask !" Gordon whined.

" - Charity work"

Gordon flinched. Of course he knew. He was watching the documentary just a minute ago.

" - Please… I'm tired of being here alone ! I had to close my clinic and now I'm stuck here until my appointment to the court to officialise my divorce… I feel stuffy."

Zaizen listened to him complained while cutting some carrots and green vegetables. Today, he was going to prepare a beverage with vegetables and protein.

" - Your sister was clear. You can't work until we're sure that everything is resolve about Yuto." Zaizen said.

Gordon pouted while he sat down on the couch. Using the sister's card was the only thing that could make him silent.

" - Look, your sister is afraid something would happened to you since Haru…" Zaizen stopped in his words.

Gordon's eyes saddened. Since Haru disappeared, he was feeling guilty. He was there with the omega and he had not been able to protect him.

Zaizen approached him and sat next to him.

" - We don't know if theses people will try to hurt Flore or you. There's possibility that they will target someone else. Your divorce is actually just an excuse to keep an eye on you until we could figure out where is Haru and how he's doing. Please, don't take it to heart. When everything will be alright, you will be able to work again. I promise you." He explained to the dejected beta.

Gordon nodded though he was still disappointed but he knew that they all were on edge since Haru's incident. Zaizen was about to reassure him when Gordon surprised him by standing up.

" - You're right ! Until then, I'll try my best to help you. I'm sure Akihito's parents aren't doing good with this situation. I will go to their house and spend some times with them. And I'll make sure Akihito put something on his stomach. Knowing him, he probably doesn't want to eat or even drink." Gordon said determined.

Zaizen showed a small smile. He wanted Gordon to stay at home but restraining him more than that would be bad.

" - Thank you for being patient with me and listening to me… " Gordon said before he quickly pecked Zaizen lips, leaving the man stunned.

He then sat back next to the alpha and proceed to watch his morning show.

The kisses were Zaizen's fault.

After their first kiss, Zaizen would steal kisses everytime he could; In the morning after he took his shower from his morning workout, another one before he goes to work and another one when he came back home.

At first, Gordon was too shocked and confused to even move or push Zaizen.

So the alpha did stop at some point, afraid that Gordon was feeling burdened by his actions. But one day, Gordon kissed him before he went to visit Gisele.

Zaizen couldn't help but find Gordon too cute and then the kisses started again. Most of the time, Zaizen would initiate it but some times like today, Gordon would do it, although it seemed to be done without much thinking. As an habit Gordon wanted to keep.

Zaizen was not really the type to like being clingy and he didn't like people being clingy to him. After Gordon married, he had his fair share of dating. But most of them were just to spend a good night and that was all.

Sex was just a way to cope up with his insomnia and his tiredness. He never really enjoyed it but he never really hated it to. At least, that was what he thought before he gave Gordon a blowjob.

That day, he almost cumed just by sucking another man dick. It never happened before. Giving head or receiving one, he was the type to respect his partners preference. He did not care about sucking his partners. He never found this good but if the other one was feeling good, well it was great to put both the parties in the mood.

Having Gordon in his mouth was different. Gordon was sweet and tender. He remembered how he felt excited while feeling Gordon throbbed inside his mouth. He got hard from sucking Gordon's dick and almost wet his own pants from the pleasure he felt in his mouth. Was it even possible ? He wasn't sensitive in this area and sure he had enjoyed listening to Gordon's moans.

Zaizen groaned as he felt his dick getting hard just by his memory of that day.

He carefully put a pillow on top of the tent which was growing up in his sweatpants.

Gordon was about to ask him about breakfast when the scent of Zaizen's exciting pheromones spread slowly around him.

He looked at the man next to him who seemed pretty much normal. Gordon had always been sensitive to alphas' scent to the point that sometimes it made him nauseous.

Maybe because he was used to Zaizen, the man's smell wasn't so repulsive to his nose though sometimes it was too much for him.

And to be honest since that time when Zaizen sucked him, the scent of man even just his sweat was making him aroused.

Gordon bit his lips as he remembered everything. Since then, they never had sex even if he did want to, he thought that maybe it was too soon, due to his situation with his ex-husband. But… he wanted to be more intimate with Zaizen.

" - You… you had never shown me the room," Gordon said with a small and shy voice without looking at the alpha.

On the other side, Zaizen was frozen. The room. He was talking about his play room, where he would bring his sex friends.

" - I just want to see it…" Gordon said again with the same tone. But now he was really embarrassed since the alpha was quiet.

" - Want to see it now ?" Zaizen proposed.

Gordon finally turned his head to see Zaizen's inexpressive face, although his eyes seemed to be burning.

Gordon nodded and Zaizen asked him to follow him.

Gordon's heart was beating really fast. He really wanted to see this room. Even when Zaizen stopped having random sex, he never set a foot on this room, scared that he will make the alpha angry.

When Zaizen opened the door, Gordon couldn't believe his eyes.

The bedroom was in an all dark green design. The room seemed too luxurious and too beautiful to be use for sex activities compared to their modern and still great master bedroom.

Gordon ventured more inside and found a small saloon and a wall with BDSM tools.

" - Were you a fan of fifty shades ?" Gordon joked as he took a whip in brown leather.

" - Not really," Zaizen smiled. " It was Luke idea. Birthday, Christmas and even just congratulation gifts… He would always bought these kind of things for me. "

" - Why ?"

" - My first girlfriend was… really aggressive in bed. She liked these kind of things. Luke and her are half sibling, so he knew about her dark side. He thought it was amusing to give me all this. To have a big collections, he said." Zaizen explained.

" - Were… were you with her for a long time ?" Gordon asked as he placed back the whip, now kind of troubled.

" - Four years."

Gordon's heart skipped a beat. Suddenly, Zaizen's arms closed around his waist.

" - We were not together because of love. It was a political dating. Their father is a minister. He's close with my own father and he pushed her to be with me. To be honest, I did like her a some point but she cheated on me so we broke up."

Gordon turned around to face him.

" - Do you still like her ?"

" - Do you know why I accepted to date her in the first place ?" Zaizen asked in return.

Gordon shook his head.

" - I wanted to forget you… "

The beta man squeezed the alpha's hand when his sat on the edge of the bed.

" - Seeing the man I love with someone else was really hard for me. I didn't want to break your happiness so I had to move on. She wanted power and I needed her to forget my feelings for you."

Gordon didn't say anything for a while. Zaizen knew that it was too much revelation for the beta who probably forgot that he's the last president's son but he didn't care. This play room was just a joke between him, Luke and his sister. He didn't want Gordon to think he had some weird fetishes.

" - Then… can I tied you up ?"

Zaizen almost chocked from his saliva when he heard the beta.

" - W-w-what ???"

" - I don't like it that my future boyfriend is keeping stuff of his ex-girlfriend. So I need to punish you." Gordon said with a smile.

Though he looked full of playfulness, his eyes were shooting daggers.

" - I can get ride of everything. Before you came I kept them just because I didn't have a reason to throw them but I'm not

into…"

" - Let me tie you up." Gordon insisted.

Zaizen sighed and finally surrendered. Gordon wasn't really stubborn but when he had an idea in his small pretty head, it was hard to get ride of it.

Gordon jumped from happiness as he clapped in his hands.

Soon, the dominant alpha was on his knees on the bed, hands tied on top of his head on the roof of the bed. He was shirtless just with his tracksuit. He wanted to smash his head on the wall. Even if Gordon seemed to be satisfied and happy, Zaizen was feeling embarrassed and he was close to die from shame.

" - So… were you the submissive one ?" Gordon asked as he stand on his knees to face the alpha, even if the latter was still taller than him from one head.

" - No. My partners were the one subjected. " Zaizen replied truthfully, knowing that lying would just drag Gordon's playfulness.

" - I see." The beta said as he slowly traced an invisible ligne on Zaizen's stomach, making the latter shuddered.

" - Even with your ex ?"

" - She *gulped* she didn't like to dominate… "

" - Was she an alpha ?"

" - Yeah… a dominant one just like me." Zaizen replied while he followed Gordon's finger which was now circling one of his nipple.

" - I see," Gordon said.

He started to kiss Zaizen's torso with slow and wet kisses.

Zaizen bite his lips. In his pants, his groin was burning and hurting.

He let out a groan when Gordon licked his nipple. The beta smiled while he sucked the light-brown button and nibbled on it.

He traced kisses on Zaizen stomach, reaching the V line of the well build alpha.

Zaizen was still watching Gordon. The beta was too sexy for him.

When Gordon reached the groin, he didn't take of the sweatpants and started to caress the hot member through the clothes, making Zaizen groaned from pleasure and frustration.

A wet and dark spot was slowly growing where Zaizen was leaking.

Gordon let out a moan as he softly bite the dick which was throbbing on the tracksuit.

" - Hummmm ~ " Zaizen moaned.

It felt so good that he almost cursed.

Satisfied by the alpha's reactions, Gordon finally freed the hot shaft from the clothes.

The rod was long and heavy. The tip was leaking a string of precum and the angry veins were pulsating on the meaty member.

Gordon kissed the soft mound of dark pubic hair which was making Zaizen's body more lewd.

Then the beta rained small kisses on the heavy organ until he reached the wet tip. He stared at Zaizen, who was staring at him with lust and he opened his mouth and took only the tip inside, letting it rest on his wet tongue.

His tongue played with the soft and salty tip making Zaizen trembled from pleasure.

And slowly he took a whole mouth of the huge cock, moaning when the rod hit the back of his throat.

" - Ah… Slowly… " Zaizen said.

His hips started to move slowly, following Gordon's lead. He wanted to thrust harder but he didn't like the idea to hurt the beta.

Gordon pulled the member out of his mouth, before Zaizen would ejaculate.

He then untied the alpha and said :

" - I feel like I'm the one being punished."

Zaizen then saw how wet Gordon's short was in front. His cock was leaking precum like a faucet.

Gordon couldn't react and was flipped on the soft mattress.

Soon, his legs were spread and Zaizen's mouth was now kissing his hole tenderly.

" - Aaaah ! Mmmmmh ~ Annng " Gordon moaned.

Zaizen's tongue was exploring the wet hole. He sucked the tender hole, kissed it and bite the rosy meat.

Then he tried to take a condom on the nightstand but Gordon stopped him :

" - I'm a beta. Do it bare…"

Zaizen captured Gordon's mouth in his as he was slowly putting the tip of his dick inside the beta.

To his surprise, even if Gordon was tight, his hole opened up to let him inside before it tightened back, sucking his tip.

" - Oooh… Fuck !" He moaned.

He couldn't contain himself anymore.

He slammed his dick in one thrust inside Gordon, making the latter screamed and climaxed.

The white semen spurted on Gordon's stomach and he was trembling from too much pleasure. His mind was already blank and he was drooling.

Zaizen was now sucking his nipple and slowly moving in and out of his hole. The sounds were lewd and arousing.

The slow rythm started to get faster and Gordon's moaning gotten louder.

Thirty minutes later, Gordon was on his knees and Zaizen behind him was thrusting excitingly inside him.

His body was covered with hickeys and bites and he was moaning like a crazy while Zaizen was nibbling on his neck.

Gordon was possessed with the pleasure. He never felt this good during sex. He was scared but the more they do it, the more he wanted it.

They changed positions so much times and Zaizen wasn't showing sign of tiredness.

His dick was still throbbing, painted with semen and Gordon' slick juice.

Two hours later, Gordon was now on top of Zaizen's face, while the alpha was swallowing his dick and fingering his ass.

" - Nng… Annnh ~ Zai… I'm cumming ! Cumming !" He screamed as he trembled from his seventh orgasm since they started.

His body was so sensitive now and he was full of Zaizen's cum, but still he didn't want to stop.

His hole was twitching for the dominant alpha and he thought he will go crazy if Zaizen didn't cum inside him.

Gordon slowly impaled himself on top of Zaizen's hard rod and they took their time this time.

Zaizen was appreciating Gordon's lustful expression and all the marks he had left on the man's body.

He didn't imagine their first time like that but it wasn't bad to be this thirsty.

Zaizen didn't know that this first time would lead to a pregnancy and a change of gender for his still non official lover.

*** Present day… ***

And now, six months later, he was feeding his pregnant wife piece of lemon with strawberry jam.

As soon as he heard about the gender change, he proposed to Gordon. He was prepared to face an angry or depressed Gordon but instead, the beta man cried for a while before he threatened Zaizen to kill him if he ever cheat on him.

To that, Zaizen replied that he loved him for more than a decade and he would still love him forever.

The night of their wedding, Zaizen bite Gordon's nape and claimed him to be his forever. To be sure everything was perfect, he checked with Pam if he and Gordon were bonded. And to his joy, he learned that actually, they were both fated partners and Zaizen's inner alpha was probably aware of it. That was why they both bonded as soon as they met again, that night where Zaizen saved Gordon.

That explained why Gordon was able to move past his relation with Yuto.

" - What are you thinking about ?" Gordon asked.

He was sitting between Zaizen's legs and they were watching a movie. Gordon wasn't really emotional during his pregnancy, though he would cried a lot for nothing. But compared to others, he wouldn't misunderstand Zaizen or get angry. He was full of childishness and… horny.

Besides, before they watched the movie, Zaizen couldn't resist Gordon's touch so they made love in the living room and again in the bathroom before finally settling in front of the TV.

Even now, Gordon was just wearing a white shirt and nothing under it. Zaizen could feel his hot cheeks ass against his half hard dick.

He didn't know he could get this thirsty for sex but since Gordon came back in his life, everyday was a test to not eat Gordon alive.

How could he even think about cheating on this lovely man when he was this addict to him ????

" - Just that you should put an underwear." Zaizen sighed.

Gordon chuckled before he turned to face his husband.

" - What if I don't want to ?" He said as he slowly lift up his shirt to let Zaizen see his smooth dick and his beautiful thighs.

Zaizen frowned and grabbed the limp member, making Gordon squeaked and gasped from the sudden move.

As he caressed the sensitive cock, Zaizen was observing Gordon's expression. His eyes watering from the pleasure, his cheeks getting red and hot, his lips glistening as he bite them sensually.

" - We did it two times already and you're not satisfied ?" Zaizen said without stopping what he was doing.

" - You stopped before you cum… I.. mmmh… I… Annnh~ "

He couldn't finish because Zaizen was entering him again. His hole was already loosen from earlier and he was already close to his orgasm.

" - If my wife is this horny everyday, it will be hard for me to leave you alone…" Zaizen said as he pecked Gordon's nose.

" - Why leave me alone ? I don't want to be separate with you. I hated it when you were not with me these past weeks…"

" - Hum… I'm here now so don't be upset." He said when the tears started to leak from his wife's eyes. " Don't cry. We are doing something good now… Very good right ?"

His thrusts became harder and Gordon's grumble were replaced by sexy moans.

Everyday was simple and exciting for the couple. They wouldn't change anything and they hoped everything would stay like that. Though… they did not know that a new neighbor was going to disturb their lovely life.