01 Beginning

'Ugh' I frowned after my instructor bent my body on my sit ups, "you have to push down more" i held my breath as he leaned on my back to push my back more. after a few seconds he released me "so i need you guys to focus more on your dancing, especially you Xavier its not enough that you have a great voice as an idol you have to dance too" he looked straight to my eyes and i nod to him. after that he left.

"Xav where are you going?" Jason my bandmate asked

"I'm tired plus it's already past 1am" i replied

after that i left them.

I sighed , i was really tired today, as a newby in this industry takes a toll at us, we have to sacrificed a lot of thing. 'Xav what are you doing? do you really need to struggle this much?' my everyday question for myself.

I just lay on the sofa bed and cover my self with some coat i found laying on it.

"yah! Xav wash yourself first! thats my coat" Eric follows me

"let me borrow it please.. " i pouted on him. he only rolled his eyes and left me.

i opened my phone and plugged my earphones to listened to BTS FIRE the music we have to practice for our liveshow nextweek. Unconciously i do the footwork while laying there.

After a week we were here at the studio and Im currently attaching my mic to my suits. as i stare at my reflections in the mirror. 'you can do it Xav'

as a newby idol, i need this day. this show will be broadcasted nationwide it would be the best opportunity to do our best to gain fans. so if you ask me why im doing this with my poor dancing skills because im already here i guess why not give it a try? and i already have some people who believes in me. my mom, my team BlAZE with jason, eric, neth, and alexis.

"So guys are you ready?!!" alexis our leader ask us while we are gathered in circles with our hands in between doing our cheer "yeah!" we replied with determination.