Goddess' will, revival from death

Death... never expected for it to come early... a... Woman... dressed in white and black... I'm in heaven? "you are neither in heaven nor hell, you are in the afterlife." ahh right... I died... my own creation... "Parva, the one you created has killed the majority of humanity, I do hope that you face my punishment" ...I have nothing to say, neither do I have the will to move, I lost, that's what I understand... "you are a being that the god of life favors, he has given you the ability to give life, and yet why do you make a creature capable of killing the whole Laplace?" why indeed... I never aimed for this "neither did we" I didn't want to make diablo "yet you have, and as you can see you left a nasty aftertaste to all of us" I'm sorry... can you gods stop the hideous thing that I have created? "we are not in place to do that, it's you who have to do it, your punishment was already given out by the others. eternal Immortality, fix this problem or not, you will die many times if you don't and if you do then you have to see the world age as it goes." punishment for people who have experienced death I guess... what if I refuse? "you have no rights to refuse, it's all given out after you died." so I can't refuse?.. ... ... I have accepted my fate and punishment. "mm... Kirin Aiha, Monster and Human, has been given a chance to live with the punishment of eternal immortality. Land in the holy fountain hidden in the mountains and be reborn!"...

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a cave? there's light and wind so this place is probably open area... I can't feel my corrupted form but I can see some marks. the place feels baron, grasslands everywhere and no animals in sight... *sigh* I don't feel immortal but I guess I am? I don't know... ... ..

It's been 5 days with no end in sight... I'm hungry, thirsty, cold, wet (and eating raw eggs/ cook the f*cking eggs!) and I want to die... this immortality is driving me insane!..

a few more days pass with no food nor any water... this... is this the punishment?

land... land everywhere, a few hours go by and finally! food and water! (it's an Ursa an murky water, I guess when you're desperate everything looks like a miracle) I gather the food and water I got. after the whole thing I noticed that my Black bones sprouted, I don't know why but it's good knowing my abilities are still here.

a few more days and I found a village (civilization!/ it's a town btw). I need to look normal... my clothes are tattered and I just noticed but I looked bloody... I need to take everything usable. I rob some thieves and enter the area (wanna know why some events don't have any info? well it's because It's as useless as I made it plus I'm lazy)"I.D. please" "sorry I don't have any" "do you have any silver? or any letter to let you in?" "Sorry I don't, can I enter in another way?" "no I.D. no entry, sorry civilian but I'm afraid that I have to kick you out" "can I p-" a spear, aimed at my throat "I'm sorry sir but please don't make me do this, we have a strict order here and right now you're in the way of the line." I walk away, who knew human towns had these strict regulations but I need to get in... wait, why am I trying to get in anyway? I head to the cave I lived with Luna but before I set out "hey.. aren't you a corrupted?" a man, dressed in black leather... "what do you want?" "I know who you are... Kirin Aiha, a traitor to the Demon Nation called Inferos, and the monster who created a monster..." "how do you know everything?" "My clan was closely watching your every action in hopes that we find a way to learn the origins of the Demon race but died a horrible decapitation by a human with the large sword. my only question is; how are you still alive?" he might not believe me but I guess no one will get hurt if I tell the truth. "if I say a goddess revived me will you believe me?" "I might... anything is possible in this world after what you just did" no choice then, I tell him the truth, everything from the punishment and my current goal, he nods in response but -"I guess you won't listen to reason, you think a goddess will favor you from doing that? creating a creation that nearly killed half the human race?" he didn't believe me... "I'm telling everything, from the start to the end the truth, if you don't believe me then don't bother me" I walk away but as I have guessed "... you're not the demon monster like what the rumors have said..." a sword pierced my body, a few more minutes my Black bones might've deflected it but it was quick. "I hope that immortality bluff you said was actually true, if not then say hi for the goddess you so believed to be true" he took the sword and left me to die... a few minutes pass and I came back up... this immortality is great but I have my limits... pain hurts, it hurts like the pits of hell in my body but I have to live with this for the rest of my life. I return for my tread back to the cave Luna and I lived in... baron... no people in sight... but this is the best place to sleep. everything is still here... beds, clothes, everything! I change back to my old clothes and look at the glass mirror... white coat, black clothes... everything feels so normal yet... lonely... I return back to the bed that looks like it's inviting me in, how I missed it so much a good night's sleep is best after sleeping outside for god knows when without a comfortable bed.