Chapter 406: I can't hold it in

"....I can not just hold it in, I have no control for how emotional I feel right now and that is why they are falling on their own accord" he said to her as she kept on wiping his tears.

" You are to handsome to cry, do you want a puffy cheek and a swollen eyes... you deserve me in as much as I deserve you so we deserve each other, you need to hold your self okay because I am not going to ever stop loving you, I am right here and I will still be here for you" she assured him.

"I love you Luca" she said as she wrapped her hands around his neck drawing him closer to her and making him rest his head on her chest. 

"I know that you are aware that I should be the one crying as a woman but you are crying now, how do you expect me who is actually the woman to feel??" she asked him as she caressed his hair.

"Can I be a woman just for now?, I have got a kit of things to cry for and I want to cry on your chest, I can only be this vurnurable when you are with me" he said to her.. at this point a lot of this ran through his mind, his sister loosing her job and all of that he could not help but feel so bad, if only he had a way to help his sister out, he would gladly do it but now he was sure that she was at home, flipping through newspapers, looking for companies to submit her application to.

Embracing him, she pats his back "cry all you want okay?" She said to him as she pressed as she slipped her hand under her table and pressed on a button as the door locked.

She did not want a situation where by some one will walk in to see Luca like that, he needed to get a hold of him self and she was going to help him do that.

"Anna??" He called her name, he felt her smooth hands tap on his back and caressed his hair and it consoled him a bit.

All the thing going on in his life was making it hard for him to think straight but then he was lucky that he could cry on the shoulders of the woman he loved and then she would protect him.

"Do you want to go home?" She asked him, she thought he had enough and then he wanted to go home but that was not the case.

"No, I am not... I do not want to go, my chest hurts" he said "can you just place you hand on my chest. I would feel better, please" he said wiping his eyes.

He slipped his hand in to his pocket as he searched for his handkerchief but could not find it.

"hold on!!" He heard her say as she turned around and took out a piece of her face wiper.