Chapter 125

My mind is blank. I don’t know what to think or what to write. I have destroyed my whole life with my own hands! And I can’t even correct it but only regret and think how things would have been if things happened how they were supposed to happen.

I read Ryan's letter and I came to know that just like me, he has been in love with me forever! And he never told me this because he thought I loved John! How could I not see his love for me in those eyes?! I always used to think that he loves me but after he congratulated me, I thought he just considers me as his friend but I was totally wrong!! He loves me as much as I love him, or maybe more than that! He sacrificed his whole life, his happiness, his everything just for me, just to see me safe and happy! How can someone love the other person to this extent?!