5

I wake up to Deku and Icyhot cuddled on top of my chest but otherwise I feel fine. Finally sleep! The first time I woke up without screaming in so long I could cry from relief. Icyhot and Deku in my arms, as weird as it was, felt nice. No expectations, no desires, no heart break, just sleep.

I turn to get comfortable again and Icyhot grabs a hold of me from behind his face in the back of my neck and Deku wraps his arms around my middle, his face in my chest while my face was snuggled into the top of his head in his sweet smelling hair. Sleep pulled me under again, my tired mind finally relaxing.

***

I wake up to all of our phones going off. We jumped up and grabbed them to see what's going on, just to see the group chat blowing up. Everyone was tagging us and I looked at the other two.

"Don't tell anyone I'm here..." I trailed off. I'm weak, I finally caved, I'm so fucking weak. I could feel shame coating me dragging me down as I sat there just trying to come to terms with what all happened last night.

"Hey no one has to know, besides we were only sleeping," Deku smiled at me and Icyhot nodded, we're all still so sleepy.

"Besides I think that's the best that I've slept since Midoriya and I started sleeping together," Icyhot yawns, stretching and I look at them both not sure what to think. But our phones are still going off like crazy.

Uravity: @Deku @Shoto @Dynamight

Froppy: @Deku @Shoto @Dynamight

Cellophane: @Dynamight @Deku @Shoto

Pinky: @Dynamight @Deku @Shoto

Creaty: @Deku @Dynamight @Shoto

Charge Bolt: @Dynamight @Shoto @Deku

They just kept coming and they were coming from everyone. The class was tagging us, most multiple times, several just one of us at a time several times in a row.

Dynamight: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXTRAS WANT!?

Red Riot: Babe! You're alive. Oh my All Might I've been so worried!

Dynamight: ...

Dynamight: Too soon.

I avoided looking at either Deku or Icyhot not wanting to talk about it.

Shoto: Is something wrong?

Deku: Did something happen?

Ingenium: We thought you were kidnapped, none of you have been seen all day.

Uravity: Yeah we were so worried!

Deku: I just slept in.

Shoto: Yep.

Dynamight: ... Fuck off!

I put my phone down covering my face before hearing my phone go off again. I pick it up again and see a message from Kiri.

Red: Babe?

Babe: ...

Username changed Babe to Pissed.

Pissed is offline.

I put my phone down again and hear all of our phones going off again. I look at my phone again.

Red Riot: BABE! @Dynamight please talk to me!

Red Riot: I'm sorry! Please I didn't mean to do it!

Dynamight: SHUT THE FUCK UP SHITTY HAIR!

Class A: ...

Pinky: I smell tea and it smells bitter.

Dynamight: Fuck off.

Red Riot: Babe!

Dynamight: FUCK OFF!

Dynamight is offline.

I put my phone down again, all but throwing it on the bedside table.

"I'm still tired you want to just rest today?" Deku asked, looking at Icyhot. I looked up interested and saw Icyhot's smile nodding. I see them send a message on the phone and put their phones next to mine. "Want to stay for a while Kacchan?" Deku asked looking up at me.

I hesitated for just a moment but then nod letting him help me back into bed and Icyhot and Deku wrap themselves around me and I let out a long sigh relaxing in their arms. It didn't take long for sleep to pull me back under and I felt as sweet relief cushioned my thoughts.

***

*BANG*BANG*BANG*

I jolted awake to the sound of someone banging on the door. Icyhot pulled me back into his arms and Deku stood up to answer the door. I pull the covers over me and I guess Icyhot realizes that I'm trying to hide because he crawled over me and pulled the covers up high, easily blocking me from view.

"Hello?" I heard Deku's tired voice at the door.

"Midobro! Please I know I haven't been the greatest friend in a while but Bakugo is missing and he won't talk to me. Maybe he'll listen to you?" Kirishima sounded frantic but I don't want to deal with him right now.

I can't deal with him right now.

"Kirishima, I don't understand why you're coming to me. You know Kacchan doesn't come to me like that." Deku tried to distract him.

"Please! I just want to know if he's okay? I'm begging you!" Kirishima was sounding more and more frantic. I just squeezed Icyhot trying to become smaller. I don't know why either him or Deku would want to help me but I can't deal with Kiri right now.

"He might have said something about going home for the weekend. I'm not sure which weekend he was talking about going though." Deku muttered as if he was thinking really hard but was incredibly sleepy at the same time. Damn I didn't know the nerd could act that well.

"He went home? Without telling anyone? Without telling me? But..." Kiri went silent.

"Look Kiri, we were trying to catch up on some sleep," I hear Deku yawn.

"Oh right. Sorry, I'll just leave then. I'll text his mom and make sure he is actually there," I heard the door shut and peak out from under the covers and Deku hands me my phone.

I called my old hag.

"What's wrong?" Came her worried voice.

"Hag if anyone calls looking for me can you tell them I'm with you? I need some time alone," I ask her, my voice dry and scratchy.

"Are you safe?"

"Yeah. I'm just in Deku's room with him and another classmate. I just can't talk to Kiri after last night," I hope she doesn't ask but I should have known better.

"What happened? Brat, you know you can tell me anything?" I let out a sigh and just closed my eyes.

"We hear nothing, unless you want us too." I opened my eyes surprised that it was Icyhot who had spoken and not Deku but saw Deku nodding in agreement from behind him.

"I asked Kiri to sleep with me last night. Just sleep but he... Well at first he seemed excited and happy that I asked but... At first it was nice we made out a little bit and then I just wanted to cuddle a little before sleeping. It's all I wanted," I covered my face with my elbow. "I just wanted to sleep. Deku and Icyhot suggested sleeping with someone. They said it helped them so I just thought. Maybe?"

My mom stayed quiet listening to everything I had to say, I told her about everything from the kisses to jolting awake from him touching me and how I felt when I thought we were finally on the same page. And then how I woke up, again, from another nightmare, to find him sneaking out and why.

"Mom I just want time, I need time." I tell her hoping that she understands what I'm trying to say.

"Honey you haven't done anything wrong. You tried to talk it out and he chose to hide the truth from you. Take all the time you need. I will stand behind whatever decision you make. Don't worry," I could hear her smile over the phone and honestly it's nice to hear her supporting me.

"Thanks Mom," I relaxed.

"What no hag? You are going to make me fillet that red head," I laughed at her and we said our goodbyes. I go to toss my phone towards the bedside table but Deku takes it instead and sits it by his before climbing back into bed again.

True to their word they didn't say anything at all about what I told the hag. But now I just want to cry. Icyhot and Deku held me tight and I broke down.

"I'm not fucking weak!" I tried to hiss at them but Icyhot just pulled me closer holding me tight. He has one hand around my back and the other behind my neck holding me close. Why? Deku cuddled behind me and he wrapped his arms around both me and Icyhot keeping us sandwiched together. Why? I don't deserve this...

But I need it so much.

I've never been nice to them, I've been a regular ass this whole time yet they are the only ones that have given me exactly what I wanted or needed. And now I'm crying in their arms, heart broken. Why do I still feel so wronged? So hurt?

"Shh, it's okay. Kacchan we have you now. Rest we'll be here when you wake up," I closed my eyes listening to Deku's soothing words, I let my tears flow freely until sleep took me under while they held me close.

***

I wake up exhausted but somehow lighter than before. I haven't eaten since dinner before everything with Kirishima happened. My stomach is growling and I open my eyes knowing I'll have to actually get up this time.

I'm still wrapped up in Todoroki's arms, my face snuggled into his neck. I tried to pry myself out without waking him but fuck, he was holding onto me tight.

"It's okay Natsu, I'm here now," He mumbled in his sleep pulling me in again. "I won't let him touch you. I promised, didn't I? Endeavor won't touch any of you again," I froze. Icyhot calls his dad Endeavor? Wait, his dad touches them? How? Can I kill him because of it?

"Todoroki it's time to wake up," Deku whispered, reaching over me and shaking Icyhot. "Hey we're still at school, Endeavor isn't here, you're safe." He shook him a little more and Todoroki opened his eyes only to see me still in his arms.

He just laid there for a few seconds looking at me. "I'm sorry. Did I say anything weird?" I opened my mouth but it was Deku who answered.

"You called Kacchan, Natsu and defended him from Endeavor," he sighed before pushing his hair out of his face for him. "Come on we're all hungry and Kacchan won't want to be seen leaving my room."

I blinked, is this normal? Todoroki stretched, "I'm pretty tired, I think I'll skip and just sleep."

"How about we just make a big plate of snacks and bring it back here to eat? Then Kacchan can eat too and not be forced to deal with his stuff yet." I smile and relax into Icyhot's arms. My stomach growled again and Deku giggled. "Sounds like a plan then. Come on it's already 3 in the afternoon." I look over at the clock and see it's actually 3:09 damn, I was tired.

"Sorry Bakugo, I'll bring you something to eat. I didn't mean to trap you here," Icyhot let me go, leaving me cold before getting up. Wait what? Why would I be disappointed that he let me go? Then again this is probably the first time I've gotten a full night's sleep since entering UA.

"We'll be right back, we'll bring a bit of everything so don't worry about it!" Deku pulled a shirt over his head and Icyhot followed suit. Wait why didn't I notice that both of them were topless? I looked down and saw that I was still wearing my clothes.

Why would I think they would strip me in my sleep? I never would have thought Kiri would try anything like that but then again, I was wrong about that wasn't I? I sit up and pick up my phone to see it filled with messages from him and the rest of the Bakusquad. I ignored him and went straight to the Bakusquad group chat.

Dunce Face: @Red'sBabe Dude where are you? Did you really leave campus without getting permission from Eraserhead?

Red: Babe please answer me!

Raccoon Eyes: What did you do Kiri?

Soy sauce face: Yeah what did you do to get Bakugo to ghost you?

Host changed Red's username to Traitor.

Red's Babe changed username to Pissed.

Raccoon Eyes: Holy shit what did you do Kiri!?!

Host changed Raccoon Eye's username to Ashido.

Dunce Face: Kiri what did you do to Bakugo?

Soy Sauce Face: Bro tell me you didn't cheat on him. For the love of All Might please tell me you didn't.

Host changed Dunce Face's username to Kaminari.

Host changed Soy Sauce Face's username to Sero.

Kaminari: I have never been so insulted to be called by name before.

Sero: Dude same.

Ashido: Kiri you didn't fucking cheat on Bakubabe! I will fucking hunt you down!

Pissed: He didn't cheat. That would have been better.

Traitor: How would that have been better?

Pissed: Because then I could have killed you and not felt bad about it.

Kaminari: Dude what happened? Are we hunting Kiri or not?

Traitor: Hey!

Pissed: Do what you want. I don't fucking care.

Pissed: By the way in case it's not obvious enough already we are over @Traitor

Ashido: My ship! What have you done Kiri?

Traitor: Babe please don't do this! I didn't mean to hurt you!

Pissed is offline.

I logged off and checked the class chat and saw people asking where I was including our teacher.

Dynamight: Oi @Eraserhead check your DMs.

Eraserhead: How do I do that?

I roll my eyes and explain how and wait for him to enter the chat I made with just him and me.

Eraserhead: Problem child?

Dynamight: Sir I'm still in the dorms. I just don't want to deal with certain people today.

Eraserhead: If that's true where are you?

Dynamight: I'm in Deku's room. Deku and Icyhot just went to get food for us.

Eraserhead: ...

Eraserhead: Stay out of trouble. I don't care about your personal issues but if it becomes an issue tell me before things get out of hand.

Dynamight: It would be a good idea not to pair me with Shitty Hair for a while...

Eraserhead: I see...

Eraserhead has left the chat.

Well that should take care of that. Now I've talked to both my mom and my teacher so I won't get in trouble anytime soon at least. I went back and deleted the messages I sent to Eraserhead before leaving the chat. Just in case.

Fuck what is wrong with me?