(1) Prologue.

You know, not a lot of people talk about how idols are doing after they've lost their fame.

Majority of them go to acting, but what about the minority?

Some of them go back normal lives, some of them fall off due to scandals and irrelevancy, but..

This is my story.

My name is Yoon Si-woo, and I'm 19.

I was a trending idol on the internet, I was apart of a boy group called F3VER.

It's a boy group consisting of 5 members; Lee Do-yoon, Cho Woojin, Park Jun-seo, Oh Ye-Jun and me, Yoon Si-woo.

I thought my genmates and I were gonna skyrocket to fame, but.. a bullying scandal broke out saying Jun-seo had bullied and led a student to suicide.

Eventually, the drama escalated to new heights and one by one, they left, due to the lack of members, F3VER disbanded.

I don't know how to rest are doing, but I've been.. on the verge of death.

I thought of so many ways to try thinking positively, but nothing has worked.

I'm currently staying in a cramped, cheap apartment. It's all I've got going for me since money is a constant burden.

I thought that once I had debuted as an idol, I'd get enough money to buy myself a comfortable, luxurious lifestyle, but that didn't age well, did it?

I'd mope and cry about how miserable life is, but I won't.

Not like I can deal with problems by crying, I'll fix my life somehow...

Right?