The Past - 2

I was struggling in my daily life. I couldn't even talk to someone without feeling anxious. My eyes became weak due to the constant usage of mobile. My family started to look at me with hate. For them, I was a burden that they wanted to get rid of. You might be thinking that how could such a lovely family do this well If you are useless to your family then they would look at you with this same expression. They were feeling pressure from different things. They had a girl to marry. You need money to marry a girl in India.

Two years had passed since that accident. I was not even speaking to my family. I had so much anger in me for them. They had stopped caring about me just because of that accident. I started to hate them for this. My anxiety disorder was not helping either. I started to think about suicide. I mean what was I could even do. We don't have anime miracles in existence. So believing something would happen was just a dream.

So In the 3rd year, I finally did it. I died not because of suicide. It was because of something else. My house was put on fire by my parents. They were cheering outside the damn house. They were shouting like some lunatics. I guess they finally broke down. I mean the pressure on them was just too high. Still, though I would not forgive them. Nothing would stop my hatred for them.

I died having so much anger in me. I wanted to get my revenge. At the end of my life, I was seeing all of my life. It was a beautiful movie with a sad ending.

Suddenly everything around me changed to a white room with no walls. It looked like a void with just white paint. I was surprised to see that I didn't have a body. I was literally in what they call spiritual form. I was feeling calm at this situation despite being dead a moment ago.

Suddenly I heard something...