Attempting at magic

Today is the day I will try my powers, I'm very exited, I've been waiting this day for three years now so it's in an euphoric state that I make my way towards the practice room of the manor. Seriously, this manor is ridiculously big, I mean we are not that many to live in, it's not as big as Hogwarts but still, we are only ten to live in actually, me, my parents, my sister, my uncle, well we can say that he live here since he spends almost all his time here like I said precedently, and the five house elves that belong to my family, by the way they are very well traited, they are well clothed, nourished and absolutely none violence, even verbally is permitted, and they are even paid, not that much since they would never accept if not... Hermione would be so proud...

I finally reached the practice room in this fucking labyrinth who is this manor, uhhh I want to learn to apparate, this is the ultimate magic for people likes me, the lazy ass people.

The practice room is quite a big room, probably one of the biggest of the manor, there are some dummies and they looks alike to the Hogwarts Room of Requirement ones, even the architecture designs are similars, I expect one of my parent if not both to know the Room of Requirement. Well I don't need any dummy for now, I just want to test my elemental magic and maybe kido aswell.

But how I make magic? I mean yes there are some informations who came with the elemental magic and kido in my head but none of them actually tell me how to use it, it's just the incantation for the kido and the different stage for the elemental magic.

Fuck, screw it, I will just make like those fanfictions, use the "Power Of The Will". Let's make something easy at first, I will just make a flame in my palm.

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and slowly exhaled, I opened my hand and willed to a flame to appear in my palm. I sense nothing unordinary, none heat, hell even a sound can't be hear, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at my hand, and...

Nothing, absolutely nothing in my hand, well it was expected, it can't be that simple. My first attempt at magic failed, it was expected but I can't help to feel a little down, seems I'm not a genius who succeeds everything at first try, I mean every main characters at least succeed to make a little reaction at their first try at magic. Did it means I must participate at classes while be focus on the teachers sayings? Seems I won't be able, like some main characters to use wandlessly and chantlessly every first to seventh years spells two months after their sorting ceremony...

Of course I was exagerating and I'm not comparing myself to some fiction's main characters, after all, I'm not in a fiction, it's now my reality so I will make a second try, and a third if needed, I will try as many as I need, no matter the number of try I must take to master a spell I won't give up.

So I readied myself for a second try, like I did earlier, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and slowly exhaled but this time I sensed for magic in me, I sensed something and tried to dirige it towards my palm, while doing it I imagined myself with a flame in my palm and willed it to happens from the bottom of my heart, and then, I sensed something, I sensed the magic in me be syphoned and then heat in my palm, and at this precise moment I knew it, I knew even without opening my eyes that a flame was dancing in my palm and a huge happy smile appeared on my cute face and I finally opened my eyes.

And as expected this time a little flame was in my palm and I felt euphoric at this little act.

"I did it! I fucking did it! I did damn magic HAHAHAHA!!!"

At this moment I felt so strong, I felt that nothing in this world was impossible for me, but I still felt my magic be syphoned so made magic stop fueling the flame in my palm while imagining the flame be extinguished and willed to it to happens and then my magic stopped to be syphoned and the flame simply died and disappeared.

"So it's like this that we do magic, at least it's like this I do elemental magic, time to try kido."

I will use exactly the same process for lauching a kido spell, this time I came in front of a dummy and aimed at it with my index, I diriged my magic towards my index and imagined it firing a blue lightning with a lot of will, and I shouted:

"Hado n°4 Byakurai!!!"

I felt my magic be syphoned at an alarming rate and a blue lightning fired from my index towards the dummy, it touched and pierced it like it was made from mere paper and continued towards the room's wall at lightning speed and finally crashed on it while making huge ripples from the wall defence enchantment almost breaking it. And then I felt very dizzy, my sight became darker and darker and finally I blacked out and crashed on the ground.