chapter 1

Lena's pov

I'm look up at the stars on the day after my 18th birthday. My concesness is fading out after all the abuse and beatings it's finally a release.

I can hear in the background my former mate trying to save me but I don't want to be saved I don't want to feel anything anymore. Not the pain or the one sided love if he wants to be free I'll free him.

I try swatting him away but my arms have gone numb I try speaking but I can't anymore.

I'm concentrating on the sky just hearing him shouting I don't know what he's saying anymore I finally look over and it seems everyone is watching me die I expected them to be happy to celebrate but they are crying and shouting "why" I ask just one word is all I can say.

My former mate looks at me and asks "why what"

"Why aren't you happy, I did this for you and everyone here" I whisper "I thought everyone would be happy if I wasn't here to torment and if I was gone then this can be a better pack" I said

"Please let me go" I beg

"I can't " Jason said with tears running down his face

" you rejected me remember " I whisper

I go back to watching the clouds and stars I fade more and close my eyes, my breath stuttering in my chest.

I can feel him shaking me telling my not to go I see inky blackness my last memory.