Chapter 42

Lucas is always asking me after the day of check-up and to our baby. I can't believe that we are having a family in this early because I know.. I know that the enemy won't stop us until we die.

I don't have a cravings nor symptoms, it was like a normal day for me but I have to be careful now with my walk. I can't run or jump and good thing, the baby is okay in my womb after the doctor said I was 7 weeks pregnant.

"What do you want to eat?" Tanong nya nang magising ako kinabukasan habang nakahiga pa sa kwarto namin.

"My favorite dish." I smiled at him like everything is okay.

"Alright. Just call me if you need anything." He kissed my tummy and my forehead before he leaved in our room.

Napangiti naman ako doon matapos nyang isara ang pintuan ngunit hindi maiwasan ang kaunting kalungkutan sa kadahilanang hindi pa tapos ang mission namin. I dialed hans number before I talked.

"Hans, can you handle a minute where the enemy is?"

[Yes, they are here right now, pero ang nakakapagtaka ay biglaan silang huminto ng walang pa sabi after the wedding scenario happened.]

Napakunot naman ang noo ko habang patigilid akong bumangon. "Wait a minute."

Tumayo ako mula sa pagkakaupo sa kama at binitbit ang nakapatong na laptop sa may couch. Binuksan ko rin ka agad yon bago magsalita. "Imposible, they are still moving one by one and maybe they have a plans to do just to kill us."

[I already hacked where they are staying. Most expensive hotel here in Manila. I just put a bug in rooms after they live in five minutes.]

Hindi ko alam kung paano nya nalalaman ang ganoong bagay pero sa palagay ko ay may tauhan kami na nandoon at nagpapanggap na kakampi ng mga kalaban para hindi manghinala ang mga tunay na Guttierez laban dito.

"Thank you, Hans. Update me for more." Tumango ako kahit na hindi nya ako nakikita

[I'll just call you.]

Binaba ko na ang phone matapos kong patayin ang tawag habang tinitignan ang pulang marka mula sa mapa na tumigil sa pag galaw. Napabuntong hininga ako bago sumandal sa sofa at hinawakan ang tyan ko.

'Mommy needs to work baby, just hold tightly and I'll save you from the enemy. Pasensya kana, gusto na rin ni Mommy mamuhay ng tahimik and I'll do everything just to keep you safe from this hell.'

Tumayo na ulit ako para maghilamos at toothbrush bago bumaba ng hagdan para makita si Lucas. I hugged him tightly before I feel my heart beating so fast because of him.

Naramdaman naman nya ang yakap ko kaya tinalikuran nya ang niluluto nyang paborito ko bago ako halikan sa labi. I kissed him back passionately before I put my hands to his neck jus to kissed me deeply.

"I need to cook, future wife." Bulong nya na ikinapula ng pisngi ko. I can't stop this feeling but I just nodded and watched him to finished.

Inalalayan nya akong makaupo bago sya bumalik sa niluluto nya while watching his back and muscles. I already touch his 8 packs abs, imagining things from him making my hearts flutter.

Nakiramdam ako kung totoo ba na nangyayari sa akin ito. My Mom and Clarence only knew that Lucas and I dating. My mom support our relationship but didn't she know that I have a feelings for him. Hindi ko man syang kusang minahal, ngunit natuto ko naman syang mahalin dahil sa mga ipinapakita nya. I really didn't even regret that I choose to risk again and love someone like Lucas who always taking care of me.

Should I confessed that I love him now? Maybe after the fight. I still wanted to fight for my peace of mind. But I can't risk our baby. Hindi na ako nag iisa at may kailangan na akong alagaan sa loob ko. I really need to choose but my minds keeps saying that I need to fight while my heart keeps saying that I should quit in organization.

"Lucas." Tawag ko sa kanya habang nakahawak sa tyan ko. Iniisip ang magiging kalagayan ng magiging anak namin.

"Yes, do you need anything? Are you okay?" Aligagang tanong nya nang makitang hawak ko ang tyan ko.

All I can see was blurred before my tears escaped to my eyes. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiiyak, hindi sa lungkot kundi sa saya. The unexpected of being a Mom in my 20's age with Lucas.

I know that I love him but I still can't believe that he will be a father of my child. Niyakap nya ako ka agad at pilit na pinapatahan dahil masama daw sa akin ang maging emotional. It was so sensitive but I can't stop this feeling. I am just happy.

"Stop crying love shushh." Hinawakan nya ang buhok ko bago ako hinalikan sa mukha ko.

"I will, I'm sorry. I just can't stop of this feeling." Pag amin ko sa kanya kaya natigilan sya.

"Of being happy, that soon. We will have a family." Dugtong ko at nakita ko na bigla syang nakahinga ng maluwag. I can see his eyes full of happiness while touching my tummy.

"I love you and our baby. I'll do anything just to protect the two of you." He touched my tummy and trying to listen the heartbeats of our baby when I laughed.

Hindi ko na naman tuloy mapigilan ang mapaiyak. I wanted him to be here always. I really didn't know what to do if he leave us.

"I love you even more, Lucas. Please don't leave us and wait for the baby to grow in my tummy until we will see him in this world." He smiled more before kissed my lips.

He nodded in my words before he said. "I promised."