Tuesday

As he carrys me in my tears spill out more and more. at first I was crying from pain now I think I am just crying from fear.

'he looks perfect.' the voice says

'No he's just a man' I remind myself.

is he going to hurt me. Maybe he will kill me because I lied. why did I hide. I start shaking again.

He sits me down on a couch somewhere and holds me tightly.

"what's wrong? why are you crying" he asks gentlely. his voice is crisp and deeper now that it's not heard on the public system. I also realised something else he is bigger and taller. I look like a child in him arms. and I am not short.

'5'4 isn't tall' says the voice.

'its not short' I snap back.

his eyes are a perfect brown like chocolate! his hair is pure black it's so soft I want to touch it...only because it's soft looking.

"scared" I stutter out for him.

he wraps this arms tighter around me.

" Who scares you, I will protect you"

I cry again and try to pull away and he reaches for my arm and hits where the gave me the needle and I lose it again. everything hurts. it makes me scream.

"foolish girl," he whispers, "why did you cut your hair and go with the men, as my mate nobody can hurt you".

even though he just insulted me he pets my head.

The pain is my arm doesn't fade this time but dulls.

"why are you red," I ask the cover my mouth but the movement causes me to bump my arm again and tears form ready to drip out.

I see a smile on his face and he responds, "why are you such a pale, pink color. it looks as if you were sick," he responds.

I blush and he taps my cheek "that's a good color".

"now can I get someone to look at your arm. it's ment for men not little girls. Also don't think I forgot about you hideing from me, if anyone bothers you say your waiting for Kal-Denth-Ra," he whispers to me.

"I... I... I am a m...m...man..n, not li...little g...gir..girl," I stutter out.

he gives me a look that clearly says he doesn't believe me.

"I am?" I insist.

", that's a question not a statement," he replies, "Now I'm going to get a doctor to look at your arm and the we can figure out what to do about your lies".

I look down my tears are mostly dry but I'm still scared.

he puts me on the couch I curl up into a ball almost immediately. The world is now big and scary and now I am alone. Even though the thing conferting me was the thing that made everything complacated. it still ment I wasn't alone.

he places his lips on top of my head the turns and leaves.

a bit of time passes. I tense up. he left me alone. the walls start coming in around me my arm hurts more and more.the walls feel closer. I pull my arms tighter around myself. I should have hid. I need to get out.

I get up and frantically turn left and right I see a window and without thinking go and jump through.

'run' I tell myself. I see the exit and run fearfully. I hear the red alien calling.

I run out the exit. my feet hit the ground. my eyes are tearing up. I glance back and see the red alien is behind me. he's faster than me. I trip and fall on my arm that's already in so much pain I let out a small cry of pain out and try to get up and fall again. the red alien looks angry yet also worried.

wait why worry.

"why did you run" he asks while picking me up. He's not as conferting as before. I don't like it...wait why do I care.

he's not rough just not comforting and gentle as before. I'm unsure why that hurts me.

He puts me down on the couch but doesn't hold me. I start to tear up again.

"so," he asks again, " why did you run away from me".

I look down, rubbing my l thumb against my arm. " I...I...I was s...sca... scared, it w...w...was lonely," I feel a wave of anger washes over me and with it a wave of confadance, "your people attacked our world! It was good! then you and your people came, killed our leaders, then took us, I have every right to be scared. Your also much stronger, seemingly faster, taller. I am a weak human and you scare me. even the simplest things like your red!!!" I yell.

he stairs at me for a moment. he slowly comes towards me carefully as if he realised that I am scared, well more than he assumed.

"I came to protect you. maybe by human standards this is weird but it's not my Kathrlansa. We search the galaxy for our mate. We are told planets she could be on. So I've claimed your planet so I can have you. This is normal, I promis," he explains to me while raping his arms around me.

I realize that he is careful to avoid my arm. He picks me up and carrys me to another room. there's another man standing there. this one is green like a dark dark green. he wares a light blue lab coat.

"She got the male shot, fix her," says the red man coldly. why is he mean he was so nice and conferting and gentle.

The doctor looks at him then me who's still in his arms. I imagine I look like a child in his arms. He places me on the bed and the empty, lonely feeling returns.

the green guy comes towards me and pulls out a needle. I try to scramble away. But my alien holds me from moving I wiggle about trying to get away.

"I can't give it to her if she keeps moving," says the green one.

My alien moves so I'm looking at him. " You need to listen to us. I promise you will be safe. Right now it hurts but if you listen it will stop. ok?" he trys to convince me.

I shake my head. "no, it hurts it hurt me," I wimper and cry my arm is starting to hurt more then it ever has.

"I can help just please stop moving," he looks as I'm seeing me hurt and crying seems to hurts him too.

I keep trying to pull away and run. I am not sure where but it hurts and I want to get out.

My red alien keeps trying to restrain me while calming me down. I keep pulling, crying, wiggling.

"I'm sorry," says my red Alien.

I look confused and freeze for a moment and his lips touch mine. sparks fly between our lips.

I didn't think they could be so perfect. I forget why I'm struggling why I am crying, all I can think is how good this feels. I try to kiss him back copying what he does. moving my lips against his. I don't think my kisses compare to his. I feel the sparks touch on my arm but nothing compares to what his lips are doing to me. All the feel everything, every move he makes go down, between my legs. I feel a pinch on my arm and he stops.

I look at him, wanting him to continue. "Later little girl." he whispers, " can I put this on," he asks holding up a Band-Aid.

I look confused for a moment. Then I realized it he kissed me to keep me still. I feel sad that's the reason he kissed me...no I don't care why he did.

"Why did you do that I don't even know your name," I snap at him.

The doctor tenses up and shoots me a look of pity.

He lets out a deep laugh. not the crazy kind but the wholesome warm full harted one. "I should be asking you that I already told you mine, did you not pay attention," he teases me.

I pout and glare at him. he pecks my lips then leans into my ear, " Kal-Denth-Ra, now what's yours little girl," he whispers.

His breath against my neck makes we wet. I blush and mumble out my name, "Amanda".

He picks me up again and carrys me to another room this one looks comfortable. there are 3 doors other than the one we came in through. two are on one wall while the other one is opisent the one we came in. The room is a pale blue with white couches lining the room. the wall with two doors has a TV beatwean them. Kal-Denth-Ra puts me down on one of the couches and goes to sit on the other side of the couch.

The lonely feeling starts to come back. it creeps up filling me. I want to hide. I go to wrap my arms around me but feel Kal-Denth-Ra stop me. I look upto him desperately.

"Amanda, we need to talk," he gentlely says, "I understand that it's hard but we need to talk about you running and hideing. I also assume you have questions, I'll hold you after Amanda, understand?" he trys.

Just when I thought I had calmed down he says my name, never have I heard my name sounds so good. I think back to our kiss remembering the feeling the taste, he tastes of sweet like candy!

'We should kiss him again' the voice says.

'yes' I agree 'wait no. maybe'

I stare at his lips. I crawl over on my hand and kneans. I am not sure why but as I do he glares at me and look down dejected.

He sighs and pats my head.

"Little girl, seemingly you can't listen right now we have to talk but after we can do other things," he trys, he then moves me back to where I was before.

I glare at him. I want him to kiss me. I want him to touch me. I want him to love me. wait...no that's not me I want none of those.

"little girl, why did you hide, lie and cut your beautiful hair," Kal-Denth-Ra says this time firmly.

I have decided that I like his calm, softer, gentle voice. This one makes me feel like I did something wrong.

I look down at my hands, fidgeting with my hands on my laps. "Y...you were l...looking at me. It scawed me," I mumble out. wait why am I slipping right now.

I probably should explain see I have a side of me that's small child-like, in our city our leaders would make whoever showed signs of having that side disappear so I've hid it but Kal-Denth-Ra seemed to make me slip.

Kal-Denth-Ra seems to soften for a second until he looks at me scawy.

"Should I punish you teach you not to do this again".

I start crying, " Don't kill me please! I promise to be good! please Kal-Denth-Ra" I beg with everything I have as he is going to kill me.

He looks horrified. He's gonna kill me. I start shaking. when suddenly I feel the happy sparks snake around me and pull me onto his lap. My crying slowed down although tears still spill out.

"Foolish little girl, I took this world so you would be mine why would I kill you,"he says in his usual gentle voice.

I rub my eyes. That's to clean them not because I am tired.

", Little girls need sleep, this time I'll let you off for lying and running because you didn't know," he comforts but still continues, " next time that ass will be red though," he finishes giving my ass a hard slap.