Hansen looked blank stare to see me, maybe this is the last look in his eyes for me, but nothing at all in my intention to gaze him with a smile formed on my lips. Because I realized that if now, I can only set my foot with certainty and do not want to see his face again. So that his heart is no longer a place again for me, because I do not want to make it regret me for the umpteenth time. "I will remain here, waiting for you back to me, because I have promised to love you till the end of my life". Words that had heard, out of his mouth when my feet stepped past him. And without realizing it, after I heard those words turned out to have cheeks wet with tears. Tears I never thought I knew where the initial myself having to bear all of my life's story, Till I should be like this. Dear readers, Hopefully this story can get a place in the hearts of readers all ya .... I say thank you filled with all due respect and my love to you all. Cdr.
Never mind Hansen, all the eyes that were passing by immediately turned to look at me, Dad didn't give me time to explain what was happening right now, Dad quickly pulled my hand to get into the car. I really want to reject my father's treatment like this to me, if you scold me when I'm at home I can certainly accept it but at this time you treat me like this in the midst of many eyes that are looking at me and make me like the most guilty person in the world. this live. I really never dreamed that I would get a fate like this.
I can only see Hansen who stands frozen staring at my departure, I understand and can accept his attitude that has become like this, he can only stare at me and don't dare to say a word to me. But I know that at this moment in Hansen's heart he must have the same feeling as me.... but it's a shame because it's not love but guilt because of our meeting today.
In this car my eyes don't dare to look at Dad at all, even though it's only Dad's back, I really don't dare to look at it. My heart keeps beating fast and my head keeps trying to find the best words to explain all what Dad actually saw at the shop earlier. I don't want to see Dad getting angry for no apparent reason as well as Mom, I don't want to see Mom shedding tears while stroking her chest lamenting the mistakes I've made.
"Hurry down! Then you apologize to your mother, because she was very worried about you from earlier!".
Dad's voice made me gasp because without me realizing it turned out that this car had stopped in the carport in front of my house.
With a nod of my head I answered Dad's words then I immediately got out of the car and went straight into the house. I had intended to go straight into my room because I didn't intend to have an argument with Mom and Dad tonight.
"LETTA!!"
My steps immediately stopped when Mother's loud voice greeted my arrival. Buyar already plan what I will do now, let alone to enter my room, just to put my bag and books at this time I can no longer. Now I can only prepare myself to accept all the words that Mom and Dad will say to me.
" Where are you from ? You forgot that you are a woman ! Why are you wandering all night ! " Mother said without giving me time to take a deep breath so I could really be patient to deal with her anger.
"He was alone on the side of the road with a man!"
Dad suddenly answered Mom's question, this made my eyes widen because I couldn't believe that Dad could say that to Mom.
"WHAT...!!!"
Like a lightning whip that was cutting my heart, when I heard Mother's voice screaming right in my face.
I really can't believe that Mom and Dad could be this angry with me.
I think this mistake I did was not fatal or sinful but right now I really can't believe that Mom and Dad can accuse me with the images they currently have in my mind.
"Ooh... so you've dared to have a boyfriend! You're already feeling great huh! Now!"
Mom said with her hand pointing right at my forehead.
"Letta, have you been seduced by that man, so you can fight Mom and Dad!?"
Dad didn't want to give in to Mom either, Dad added another question to me which made me even more confused and awry. I really want to scream at Mom and Dad to stop all these ridiculous questions and make myself feel like the worst villain ever.
"Letta, have you known him long? How many times have you been alone with him??" Mother asked me with her eyes so bleary, as if I had really committed a despicable act and should be tried in the fairest way possible.
Until now, I can only stare at the faces of Mom and Dad, I'm still silent and don't understand how I should answer all these questions and how should I explain it if I know the result, I'm the one who is the most guilty and I have to apologize to them.
Things like this always make me want to leave this house as soon as possible.
because Mom and Dad never understood me or gave me a chance to defend myself.
"Letta, answer honestly! Where do you know the man? Then how close are you to him!" Mom asked me with her hands starting to hold her chest and her eyes starting to look wet.
My mouth feels numb, let alone making a sound so I can answer all the questions that you have given me, because I still can't believe why you can be like this to me.
The blood in my body feels really hot and it also feels like my chest is very difficult to breathe because I really didn't think that Mom and Dad could think of me too far like that.
"Letta!! ANSWER!!!! do you think this Mom and Dad are dogs that are barking at you!"
" Father !"
Without realizing it, my lips finally made a sound, because my father's words were too late for me.
"What should Letta answer, because all the questions and accusations that Mom and Dad gave Letta all of them never did Letta do."
With courage, I finally tried to defend myself in front of Mom and Dad.
"How clever you lie! Father has proven it and saw with his eyes if you were alone with
a man!" said Mother in reply to my words. "Ma'am..... indeed I was with Hansen, but not necessarily he was my girlfriend and also the two of us were in a public place Mrs.... we were both on the side of the road, where many people were passing by. we....". with a pitiful voice and trembling lips I tried to explain to Mother.
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