Watching from behind

I like her since elementary, she's always a top student and have many talents, i am a man who doesn't even have a single talent and have nothing but a simple life.

We are now in College and i still like her, For a long time she doesn't even talk to me for one time until now, i became her classmates when we are in highschools but still, i can't make express or do anything to talk with her.

In highschool, everytime i see her, she's always smiling while talking with her friends, she even have a lover while back then, and i am just a random classmate of her, i don't have any friends until now, i am a lonely being.

One time, i saw her crying and her friends are comforting her, i heard the reason why she's crying and it's because of her loved one.

In that time i started to think "Why? If only...if only you know me, i will never hurt you or leave you behind, i can't do anything, i want you to be happy always but now that i see you crying, it makes me cry too" .

At that time i started looking for the boy she loved and saw him in the lunch time.

I saw him talking with a girl and he hold her hand while smiling.

I found out the reason why my crush is crying at that time...the reason is, his boyfriend cheated on her.

I can't do anything but deep inside my feelings, i want to punch that guy face.

As time goes on, she doesn't have any lovers since that man cheated on her, she continued to achieve a lot of success trough journey on studying and competing for the school.

And me, i got a normal grades and i am still her classmate, Being her classmate makes me happy, even if i can't talk with her or have fun with her, watching her from afar makes me happy, seeing her smiling makes me happy, seeing her enjoyed things that she liked makes me happy.

I'm now starting to gain a hope to talk with her and confess my feelings, so i started to be handsome by fixing my looks.

There is a prom coming in our school in the next week so i am preparing on that one.

Until the time of the prom, i saw her wearing a golden dress, full of sparkling, a lady walking with a beautiful smile.

My mind got blanked for a second after seeing her, i promised my self that i will ask her for a dance today, I walk towards her and.

A man, a man came towards her, And at that time, i found out that they are in a secret relationship for a long time.

I got sad at that time, i am really upset and sad at the same time, I waited for many years to talk with her for the first time and confess to her.

But i got nothing, I immediately return in my house crying like a pig.

Thinking of her having a boyfriend makes me sad, but it makes her happy, seeing and knowing that she's happy is already enough for me.

Now that i am done with my college, i now have a work, i am the owner of the company and i earn a lot of money, i got a wife too.

And my wife, is my long time crush, it turns out that the man who dance with her is her friend and a femboy one, and i got the wrong idea on that time.

A lesson for all people who are still inlove in the same person for a long time, "It will take a hundred years to achieve an impossible thing, but working on it makes you achieve it in a short time",

-End of the Story