day 4of trip(I love you)

Kakeru kept looking at him for two minutes,,,,, then Kakeru said openly """""fucking beauty .

Kakeru's tone was so sarcastic that Jihara's eyes opened wide.Jihara remained silent for a while and kept staring at Kakeru , Jihara's silence was telling that Jihara wanted to say a lot Of course Kakeru knew that Jihara was angry at him,Tears were flowing from Jihara's eyes involuntarily , he hugged Kakeru without wasting a moment While hugging him, he was mumbling...""You are the person in the world whom I should hate the most. But I am not able to hate you."

"""hey don't cry.....Kakeru was once again nervous and once again he realized that he couldn't even bear Jihara's tears ,

"""little bird..... I know you are probably angry right now .

Jihara replied """without blinking his eyes""""no I am not.you know what happened next ?

Kakeru hesitated, he didn't understand what Jihara was talking about... he spoke hesitantly """"Next....? What are you talking about?

Jihara once again lay down next to Kakeru and said """"*About me and Moon

Ohhh fuck.. you still want to tell me about the moon? Don't you think you should stop talking about the moon in front of me anymore, I don't think we should talk about anything else now...Kakeru was speaking in anger but Jihara did not care, he was still looking at Kakeru with cold eyes and then said """**I don't think anything has changed between us.What was before is still the same today .

Kakeru shouted angrily "You didn't even ask me once if I am okay or not?Seriously, but you want to tell me about that bastard Moon

"""Did you ask me even once while leaving me alone there ?You really thought you were saving my life, Jihara shouted angrily this time!

Kakeru replied """I had no other option!

He replied"""I don't agree. And why were you ready to give up your life for me

It's because I love you!Jihara could faintly hear him whispering.He asked "what did you say" ? Jihara thought maybe Kakeru wasn't going to answer this time but Kakeru said loudly """I want to see you safe, because I love you .

Jihara was still lying down and looking at Kakeru's face, Kakeru was surprised, at least he was not expecting such a cold expression from Jihara , Kakeru asked "Aren't you surprised that I've fallen in love with you?"

Jihara replied""" No... because I can feel it

"Can't you move on from that moon?" Kakeru asked seriously. "Can't you give me a chance?"

After listening to Kakeru, Jihara started crying profusely. Kakeru was surprised to see him crying like this. "It's okay, I'm not saying that you should forget him, there's nothing to cry about ,I want to say everything straight,That's why I expressed my love,I don't want that after this trip, I feel the burden on myself that I could not express my love to you,But it's ok I won't mind and you can choose Moon , after all he is your first love.

Jihara suddenly spoke up "Yes he is my first and last love"

Kakeru felt sad after hearing what Jihara said, at least those were not the words Kakeru wanted to hear . After ten minutes of silence Kakeru says """"Okay if you want to tell me then tell me... what happened next between you and Moon.The truth was that Kakeru also wanted to know what exactly happened between those two in the end,

Oh next... next this was the first time someone gave me a birthday gift I stood in the library and kept staring at that mobile phone for a long time , It was hard for me to believe that on one hand Moon used to say that he will make my life so bad that I will stop loving him, and on the other hand ,He was giving me a reason to love himself.I still remember, I was very happy that day,I stood in the library for a long time After this, when I went inside the class, there was no moon there ,Kaito told me that some bodyguards took Moon with them , I thought that those bodyguards must have been sent by Moon's mom ,,,, I was shocked to know that his life was in danger , till now I thought that Moon wanted to commit suicide , but he was also in danger from outsiders,I came back saddened When I switched on my mobile at night, the number card and Moon's number were there in it. I understood that Moon had already switched on and set the mobile,I called him with great excitement but his phone was switched off ,At first I thought maybe he was at home that's why he didn't pick up the phone.But after that I tried calling Moon as many times as I could Every time I was disappointed .His phone was always off .

One day, two days, three days, one week he neither came to school nor his phone was switched on.After this, one week, two weeks, three weeks… a whole month passed by.Neither did Moon come to school nor was his phone switched on ,Like I said, I wasn't smart enough,I was just crying I tried a lot but I could not contact him. And within a month, I was frustrated. And finally, I made a plan , I went to Moon's house once again, once again the security guard did not let a boy like me in, I thought I would tell the security guard that I was Moon's classmate and that I had come to take back the book that Moon had brought from the library , then maybe he would have let me in , but the security guard said that he would not let me in I was crying the whole way After that I didn't go to school for two weeks. It was raining very heavily that night, it was already past midnight,I was looking out the window sadly It was pitch dark, and there were occasional lightning strikes.In the electric light, sometimes the outside view and drops of rain were visible Looking at the rainy day, I was remembering my first meeting with the moon , tears were flowing from my eyes I kept looking out of the window with wet eyes for half an hour And then suddenly there was a strong lightning and I saw a black car parked on the road in front of my room , that was not an area where it would have been normal for a car to come in such rain at night, I was surprised; I thought there might be thieves, so I was standing there keeping an eye on that car. I could see the car like a flash of lightning, and I was finally convinced that the car belonged to the thief , I had planned that I should tell Kaito's father about that car,But in such heavy rain no thief dares to steal.And after thinking a bit I decided to tell uncle And just as I turned toward the door, my phone rang, My phone rang for the first time after a full month and seventeen days .