I don't want this anymore
Irina was leaning against her car filled with anxiety, it was already dinner time and she was just looking forward to finally seeing Amany and Bella.
The initial idea was that they would go to a restaurant, but honestly it was better to eat at the hotel. Have a good meal and don't take too long to get some rest.
Rest... Who was she kidding?! Let's just call it unforeseen.
In case such unforeseen events arose they were close to a bedroom and that was the most important thing considering everything they had done together the night before.
Well, it didn't take long for Bella to appear, she was especially excited to have dinner with her... Girlfriends?! She wondered if she could consider dating those two.
Am I dating now?!
Are we dating or am I just being temporarily accepted into this relationship?! This is so confusing.
If I'm just being accepted, does that mean I can be dumped at any time?!
Bella appeared first, because she was especially hungry, but also because she was so cold.
How can you sing with such cold air conditioning?! Isn't that bad for the voice?!
Well, she already knew that Amany had a beautiful voice and sang wonderfully, the song with Sarah was just wonderful.
But Bella was very jealous and watching the exchanges of glances between the two was torture.
I have self-respect and Amany is almost like my girlfriend... I can't take everything willingly, right?! I still have some kind of pride.
Bella quickened her steps towards Irina and smiled beautifully at her, she felt very happy and had a beautiful blush on her face.
She wanted to run out and hug Irina, but she knew she couldn't do that kind of thing, so she had to be content with just moving closer and staying close to Irina until Amany arrived.
"Hi Irina..." Bella said shyly.
Irina slightly backed away, her reaction to Bella was very complicated, but she knew she couldn't just run away. "Hi Bella..."
Bella smiled and nodded.
The two were silently leaning against the car waiting for Amany, it was a little strange silence, they tried not to clash, but it was difficult.
Even the air was heavy.
"Are you… are you hungry?" Irina asked with a trembling voice.
God only knew how hard she was trying to make this conversation happen.
She worked hard for Amany and for that child, she was going to be an aunt... How could she just ignore that?!
Bella smiled, she had a beautiful smile and to see that Irina had some sort of interest in her or at least pretended to.
That was so satisfying!
"I'm starving, I didn't eat anything after lunch..." She said excitedly.
Irina listened to Bella talk and all she could notice was the newfound habit that Bella now always placed her hands around her own belly.
Well, she had noticed that many pregnant women had this kind of habit, but it was cute to see Bella doing this kind of thing too.
"Amany is taking a while... Eat this..." Said Irina sneaking into the car and taking the chocolates that Amany refused to eat earlier.
Well, it sounded good to feed your nephew.
Bella looked at the chocolates and felt her heart speed up, it even missed a few beats. She felt embarrassed, Amany was really making her lose all her bad girl composure.
"Thank you... Have you recently spoken with your Envoy?!" Bella asked as she took one of the chocolates for herself, it looked delicious.
Irina placed the chocolates on the body of the car next to Bella and returned to her starting position.
She let out a sigh, this was a touchy subject. "No, I withdrew the image release a few days ago… Seeing Emil like that has made me question if I want to go through with all of this."
Bella nodded as she felt the delicate chocolate melt in her mouth, she thought the same way.
In reality, she had a lot of friction with her Envoy, so she could only think that keeping in touch was a big waste of time.
Especially for all that plot stuff, what will I take her suggestions for? For you to keep manipulating my life?!
No... I want a future just mine, mine and the women I like, who I like madly.
That sounds extremely romantic and passionate, right?! Bella was completely losing her mind and the reason was Amany and Irina.
Good, but she had no reason to complain, for now she was very satisfied with what she was having, the future was a box of surprises, right ?! So let life surprise you a little.
She thought this very strongly, but whenever the Envoy became a relevant topic Bella felt that she would age a few years in a few seconds.
She didn't have as good a relationship with her Envoy as Irina did with hers.
"I don't get along with my Envoy, so I don't want this anymore..." Bella sighed and stared at the horizon, the sky didn't have many stars it was a big dark sea with only one bright moon.
The icy breeze made the tip of her nose feel cold, but that little civil moment with Irina made her feel a little warmer inside.
"... Irina, I don't know what we have, but I want you to be a part of my son's life... I want my son to be ours, you know?! But I don't want him to be part of that whole circus."
But despite everything, Bella was learning to be a mother and everything she understood as a good future did not involve all that chaos that she experienced in 'Unbreakable'.
She knew how Irina and Emil had ended up at the end of all that and she, despite not having suffered major consequences, did not feel happy.
'Unbreakable' was a completely disposable part of her life, the only thing she could say that yes it was worth it was having shared it with Irina, after all that was how they could have their lives crossed.
Irina nodded, she understood what Bella meant and felt happy knowing that she thought so clearly of a good future for the little child she was to come.
"Next week we have a meeting to sign the contracts for the new Trama, your choice is not to sign?!"