Having You?

Chapter 2: Start of having you?

Shane POV

"Shane you're gonna be late for school!! Xavier is here!!" My mom shouted while knocking on my door.

Gosh!

I didn't have enough sleep because of that night! I still can't believe that I'm with Alexander, the love of my life. And the fact that he kissed me is making me giggled all night!

I definitely want to see him again!

I woke up and do my morning routines. Wear my uniform then off I go. I came down to the stairs, there, Xavier is waiting for me while playing something on his phone.

"Shane, Xavier come and breakfast"

I sat that down. "I'll just eat bread"

"Eat rice" Xavier said with authority "Look at you, you're so slim. And what happened to you? Did even get enough sleep? You sure will win to the eye bag's contest" he laugh

"Shut up!"

"I think she's busy again all night watching his Alexander" dad said, that made me smile.

"Tsh! You busy with that guy that doesn't even know you exist?" He knows idiot!

"You'll never reach him hahaha he's too high for you" he added

"Yeah right funny" I said

After that we went to school. Again, many student were fixated their eyes on me. As if giving me death glare would definitely kill me. They are always wondering why I'm with him. Well his my best friend, what's wrong with that? What's wrong with these people?

"Is she really Xavier's best friend?"

"It is better to be than being a girlfriend eww!"

"I think she's not Xavier's type, remember his ex? Gosh I heard she's so gorgeous!"

Xavier suddenly grab my wrist. The usual of him.

"Don't mind them" he said in monotone.

Probably his mood change because of those girls who talked about his ex. I never saw her. He never talk to me about her, even name about her. People said she's a beauty that everyone envies. Simple yet elegant, and of course, a good person.

Who might that be?

"Open your book on page 99 and read the context written after answer the questions on page 102, pass your paper before lunch on the faculty room"

"Yes sir!!" We all answered.

Our teacher left the room. I open the questions, my eyes grew big how hard the questions are! I look at Xavier, he's busy reading.

"Xavier"

"Hmm?" He said and looked at me.

"Read the questions" he then looked

"What now?" He's eyebrows furrowed "Don't worry I'll help you" he smiled

My eyes sparkled "Really? Thank you" I held my hand for a high five.

"Tsh! You're the top 4 honor student here, what's happening to you?" He high five

"My mind is not properly working right now" my mind is still thinking about Alexander Lee! Is he going out tonight?

"Ok ok" he muttered

I started reading the context, my gosh I can't understand it! That's it, I'm totally spacing out. What happened between me and Alexander continues to pop out on my mind. I can barely feel the touch of his lips on mine. I think I'm going crazy!

We finished all the subjects for morning sessions, Xavier helped me with the questions and we passed it. Thanks to Xavier I survived again. What am I without him.

After lunch we decided to go to our room. There's no other student around except us. It is still lunch time though. I wanted to sleep.

I sat down to my chair and lean my head to my desk while facing the window. I felt the whispering winds blown my hair. This is so relaxing. I close my eyes. I heard Xavier mobile game's sound. It's his hobby.

Later, I felt someone slowly shrugging my shoulders.

"Shane wake up" I woke up.

I heard my classmate's different topics, laughing and picking with each other. Our teacher came and started the class. Hours passed and it time to go home. Xavier bid goodbye to me as I entered our house. As usual mom and dad is not here yet. I don't have a grudge about that, it's for my sake after all.

Out of nowhere, I sat down and the front of our door. Actually I'm waiting for him to pass by. I don't want to disturb his privacy at his own home. Until what I'm waiting for came. Usual with his black hood. His wearing sleepers now without a mask. He kept on looking around every houses of this village. In some sort of information, I found out that I have no classmates living here. Most of them is fan of him. For an information, I'm the only one here who's a teenager being a hard core fan of him. Lot's of people knows him, even adults, but teenager like me is just one of those who is hoping to have him.

"Hey!" I called him. He stopped and slowly turn his gaze on me. Our gate is open, of course, I'm hoping he would pass by again.

He flashed a smile and came towards our gate.

What's the meaning of this? My heart is beating so fast. Unconsciously I ran towards the gate. With a smile on my face, I can't take off my eyes on him. So is he.

"Hi" we both said

"Hello" both of us again, then we laugh.

"Ahmm, were are you going at this hour? It's 7 pm" I ask while trying to calm down myself. Him again in front of me.

"Actually" he scratch his nape "I was hoping I'd see you again, or you'll call me if I pass by " he said shyly.

That made my heart beat faster than before. He is hoping for what!?

"H-how about you? What are you doing here? Did already eat dinner?" He asked

"Ah yeah haha, already did. Actually..I… Was also hoping for you to…pass.. by haha" I said awkwardly

We both laugh. What I'm feeling right is too much for a cloud nine.

"I didn't eat dinner yet, would you mind coming with me? We should ask your parents"

"My parents are not yet here, usually they come home late midnight" he nodded

"So? W-would you mind, I'm sorry it's my first time to be with a girl, except my mom, grandma and assistants" he jokingly said

"O-ok! Sure!" I locked our gate before leaving.

While walking, deafening silence eat us. We felt our shoulders bumping and our hands scratching. This is too awkward yet it is so precious to me. I hope there would be next.

Is this the start of having you?