Three months earlier

Bus stop in country towns, Big grey bird Feeding green worms to little birds on trees. Dark brown branches Stretches out and divides the leaves Green wavy shape

Young Boy Long Brown Curly Hair Brown Eyes Standing waiting for the bus, Carrying a black bag on his back

He opened the letter that seems to open several rounds.

He folded down again. letter, written to mother from Siz. Tears piled on the edge of his eye. But he tried to wipe it out and staring at the sky.

Up There was blue and there were white clouds like cotton candy.

The old red tiny bus arrived. The door is open with the smile of uncle who drove the bus. A light-yellow shirt with a white undershirt inside.

"come?" Driver said 'PEP!' "hey! Go or not? doors open, it's been a long time!"

"Go, sir," Siz stepped in nervously, "Sorry, sir."

Bus heading to Spring Crab village It's their hometown. Five years ago, he didn't come back. Both sides of the rice fields, vegetable plots, single houses in the middle of the orchard

Most his life on the edge of the city to study at the university and he worked there after graduation.

A dream in the fog is just a dream wrong decision Failure He can't stand it. He had to come back to the beginning.

Again 'like a respawn'

A house that's been uninhabited for a long time naturally dust is common

he cleans small house Full of cobwebs, scraps of paper.

"I can't believe that mushrooms aren't up in the house yet" Siz laughed alone "Don't call it home, it's just plank can block wind and rain on a small ground"

After that, he began to organize things into place It didn't take long Square Frame There is a wooden panel Leaking roof old mattresses and tiny bathrooms.

A long time ago, this little room used to belong to his mother when he was young.

But today he owns, Siz's mother moved out with father and worked in the big city.

He's back here alone, lonely again No electricity, no musical sound, only the lamp shines and buzzing insects

The light of the lamp is illuminated in the twinkle of his eyes, Grieving eyes drift out into the sky.

"Damn, why my life like this?" Siz was angry inside his heart, shouting through the window.

Self-anger in the past. Back in the back to hurt him the picture in his head is all about painful memories.

He can't erase it. It keeps on looping During the time he was trigger

The belief he always believed in when he was growing up. It's not what he should believe.

Pain in the heart that believes in easy, Trust easy people

He opened the letter again. The handwriting isn't so beautiful.

To mom.

'I'm working. I'm fine. I haven't had a chance to visit my mom and dad. I'm so sorry. Job so busy.'

From Siz.

He didn't finish writing the letter. For him, it's hard to lie. Tears flowing over the edges. He knows that, its dead end in his life

No more money will live in the next month. And another month

It hurts not to be himself. He worries too much about the people around him. He's living a life of suffering.

He tried to be someone else It often looks at other people and he does it Because he did not know that Who is he and what he wants or does his desire maybe hurt someone?

But a year earlier, He went into a lot of books, so he came back to life again. A decision to start over or helplessly.

He can't answer.

'life is game, right?'

'we start with nothing and got item, experience, and adventure.

Until fight Boss that we can't win and we defeat and lose everything'

The more he reads and see life with reality He even realized that he was small and weak, but his life was not over. So, he had to get up again.

The bird flew on a tree branch. Orange Cat with White Pattern Peeking Siz through the window

Time passed, He's conscious and thinks he hasn't eaten anything 'I'm starving'

Starving makes him eat more than usual. Or sometimes he's frustrated because of hunger.

In the restaurant he's been in. When he was a kid, none chili

But now he wants to taste spicy so he doesn't understand himself

And it looks like the one who cooked for him is not that aunt Looks more like that aunt's daughter.

Several days passed, Siz walked for a job in the village. Logger, Firewood, Rice Grower, Fruit Picking, but there are no vacancies. There's no sign of getting a job. He's even more depressed.

"Hey, do I have to come back to work that I'm not good at?" Siz said to himself "Come on, don't choose a job too much What's there to do? did it? Accept the fate of the past, Accept it!!"

In some jobs, he knows he's not good at it but must force it

When he was on the city, he worked a lot of things while education in university and the latest work to transport steel pipes, which is not long.

'messenger' 'staff' 'back stage'

Siz wandered around the village. He feels pressure. But he's looking for a way out. way salvation of life

"Siz, right?" The same young boy shouted and he step close

"Who are you?" He's still feeling anxious.

"seriously" the boy made a sick face "I've always remembered you, no matter how many years it changed, but you rewarded me for forgetting It's really sad."

"Well, I don't know you, I only know my friends in this village" Siz explained My friend has blue eyes, he likes to eat bread. When he sleeps, Completely motionless like a dead man. More importantly, we like to do stupid things together"

"Enough, Siz. You're…" Q insert it up.

"how are you?" Then they both walked into the village "long time see you"

Not many people

A few restaurants

Siz feels calmer than when he's on the edge of town. Busy all the time like an infinite If it's bedtime, there's still a noise.

But the village he's in right now, not much has changed. Everything's moving slowly.

"Hey, Q!"

"What's up?"

"What are you doing lately?" asked Siz, and looked at the letter at Q's hand.

"Nothing" Q put letter in pants pocket "A few days ago, I had to help my grandfather's funeral"

"No, I mean, what are you doing?" Siz has a worrying facial expression and he felt uncomfortable "J... Job!"

"What's wrong with you looking for a job?" Q said "Let's just say if you're interested, tomorrow, Let's meet at the convenience store parking lot"

"Um..." Siz said and feel guilty "I'm sorry about your grandfather"

"never mind, I've to go now" Q said "see you tomorrow"

Q way seems to be in a hurry. So, them didn't finish talking, many questions are in the sense of Siz

Siz is distracted, anxious about what's going on, and it hasn't happened yet.

"Take a deep breath" Siz told himself, and walks home.