Date: Thursday, August 16th 2018 @ 3:48AM

I don't know what hurts more. What's inside, or what my arm is doing from the razor.

Its bleeding! So what. But it hurts, just not as much as the pain inside. The pair nobody sees. They think I'm fine, till I'm not distracted. When I'm not distracted I have to face my fears, and I cant. I CAN'T! I'VE TRIED TO!

People always want more when there already getting 110%.

It's hard to trust a stranger.

I just wish Unknown (11) would text me by now. But he wont. Grrr.

I'm going to die alone. I'm going to die afraid, scarred.

NOBODY CAN FIX ME!

The pain doesn't feel real. A constant pinch that's all.