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Why Everything Is Difficult?

Why is everything difficult? Why only me? I want to be like others. FREE Free from everything? I thought after marriage it will be changed. But why no? Why the answer of my questions is lost? Now I am jealous. Jealous from my own sister. I want to smile. Smile like her. But why no?

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CHAPTER:6

EMILY:

I wake up at 6am with my body still hurting because of the last night. I went to the bathroom for washing my face. After that I went downstairs to make breakfast for both of us.

I made some pancakes and now I am going to wake Noah up because it's already 7:30am. Doesn't he have to go to office.

I entered the room, he was still sleeping. I went close to him and observe his face features. He is looking so much cute while sleeping. Who knows that this cute man is a scary man while he is up.

I get closed to him and started shaking him from his shoulders.

"Noah...Noah, Wake up it's already 7:30am" I said

"Hmm... I am up" He said covering his face with the blanket.

"Come downstairs, I am waiting for you" I said again

"Okay" He said rubbing his eyes with his hands looking so much cute just like a baby. After observing for sometime I went downstairs.

Here I am sitting waiting for Noah on the dinning table. Soon he came full dressed up for office. He came and sat in front of me.

"Good Morning" I said expecting a reply

"Hmm" He just hmm and nodded his head not replying

We started to eat our breakfast not even uttering a single word which was totally new for me.

I wanted to ask Noah about meeting my parents so I decided to break the silence.

"Um....Noah-" I speak but he cut me off

"Talking is a bad habit while eating" He said and again started to eat his breakfast.

I kept quite untill he finished eating and spoke.

"What was it?" He asked looking directly at my eyes

"um... I-I want to go to my house" I said not looking in his eyes

"Your house?" He questioned

"Yes" I replied, okay so now I am scared

"Your house is this" He said coldly

"I-I mean my r-real house" I again said

"Your real house is this that was your house, for now and for ever this is your house. That is your parents house not yours. Get this thing in you brain, okay?" He said standing up from his seat and I did the same after him

"So c-can I go to my p-parents house" I said while shuttering

"Baby, is this how you ask for permission from your husband" He said grabbing my wrist and pulling me closer to his chest

"C-Can I go to m-my parents house, P-P-Please" I asked this time hopping he will let me go

"Okay, go get ready, I am waiting for you in the car. You have 5 minutes because after 5 minutes I will go" He said and started to go out of the house while I ran towards our room and changed my dress in a hurry.

Exact after 4 minutes I came and sit inside the car on the passenger seat. Noah started driving the car. I kept watching out of the window the whole ride. Like this half an hour passed and we reached my parents house.

I get out of the car after taking my bag but stopped hearing Noah's voice. He came out of the car and now we both are standing Infront of my parents house.

"Don't you know how to see off your husband" Noah said coming closer to me

"H-How?" I said and took a step backwards but he held my wrist and pulled me towards himself

"Kiss me and then go" He said bending to my level closing his eyes for me to kiss him. At this moment I really want to go and tell my parents that I can't live with this man. For that I have to kiss him

I slowly closed my eyes and kissed him softly on which he responded back with same passion. This time it was not rough or hard or full of lust, This time it was soft and smooth but still not with love.

After 2 minutes I broke the kiss as I was out of breath and looked in his eyes while he did the same. He smiled with his straight white perl like teeth. I smiled back and see him off waving my hand while he went away in his car.

I came at the doorsteps and knock at the door. After a few seconds my mom opened it smiling at me. I hugged her tight as I missed her even if it is just one night till now. That night was enough to make me miss her badly.

"Oh! dear first come inside" Mom said breaking the hug. We both went inside and I saw dad coming downstairs. I went towards him to hug him but as I expected he moved back mumbling the word he do for me.

Dad was good with me till I became a doctor. Now everything is changed.

My life is change.

Everything is difficult.

My life is difficult.

But why?

"Emily come let's sit in living room" Mom said and we three sit on the sofa.

"So why are you here, you just went yesterday" Dad said emotionlessly.

"I don't want to stay with him, he is not what he looks like. Noah is totally changed person. He made so many rules, He want me like a robot. I don't want to stay with Noah" I said explaining them the whole situation about last night.

"Tsk, such a lier" Dad said looking away

"I promise I am not lying he is really a change person, I am scared of him" I said looking down at my lap

"I saw you kissing Noah outside the house even smiling at him, so how will you explain it Emily?" Dad said mocking me

"It is also one of his rule" I said almost crying looking direct in his eyes

"You are really a slut, you don't want to stay with Noah but want to have a physical relationship with him" He said with a scoff

"Dad please at least this time believe me" I said in a pleading tone controlling my tears

"Shut up! Even Noah will regret marrying you after knowing about your true self" Dad shouted standing up. "I should have marry Ava with him. You don't deserve him" He said and went in his room.

I looked down as my tears started to fall on my glasses making my vision blurry. Mom patted my back.

"Why does he always believe Ava over me not understanding my situation" I asked mom while crying

"Don't worry dear everything will be fine one day just believe in yourself" Mom said and I hugged her crying on her shoulder.

After sometime I calm down so we both spend rest of our day as mother daughter quality time. This was the first time Mom gave her all attention to only me.