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Why Everything Is Difficult?

Why is everything difficult? Why only me? I want to be like others. FREE Free from everything? I thought after marriage it will be changed. But why no? Why the answer of my questions is lost? Now I am jealous. Jealous from my own sister. I want to smile. Smile like her. But why no?

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CHAPTER:3

EMILY:

Crying alone is of no use, because of it you feel more lonely. There was no one for me the whole night. Even nothing happened in that room. Still no one believed me.

While crying I didn't notice that when I fell asleep. I woke up by my mother's voice, it looked like our daily routine but this time my mother was in the room. I get up and hurriedly hugged her saying

"Mom I didn't do anything, Ava did please believe me. I am telling the truth she is lying" Some tears left my eyes and I again break in tears. Mom patted my back

"I believe you but from forget everything and start again. Just forget that you ever wanted to go to that motel. We will do the same" Mom said breaking the hug but it makes one thing sure that she also didn't believe me.

"What about dad?" I asked sobbing hard

"He will also forget about what happened" Mom replied making me nod my head. "Now go take a shower you have to go to the school right? You have to be a doctor right? You have to complete your dream right?" Mom asked

"Yes" I said wiping my tears

"Then be a good girl, forget everything and move on hmm?" Mom again asked

"Hmm" I said nodding my head twice

"Go hurry up get ready it's already break fast time" Mom said, I hugged her again which she replied back and I went to the bathroom.

I came downstairs after being all ready bit toy surprise everything was fine. Dad wasn't reacting as before. And I could definitely feel Ava's gaze on me.

We ate out our breakfast as every other day but this time not that much cracking jokes. As always me and Ava went to school together but Ava was smiling the whole time, I don't know what is she planning now.

We entered inside the school and I could feel everyone's gaze on me. Students were looking at there mobile then at me. I feel uncomfortable in there gaze. I didn't even have any friends from which I will ask about it.

A random girl was passing by, I stopped her and asked.

"Why is everyone looking at me weirdly?" Seeing her expression after seeing me I was sure something has happened.

"Because your motel's pictures are leaked" She said mockingly and went in the direction where she was going before.

At that moment I just wanted to cry more. I went inside my class keeping my tears with me only and not wanting students here to see me crying.

The day at school went like that, students looking at me disgustingly and speaking about me behind my back. I could clearly hear *Slut* from there mouths for me.

Like this the whole year went away and I finally graduated from the college. I got 93% from which I could take admission in any university of medicines. I choose the university with low price as I didn't wanted to be a burden on my parents.

Our financial condition is not very good too, but still my mother wanted me to study in the best University.

My 5 years of medical went away and thank God Ava was not with me there or I would have been the same as highschool. This time I even made one friend *Jenny*. She is so much sweet and take care of me the whole time.

After mine and Jenny's medical we both are still together. We graduated and now are doctor more known as heart doctor. My dream of being a doctor came true. But my dream of a perfect family didn't.

We were a perfect family but after that everything changed. My whole life changed. Now I am afraid of every boy. I don't want to be close to the other boys. I am afraid.

Today my 3 months of being a doctor and working in a hospital has been completed. Me and Jenny are working in the same hospital.

As my shift was over, I went to home. I knocked on the door and my mom opened it with a smile which I returned back. I came inside going towards living room to greet dad.

"Good evening dad" I exclaimed expecting the same

"Oh, you are here. Come sit here" Dad said patting the space beside him which was totally unusual for me. I did as he said.

"Yes dad?" I asked being confused

"We have seen a boy for you to marry" Dad said smiling making me widen my eyes

"Dad, I am not ready" I said

"You will be don't worry, Noah is a nice man and would take care of you just marry him Emily please." Dad said on which I couldn't say no as it was already decided.

"Okay" I agreed with him

"You can meet him tomorrow at this restaurant as tomorrow is sunday at 3 pm and wear something nice while going there. Ava will go with you and I don't want to hear any no" Dad said with hope, this was the first time I saw hope in his eyes for me and not for my sister.

"Okay" I said nodding while passing him a small smile.

"Emily go get change and eat the dinner with us" Mom said from kitchen

"Okay mom" I said back and went inside my room.

After eating the dinner I went back to my room for sleeping. I laid on the bed and felled asleep as I was so much tired today.

I woke up at 10:00 am as today is Sunday. I did my daily routine. Now it was already 2:30 pm so I went to get ready. I changed into a simple lite yellow t-shirt with a pair of ripped jeans. These are the only clothes in which I am comfortable while going outside.

I wore a little bit of makeup as I don't like much makeup. I wear my glasses took my shoulder bag, wore my joggers and went towards Ava's room. I knocked at the door

"Who is there?" Ava asked from inside

"It's me" I replied from the other side of the door. Ava opened the door and looked at me up to down.

"Is this what you are wearing to meet you future husband?" Ava asked

"Umm... Yes" I replied, she just smirked looking at me. I noticed her clothes, she was wearing a short crop with a short skirt and heavy makeup which I don't like.

"Well then let's go" She said and we both went to that restaurant.

As we entered we saw an old man in his 40s I guess. He was the only one sitting at that restaurant so I thought that he is the man I am gonna marry.

"Oh, is he the man" Ava asked mockingly on which I shrugged my shoulders. "Well, you enjoy your first date. I am just going to my boyfriend so see you later.

"No Ava wait" I spoke but she was long gone now. I slowly went towards that man and said "Excuse me" gaining his attention

"Yes?" He said looking at me up from his phone.

"Are you Noah?" I asked nervously

"No" He simply reply and get back to what he was doing on his phone.