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Why Everything Is Difficult?

Why is everything difficult? Why only me? I want to be like others. FREE Free from everything? I thought after marriage it will be changed. But why no? Why the answer of my questions is lost? Now I am jealous. Jealous from my own sister. I want to smile. Smile like her. But why no?

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CHAPTER:2

EMILY:

I moved backwards as he was taking steps closer to me. At this point I am really afraid. I don't know how to react, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.

My breath became uneven and my hands started to shake at the tension in the room.

"Stay away from me" I said trying to push him but he held my both hands and pin them to wall.

"Do you think that a boy like me will ever love a girl like you? If you really thought that then you are a mad girl you know. Who would love a girl with this potato face and chubby body" He said those things to taunt me and it hurt me it really does. "Your sister sell you to me for 1 night now let's enjoy" He said making my eyes go wide.

"N-No l-leave me" I said trying to free my hands from his grip on it

"I have gave money for you and do you think that I will leave you" He said making me disgusted by his each and every words. My eyes became teary and now I started to cry.

"P-P-Please n-no" I said but my voice came out like a whisper. My body was trembling in fear. He started to suck my neck hard living purple spots there. I screamed because of fear and pain. It was hurting like hell.

He stated to unbutton his shirt but luckily it was tight so he left my hands for unbuttoning it. I took that as an opportunity and pick up the nearest vase placed on the side table. I hit his head with it. He fell hard on the floor. I unlock the door and ran away from there.

After running for 20 minutes straight I reached my home. I knocked at the door and my father opened it. I hugged him tight but he slapped me hard, because of the impact I fell at the door steps. I saw my mother came running towards us followed by my sister.

My mother picked me up and took me in while I was crying badly. This was the first time my father slapped me. Mom made me sit on the sofa but I hugged her crying and lacking for a hug.

"M-Mom I-I-I" My words didn't get completed when my father pulled me out of the hug forcefully holding my left arm tightly.

"A slut like you can not stay in my house" After he completed his sentence my heart broke in a million of pieces

"I-I am not a s-slut" I said still my voice trembling. Dad turned me around making me face him.

"If you are not a slut then what were you doing in a motel room with a boy" Dad shouted on the top of his lungs

"D-Dad Ava send me there saying that a boy wants to talk to me p-privately" I said explaining the situation

"Wow Emily! You are blaming me for it when you yourself wanted to meet him in the motel" Ava said giving the whole blame on me

"N-No dad s-she is-" Dad cut me of by another slap

"Stop blaming her for the thing you did" Dad said sternly

"At least listen to her side" Mom said taking my side but my dad stopped her showing his hand.

"Don't speak in between" Dad warned mom while I saw Ava smirking. How can she smirk after what she did to me.

"Why are you so silent tell them the truth please" I said going closer to Ava but dad stopped me

"Tsk, I never expected this from you. I thought you are a good girl but guess what, You are a slut who sell her virginity" Dad said making my eyes go wide

"No dad, nothing happened there I am still a virgin" I said convincing him

"Ye nothing happened there right so why there is a hickey on your neck" Dad said pointing at my neck where James made that purple mark.

"Dad it's not what it looks like-" I explained with my trembling voice but he cut me off

"Go to your room because I don't want to see your face Infront of my eyes" Dad said again broking my heart.

"D-Dad P-P-Please listen-" I said again

"Go to your room or get out of this house" He shouted at me this was the first time he shouted at me. I took steps forward to go inside my room without saying anything.

I went upstairs in my room with small steps moving like a life less body. I laid on my bed and cried more.

"Why she sell me? Why she lied to me? Why she lied to mom and dad? Why she is lying? What did I do to her? Why Ava? Why?" I again break down mumbling those questions. But I didn't notice that someone was in the room all time after I came in.

"Hmm... That's because I hate you" Ava said making me flinch. I sat straight looking at her

"Why?" I asked tears still falling from my eyes

"That's because mom and dad loves you more then me, you are good in everything, you are more beautiful then me even with those glasses on, you are totally a bitch who steal my parents from me. I hate you so much. You always get the best while I?" She scoffed at the end.

"No, they loved both of us equally and I loved you more then anything" I said

"Tsk, shut up who needs your love, If anyone even needs your love then the person must be mad" She said smirking at me

"Please tell them the truth please" I pleaded

"Do you think of me as a fool who will do this after planing fir so long huh?" She said and went to her room. I just cried sitting there. What we can I do? Only crying is the thing on which I am best.

"I should go downstairs and explain this to mom she would probably listen to me and believe me." I got a hope inside me. I went downstairs and was just going to enter the room when I heard mom and dad's conversation about me.

"I think we should make her married" Dad said making my mouth hung low.

"No, She is just 19 and she wants to complete her dream of being a doctor" Mom said taking my side

"No, do you think that I can see her face every day after what she did" Dad exclaimed

"We can not just throw her away. She is still our daughter and about the incident happened today let's just forget about it an try to move on from it" Mom said

"I can't" These two words were enough for me to break down in tears again but I still kept them till me

"After her study we will held her wedding" Mom said breaking me more from inside

"Okay" Even dad approved it. "But who will marry a girl who has sell her virginity" Dad said with no emotions in his voice

"We will just hide it" Okay so even mom doesn't believe me

"Hmm" Dad hammed and that was enough for me. I went in my room and cried sitting on the floor keeping my head against the bed's side.

I cried taking out all of my emotions out. I cried the whole the whole night. I cried and cried but no one was there to comfort me.