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Why Everything Is Difficult?

Why is everything difficult? Why only me? I want to be like others. FREE Free from everything? I thought after marriage it will be changed. But why no? Why the answer of my questions is lost? Now I am jealous. Jealous from my own sister. I want to smile. Smile like her. But why no?

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CHAPTER:1

EMILY:

I thought life is beautiful specially in teenage. But mine is more complicated. I don't know what is true and what is false? I just believe whatever is Infront of me.

Is he really my dad or I only have a mom. Dose he ever loved me or only my sister Ava. She has a beautiful life. Am I gonna feel love ever?

My life got like this from highschool. Now I am married and it's even more messed up.

Starting from the last year of my highschool....

"Emily, get ready hurry up" My mam shouted from the kitchen.

"Mom! I am ready. Just a minute" I shouted back. Fixing my glasses I went downstairs picking up my bag from my study table. As I enter dinning room, I heard a voice behind me

"Omg! look nerd is ready" Ava said taunting me. I just sit on my regular seat ignoring her words. But instead of me mom replied

"Ava! mind your words. I will cut your tongue if you will say a word about my beautiful daughter" Mom said and I passed a smile to her which she replied with a wink.

"Dad look what mom is saying" Ava said complaining to dad who was using his phone the whole time.

"Hey don't say like that my both daughters are beautiful" Dad said to mom.

"Of course they will be, they are my daughters after all" Mom said proudly making me chuckle.

"Mine too" Dad said looking at mom.

"Ye, ye" Mom said and bring our breakfast on the table.

"Thanks" I mumbled silently just for mom to hear.

"No problem" She replied with a smile. We all ate our breakfast talking about random things and laughing like an admirable family.

But I didn't know my life will be change today.

"Okay, We are going" I said and hugged my parents as Ava just stand up and went towards the front door. She is always like this, rude to specially me but I know she loves me. It's just her personality.

Me and Ava went to school without any talk.

"Umm.. Emily" I heard Ava calling me. She turned towards me and I stopped. Now we were standing in front of main gate of our school.

"Yes?" I said smiling at her.

"You know, there is a boy in my class and he likes you" Ava said making me go shock.

"What?" I asked shocked.

"First listen his name is James and he want to meet you" Ava said

"No Ava, I want to be a doctor first and then think about love life" I said

"Just one time, he is requesting me from a very long time now. He really loves you" She said in a pleading tone

"Ava but I-" I was gonna continue my sentence but she cut me off saying

"Please just this one time" She said showing her puppy eyes.

"O-Okay" I said and she hugged me tightly almost cracking my bones. I tapped her shoulder indicating that it's enough. Not enough but more then enough.

"Come at this hotel room number 443, he will meet you there" She said passing me a paper.

"Why can't we meet at school?" I asked

"No he wants to talk with you in private only. Please go there" She replied immediately

"Okay but tell mom and dad that I will come a little late" I said

"No Emily take your time there no need to worry about mom and dad" She said

"Okay" I replied smiling a little towards her

"Thank you now bye" She said and went inside the school. Then I also went inside the school to the lockers area. I took out my books for first class and went in my class.

The day at school went like other days and I got highest marks in medicals test. I am so much happy I just hurriedly wanna go to home and hug mom tightly telling her about my marks.

Oh first I have to meet that James as I promised Ava. But I don't want to meet him I don't know anything about him what if some thing wrong happens to me.

"Oh no no, Emily think positive only nothing bad will happen" I said to myself trying to ease the tension rising inside me.

I went to the location which Ava handed me. I reach there but it's a motel. Oh I hate these type of places but I have to do it. Why? I came inside that motel and everyone was looking at me like I am an animal. I just ignore there stares and went to reception.

"Excuse me" I said to the lady who was the receptionist I think. She looked at me up to down and make a disgusting face making me confuse.

"Yes?" She said in an annoyed tone

"May I know that where is room number 443?" I asked politely as much as I can

"Fucking teenagers of these days" She mumbled but I heard it

"Huh?" I replied being confused

"Go on the 5th floor and then turn to first row you will find the room" She said and turned around to do what she was doing before. I went towards the room and in the way I heard so many voices of people. Till now I get to know that these voices are not nice. I found the room and knocked at the door.

"Come in" A manly voice replied which I think is of that James. I opened the door and went inside. The whole room was decorated with red roses.

"Umm... Hello" I said trying to see his face as he was facing the wall. He looked towards me and he was handsome also cute. But how this man can like a girl like me. I am a nerd tho.

"Hi I am James" He said with a beautiful smile Wich I returned back

"So... You wanted to meet me" I said easing the atmosphere a little.

"I no" James replied making me frown my eyebrows together

"Ava told me that you wanted to meet me" I said

"Correction, She requested me to meet you" He said and started to take some steps closer to me.

"Huh?" I was now so much confused and taking steps backwards as he is close to me.