Chapter 11

CHAPTER 11

I'M just awake when I smell the unfamiliar smell I open my eyes and I see the white ceiling and as I look in my left side I see alyx who's taking a nap and his hands have a bandage and as I look in my right hand I see the dextrose.

I touch my forehead then I feel that there is a bandage on it.

" what happened? Why I am here?" I whisper.

As I'm here in the front of door 132 I knock the door and I open it I see mr. madrigal sitting on the couch.

" good morning sir." I greeted him

He look at me like he is going to undress me and that make feel uncomfortable.

" you're here... take a sit." He said to me.

I nodded and I sit in the couch in front of him but he come closer to me, and I feel disgust.

" what about a one round for me to sign the contract." He whispered so I'm look at him with a shock reaction.

" I'm not that woman sir... " I said

I stand up and go far away to him but he's walking towards at me till he checkmate me in the wall.

He start doing the inappropriate things to me , I shouted in the top of my lungs, and I cry.

" no sir please... not my sanity." I cry and plead to him

But he don't bother to listen at me, I kick him at his knees but he is more stronger at me so he punch at my belly and that makes me weaker

He almost undress me in my top but suddenly one man punch him and that makes him drop on the floor.

" ah!" I said out of pain that I feel as I pursue myself to remember the things what happened earlier.

Alyx wake up and I see in his eyes that he is sleeping, why is he's here? He have no class?

" are you okay?" he said

I blink twice and I thought that this is not true I just realize that he is here as he touch my forehead.

" isn't that hurt to much? Are you okay?" he ask me

" just a little bit, I'm fine , what... what happened earlier?" I ask him

He look away as I ask him, he grin and I see in his face how disappointed he is right now.

Why is he disappointed? Is he? Or he is angry? Then why he will be angry? I done wrong? Or something?

" I'm asking ... sir alyx what happened earlier?" I said

" if I could turn back the time zinn... I wont let you to meet mr. madrigal." He said

I don't shock in what he said but it makes me stunned as he call me in my second name, no one calls me in my second name, he's the only one.

" you call me Zinn?" I ask him.

He look away, I look him and I raise my own brow.

" Xwie." I call him.

I'm shock why that name comes out in my mouth, he look at me with a shock reaction.

" what did you just call to me?" he ask me.

" xwie-"

" so it's you... the girl six years ago... you are Zinn, I never thought nothing change at you, the zinn before is the same from now, so stupid." He said

I'm shock earlier he were concern and then now he's angry, I look at him straightly... I can't read him right now, the confusions is now created in my mind.

" what the hell are you talking about! I- I can't understand you- about what happened six years ago... no... I won't explain to you do I owe you an explination? You don't understand what I feel that day either and what happened now? You don't know the whole story! You will never know!" I shouted to him I don't care if he is my boss

He already step in my sanity as he said those things it really hurts in my pride and ego.

I don't know either that my ex-boyfriend Fred is the rotten bastard one and I also don't know that Mr. madrigal is a rotten bastard one to... I don't think that so...

I don't know either.

I stand up and pull out the dextrose I don't care even my hand is bleeding right now.

" aleeza!" he shouted.

I go to the bathroom to change my hospital gown to the shirt and pants what I'm wearing earlier.

" zinn!" he shouted while he's knocking the bathroom door.

After I get dress I go out to the bathroom to get my bag, after I get my bag I walk out.

I'm already two steps away from him

" aleeza zinn." He call me

But I don't bother to listen I continue to walk but suddenly he grab my hands we are out of balance so the both of us fall in the bed.

He's on the top of me right know, I can't move I'm hypnotized to his looks, it's like his bringing me to the another world... my world stops and I can sense nothing... nor feel everything... it's like it's only me and him... nothing more nothing less.

" you brat!-" I said but he silence me by kissing me.

I close my eyes ... and I clung my elbows to his neck and now his left hand his holding to my neck and his right hand is holding to the hospital bed headboard to minimize his weight.

We stop as we here the two door knocks from the outside I quickly push him and I go to the bathroom.

I don't know why I quickly go to the bathroom ... I look myself to the mirror and I see how red is my face right now especially my lips.

I calm myself then I here two door knocks, I roll my eyeballs and let out the deep breathe.

" the nurse said that you can discharged right now." Alyx said from the outside.

I go out in the bathroom and I look at him.

Is he really this fourteen year old guy? He's so mature right now.

I walk away and I go out to my room to pay my hospital bills.

" I already done paying your bills so you we can go home now." He said

I look at him... home? What time is it right now? Why home is already late right now?

" what time is it right now." I ask him

" look to the wall." He said while he's looking at the wall so I look where he look at.

It's already nine: thirty in the evening. We start walking a quite ambiance is sorounding to the both of us right now.

" darn it! Shit! Did you go to your school earlier?" I ask him

" hmm... my sister's friend doctor and nurse is the one that cares to you when I'm not here... and my sister said that you may take your rest for now." He said

" what... no..no.. I'm fine I'm saving for my fees in my CE licensure examination." I said.

" about that no worries... my sister said that you must take rest and my sister said that the company files the case to mr. madrigal ... sexual assault and physical injury... my sister take care of that already with attorney Fajardo." He said

I just nodded, we are already in the ground floor as we meet attorney krystal and ms. Aminah

" ehemm..." ms. Aminah clears her throat.

" good evening ma'am, good evening attorney." I greeted to them.

" how are you aleeza." Ms. Krystal said

" I'm fine ma'am, thank you for the concern." I said.

Ms. Aminah give alyx a deep glare I look at alyx to see his reaction it seems that he scared to her older sister.

" it's your fault alyx, if you don't let aleeza to meet mr. madrigal this wont be happened." Ms. Aminah said angrily to alyx... though others can sense it but I sense it.

" it's okay ma'am... I'm the one who agree to do the job." I said

" aleeza... it's okay it's my fault, I know it." He said while he look at me

" but-"

" Zinn... I'm fine." He whispered

Ms. Aminah nodded at me and he walk away, I follow him she stops as she knows that we are already far away from the two.

" aleeza let me frank you." Ms. Aminah said.

" ma'am there is nothing between me and sir. Alyx ma'am I assure." I said

She look at me seriously then she chuckled so I look at her with a shock.

" it's not that I mean... I know the way you look at my brother and I know too... how my brother look at you... I just want to say that be care full the both of you were just young... and you are the young lady... love? Love is the most complicated things in a young lady's life, love? Love is the one will make you sacrifice even it really hurts-"

" ma'am..." I cut her words but she continue

" love? It can be a fake one, love? Is the one will challenge your faith, trust, honesty, love? If you are in love you will take the risk, even your reputation will be mess and fucked up!" she said

" ma'am... " I her... 

i want to said there i'm not intimate with her brother but i can't... there is no words that let out in my mouth...

nothing...

there is nothing

"that is what my friend said and I thought it's nothing but it's true..... do you want to temporarily work at Krystal's construction company? You become an engineer soon once you pass the CE board exam.... Think about it as a training." Ms. Aminah said

I'm a little bit confuse... why did she do that? Did I do something wrong?

" ms. Aminah... did I done something wrong?" I said out of confuse

" no you wouldn't but my brother... he did... I don't want you to be hurt in falling in love to the person who's continue loving someone else... do you want to be hurt?" she said

" give me some time ma'am and I create my resignation letter... maybe this Monday i'll submit the letter to the HR department." I said straightly

" aleeza don't get wrong... i just want the best for you and my brother and you can work back in my company if you are ready... okay?"   ms. aminah said.

i just can't still believe...

but i know this is the best for the two of us ...

i know it.

WE go back to the place where we leave Ms. Krystal and alyx. I get my cab for me to send myself home... I'm in my apartment right now. I open my laptop and start doing my resignation letter.

I try doing then deleting it .... Doing it then I print it I signed it but I throw it away.

"Why I am confused right now! HELLL!" I shouted

I print twenty copies of my resignation later and I sign it up.

I think of it as a final decision... there is nothing will lost at me if I trust ms. Aminah... she's the one who trust me so I will trust her too... I know that she is doing this for my own good and for her brother good.

"I can do this ... i will resigned whatever it takes."