it's been a week Since I have been confined in the hospital finally I can leave this place so boring
We were about to head home when I saw them
I was trying to hold in tears and Approached him
can we talk?
why do you want to talk to my monde?
my bitch classmate said
thats for me to know and you to shut up
I said while looking at her in discussed
Stop it lets go home you need to rest tommorow you will need to say goodbye and ask for a leave at school
my aunt said pulling me
go to my house to tomorrow Let's talk
i said in a sharp tone as if requiring him to come
I went home and as always when I have these meltdowns They take away my kitchen knifes and Confiscated all my blades mirrors and glasses are covered with secure Bubble wrap
I sat at the living room looking down and remembering memories and crying and I started singing
as it is one of my talents but I stopped making songs after my mother died and never touched and instrument ever you could say for my age I'm more mature and smarter than my classmates
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter you are the best thing that's ever been MINE🎶🎵
I kept singing while tears where flowing from my eyes but as always I kept it together trying to be strong
I decided to Turn on the Tv and watch a video and dance my soul off I cleared out the sofas for more space and started playing the dance practice
Yamma ni ggumeun mwoni....
Yamma ni ggumeun mwoni....
Yamma ni ggumeun mwoni....
Ni ggumeun gyeou geugeoni....
ans the music starts playing I start dancing exactly the same way as BTS is moves
then my phone rang
RING~ RING~ RING~
Hello?
why is your voice faint have you been crying?
the person on the other line said
ahh no it's just a sore throat hahaha
I said to cover up and laughed akwardly
although I know that he notices I still lied and he went along
so I called cause we have a performance would you like to come? but if you're busy it's okay
.....
hello? M ssi?
ohh sorry ahmm what did you say?
are you unwell? you don't have to come if you're not okay
no hahah I'll come when have I ever declined you guys okay I'll go I'm not bussy anyways when is it?
i said eagerly to change the topic and hide the truth
Two weeks from now is our schedule can you come?
yeah ofc I would never miss out on you guys
well we'll be expecting you bye~
.... bye.
I wish I could tell you on the phone But I need your hugs rn at this point you're the only people I could ever think of and I want to run over there and cry to you guys
cause At least you can make me laugh and it makes me forget buhuuuu~
I started shedding tears again
when someone came up the stairs
IT'S HIM!
Crying again?! can you stop
he said with arrogance
HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I'M AT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF YOU?!
I said in anger and tears
Just move on
YEAH MOVE ON HAHAHAHA EASY FOR YOU TO SAY YOU AREN'T THE ONE HURT BUT DON'T YOU WORRY! WHEN I'M THROUGH WITH YOU I'LL FACE YOU! AND I'LL SHOW YOU
is that why you want to talk?
I WAS SUPPOSED TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU ARE SO SMUG I JUST REALIZED ONE THING YOU DON'T DESERVE ME OR MY LOVE! I WISH YOU AND HER TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE AND DIE TOGETHER I HAVE FAR MORE BETTER MEN AROUND ME THAN YOU
Who? that BTS? those gay Korean boys? with fake talent?
I don't know why but I slapped him across
NEVER TALK ABOUT BTS THAT WAY YOU DON'T KNOW THEM AT ALL! AND ON THE OTHER HAND THEY'RE MUCH BETTER THAN YOU ANYWAY SO WHY DO YOU CARE?
huh we'll see You'll come running back to me in no time
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER!
after he left I went weak and dropped on the floor crying
after a few moments of crying I went to tye bathroom and washed my face
Enough tears! M you are not a push over show them you're high and mighty And I swear to god I will prove to him He's nit worth it! I will never let anyone who insults BTS go! he'll end up like 4 years ago they played
I grined and went to bed
the next day I went to school head high
my teachers asked If I was okay
I was pretty well known in the school since my daddy gave funds for the school
as usual they hung out all day doing so many things in my mind I was annoyed and didn't even give them a glance some narcissist classmates called me bitter some just didn't care and some supported me I hung out with a few armys but they didn't know I was an army for 6 years at that time
They talked about BTS when there's no class and I didn't join in just on my phone on Twitter
the butch girls were voicing out that I was bitter and couldn't accept the fact Monde broke up with me
I never care one bit and just clenched my fist cause I might hit her knowing I'm a talented boxer and Taekwando champion if it weren't for I got an injury and forced to stop immediately but over all I'm pretty strong at young age I learned to Shoot guns of any type archery and many stuff as I said I'm talented
I putt on my headphones and blasted loud music to not hear them one bit "Whatever" I said and rolled my eyes
they didn't sto there I was On my way to the washroom and was about to pass them but that bitch tried to trip me lucky I was much stronger and intentionally kicked her leg she got hurt ofc and I gave her a murderous glare...
TO BE CONTINUED!
AUTHOR
M seems pretty scary but don't worry she won't kill😂😂😚