Since when I was six I knew I wasn't normal, I knew I was bad luck, I was hiding under the bed where my mom told me to hide when the doorbell rang.
Somebody else was in the room with my parents a man I guess because of his shoes I saw, he pointed out a gun at them, my parents were begging he shot at no one to scare them I wanted to scream and shout but I held it in because I promised my mom I won't make any noise.
I heard the second shot and my mom was on the floor almost near the bed I was already shaking I could not believe... then the third shot and my dad I couldn't make any noise this time around because I was shocked both my parents were dead they were lying on the floor they were not moving I didn't make any noise.
I wanted to see he's face but I couldn't but I saw he's hand, he had something like a birth mark or a tattoo at the back of his left hand it was weird like a spider or something but it was a little bit in circle.
He moved around the house looking for something but he didn't see me or hear me I wouldn't let him after a minute or so he left then I came out from under the bed and went to my parents this was horrible both my parents are dead I cried for hours then I heard the doorbell and I went to open it and I saw the cops they came to do some investigation and later I moved to my grandmother's house she was old I stayed with her for five years before she died of old age I think then my dad's sister my aunt took me in she doesn't stay in one place she was always moving it was her job I was done with school i didn't really have friends just alone or sometimes with my aunt if she was around she wasn't married and didn't have kids it was just the two of us.
Then it was over when I heard the doorbell a sound I can never forget, it was the police I was puzzled by what the cops wanted, then they broke the news about my aunt she was dead she died in a plane crash I was eighteen by then, when mourning for my aunt her lawyer came I remember he was also my dad's lawyer he said he was here to read both my parents and my aunt's will 'get ready to be kicked out' i said to my self.
Finally the lawyer read the two wills out and both my parents and aunt gave me everything and I was of age to be able to handle the shares, property ,house and money given to me I didn't stay in the same house me and my aunt stayed because it's always going to remind me of her and how I always waited for her to back but this time she won't so I moved out and out of the city too.
I went to my dream city New York since none of my family members won't allow me to stay with them 'cause they think I'm bad luck, I went to New York with alot of good and sensible thinking first I went to Juilliard the best University to go to well to me, when I got there they told me about the entrance exam and tuition fee so I paid for the tuition fee there and right away they were a little amazed but one of them said Money might be easy but not the exam and it was true getting into Juilliard is very hard because of the exam.
I had so much money in my possession but I won't be a lavish spender I got in contact with my aunt and dad's lawyer turned him into mine he said he'll do it for free out of pity obviously but he said because of my dad and I told him the only thing I need from him was to keep account of the way I spend and he should warn me if I'm spending too much, I bought a car I also need a house to stay in even if I would be in college I told John my dad's lawyer to get me a house or a real estate agent he did I bought a house I liked it it was simple and beautiful if mom was here she would have made it a home I settled in by late afternoon I got a call from the school that the exam was tommorow I wasn't that worried that I hadn't read anything cause I really didn't finish third grade because the school thought my brain was too big for a small class I have a very high IQ and this weird thing in my brain that just writes the right thing and I don't do anything I called it a super power but it was dumb.
I couldn't sleep well I never slept all my life since my mom and dad died because I kept having nightmares about the tattooed man and the way my parents died he hurt me deep in my head that I could never forget and one day I'll take revenge.
The next morning I got ready as early as possible as I can for the exam I got there in time I wasn't the only one there they were still like forty people the invigilators said they needed only ten people maybe the rest would try next year as I said a strict school we had an hour for all the subjects but I was done in thirty minutes everyone was looking at me like I did something wrong when I wanted to something the invigilator asked if I was sure and I nodded.
I was bored of staying at home alone waiting for the school to call for the results but I still got a few days left then I decided to take a stroll around the place then from a distance I saw many people around the house nearby to mine well like twenty millimeters away because I live outskirts the town of Virginia so no many houses like that I got there and I thugged at a woman and asked what was going on she told me the two sisters that lived here was dead they were killed by gunshot, it reminded me of my parents I went away quickly not wanting to know more or it will just be a more worst nightmare tonight so after that I decided to just stay home instead of with people after a few days I got a call from Juilliard that I got in I was happy but didn't have my parents or my lovable grandma or aunt to tell because they are all dead so it didn't really made me happy.
My new school was..... well it was full with people and it was big after getting all forms filled all papers signed I was welcome but the only thing I thought about was what kind of person is my roommate I was given a map and found my dorm room it was clean a good sign of a good character I think I didn't know what to do I just got ready for bed and laid down then later I heard some struggle with the door lock it might be her, then I saw two girls entering kissing rather I just stared, it was shocking I stared for a while they were kissing and about to get undressed one of them lie down and the under climbed on her slowly.....then she spotted me and...
"What the fuck?!!" She said as she stood up fast like nothing was about to happen, I just waved my hand in a hi gesture
"Are you my new roommate?" She asked and they both stared at me like I was a freak I now know my new roommate she's a lesbian
"Yes and nice to meet you, well not in this kind of situation" I said and no smiling.
She was puzzled I guess,. "My name is Zoe and this is my girlfriend,"she said referring to the other girl "Andrea what's yours?"
"Zara" I said
"Well nice to meet you Zara and in an awkward situation"
I didn't bother answering I just said good night and turned to the other side of the bed but I was thinking 'is this how it is here in Juilliard.....'?
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