Epilogue

WARNING: SPG

HIS POV (UNDER THE MOONLIGHT)

I heard loud voice just when I was about to get out of our mansion.

I always come here every Christmas holiday. Reason was, I wanted to spend it with my girlfriend.

"Bad ka! Healthy ako! Atsaka kung sakaling magkaroon ng tag gutom, ako papayat palang kayo mamamatay na! Bwisit ka!"she shouted.

I shook my head and found her stomping her foot on the grass. She looked so adorable with her pouting pink lips and slit eyes.

She looked annoyed at whoever she was talking to.

I stopped and watched my girl talk.

When she was finished, I decided to walk towards her.

"Baby.." i called out.

She immediately turned her head and flashed me her big warm smile.

"Baby!"she stood up from the bench and jumped on me.

I was shocked from what she did but my arms caught her before she fell on the ground.

What an impulsive girl!

"What the-"

She crinkled her nose when I was about to say some swear words so I shut my mouth. She hated it when I curse.

"You shouldn't do that baby." I insisted when we were on the bench.

"Nasalo mo naman ako."she said nonchalantly and pulled my hand to hold me.

My heart warmed up from her gestures.

I still remembered the day when I first saw her.. and the next..until I couldn't stop thinking about her.

Our Grandfathers were best of friends..

Our first meeting was the highlight of my eighteenth year of existence. And every year followed,every fucking Christmas holiday.. she made sure it was special.

She's my happiness. My new found love..

And I couldn't believe that I finally got someone to treasure..

"Ang daming nalilink sayo! Puro mapapayat at magaganda tapos kaedaran mo pa! Inistalk ko yong mga social media accounts nila!"she was pouting. I couldn't help but to smile and steal a kiss from her inviting lips.

"Hmm. So sweet." I commented.

She smacked my shoulder and hid her lips.

"Ikaw! Adik ka sa halik!"her round black eyes were bigger than usual.

"Sayo lang."

"Wala! Nakita ko na may nakakapit sa braso mo! Malay ko ba kung hinahalikan mo din sila!"she was annoyed.

I didn't want her to think of that.

She should know by now that all I've wanted was her.

"You're my only girl. I swear." I said with sincerity.

Her scowl dropped while looking into my eyes.

"Kahit mataba ako?"I could really see her insecurities.

"You're not. You're perfect for me." I answered.

She was indeed perfect. Voluptuous..From her big tits.. down to her big ass. My body always reacts whenever she's with me. Even her scent gives me a hard on..

And all I could see was how perfect she is..

"Kahit hindi ako matalino?"

"You'll learn. You're still too young."i smiled. I didn't mind her being a simple minded.. I only want her to know one thing. And that's to love me endlessly.

"Kahit bata pa ako? Baka makahanap ka ng kaedad mo. Tapos piliin mo siya." She asked with her teary eyes.

"You're the only one for me." I pulled her towards me and made her sit on my lap. Her back on my chest. I wanted her to feel my warmth.. my sincerity.. my heart that's beating for her.

"Actually.. I'll tell our parents about our relationship. How's that? Hmmm?" I nuzzled her neck.

I knew she just wanted some assurance. So I would gladly give her what she wants.

She has to realize that she got me. By the balls..

She gasped and clutched onto the hem of my sweatshirts.

"T-tsaka na.. ayokong pag isipan ka nila ng masama.. three years na lang naman."

When she first told me to keep our relationship secret, I wanted to laugh so bad at myself.

If only she knew that lots of women wanted me.. but she could do anything she wants.. I didn't care.. as long as we're together.

I sighed and kissed her shoulder.

"How could I say no to you?" My heart was so happy whenever she was around. So I wanted her to be happy too.

"Salamat. Kahit magpakasal pa tayo kapag eighteen na ako. No problem." She then giggled.

I made her look into my eyes.

Her smile dropped when she saw my serious face.

"Aasahan ko yan baby. You'll marry me."

She nodded slowly.  "Oo baby. I love you po."

After our love makings.. she just ran away from me. I tried to talk to Tito and Tita.. but they advised me to leave her alone for the meantime.

I did my best to give her space. For six fucking years..

But I couldn't really do it without watching her from afar.

I decided to help her as best as I could..

Contacted all the right people to be of service to her throughout the years we were separated.

And to my joy.. she blossomed beautifully.

I couldn't get any proud of my baby..

She matured well. So well..

I was with my managers with some monthly meeting when out of boredom, I checked her instagram account. She always love posting pictures of herself in her account.

I kept my instagram account she made for me and didn't delete all our pictures together.

So when she wanted to stalk me.. she could see that she still have all of me.

I nearly fell off my high stool when I saw her recent picture.

She was wearing a tight denim jeans, shirt and a knee high boots. She was a total knock out.

I read her caption. She was a new ambassador for some jeans company.

I couldn't sit still..

I cut our meeting short and asked for my secretary to look into her business.

After two hours, my secretary placed her portfolio on my desk.

I read all the companies that were wanting to work with her.

I gritted my teeth when I saw some liquor and swimsuits company that was on that list.

"Mr Wright. Madame and Sir Charles are here."my secretary informed me.

I nodded, and then suddenly my mother came in with an excited smile on her face. Gran was behind her.

"Anak! Have you seen Megan in those ads? Isn't she hot?"my mother gushed and gave me a kiss on my cheeks.

After my parents got married again, our relationship became well..

I wasn't close to her.. but I could stand being with her.

I massaged the bridge of my nose in anxiety.

Women and their thirst for limelight.

"I found out that you're helping her with everything so I asked Gustave to take her if she went for audition. Oh di ba? Maganda ang kinalabasan?" She said proudly.

I snapped my head towards her and looked at her using my sharp gaze.

She took a step back. Frightened.

"You.. did..what?" I managed to say while clenching my jaw. 

So it was her who did this..

She smiled a little and swallowed hard.

"A-ayaw mo ba yon? M-mas malaki yong kikitain nya?" She said with mix confusion and fright.

"I don't want her to be exposed to men! Damn it!"i stood up and walked back and forth. I just couldn't sit still. I had zero chance of getting her back. And now, if this continues.. my chance would be zero to negative.

"Iho. Leave it. If she wants it, you can't do anything other than support and guide her." I looked at Gran.

I fisted my hands and pocketed them.

I was getting crazier every minute we were apart.

"Hire more people to watch over her. In that industry, she'll go down with them if no one would help her. Take control. Manipulate things. If that's the only way to keep her safe."

I hesitantly nodded my head.

I would do anything.. just for my baby to stay as she is.

Innocent.

After all the things we've been through..

I was still lucky to have her back in my arms.

"Damn. She's one hell of a tigress." Simon came to see me in my office, two days after my baby found out about my plans.

She went ballistic and didn't want to see me. I tried to talk to her. Tell her that I only wanted what's best for her and her company. But she wouldn't let me in.

"Man.. magiging under ka dun. Sigurado ka na ba?" He said with uncertainty. We were drinking our night away.

"Hundred percent sure." I confirmed. Then looked outside my glass window.

The city lights were spread out and shining.. she loved watching these with me when we were back in Manila.

She said it calms her down.. i hoped she's alright..

I felt angry at myself. Instead of making her stay.. she distanced herself more from me..I really regretted my actions..

Maybe it was too much this time.. if she could only give me a chance.. I would never do this again..

I always fuck things up..

I heard him tsked. "Fucking hell! You're whipped! Now, I'm afraid to fall in love. I couldn't imagine myself being like you. I have goosebumps."he said then acted as if he was cold.

I gave him a dirty finger then sneered.

"You're next. Let's see if you can dodge it."

"Hell no!"

"Hell yes."

My heart was beating painfully when I saw her puking her guts out. I couldn't come to her because she didn't like my cologne.

She picked this for me before.. her fave.. but I think.. many things do really change. And I hoped.. and prayed that.. her feelings for me won't.

We went to see a doctor after she signed the contract in her company.

Margaret Jewel. Our baby..

"Congratulations Mr and Mrs. You're pregnant." Her doctor announced.

My heart pounded in my chest hard. I thought it would bounce out any minute.

I was so excited.. so ecstatic.. but my heart dropped when I saw the pain and sorrow in her tearful eyes..

She didn't want my baby in her tummy? Couldn't she pretend that she loves it even just for this moment?

I thought.. she wanted to marry me..

When I tried to look into her eyes, she avoided me.

I've been dreaming about this for us baby..

You, me and our kids..

Baby.. I could give you everything you want.. but please.. please love my baby that's inside you..

"S-sorry.. Akala ko.. Akala ko, itatanggi mo siya eh. Tapos iiwan mo ako!"She was crying her heart's out.

Her insecurities were talking again.

I told her about my plans...

I thought she would breath fire.. but to my surprise she didn't do anything except take everything I gave her.

I made love to her to let her know how much I love her.

She made me fall deeper and deeper.. and I would never want to escape.

I saw how her eyes sparkled in mischief after we announced our wedding and our unborn baby..

She had been talking to my mom about some things in the past.

To patched things up..

"Make me happy and our child by fixing your relationship with your mother." She ordered me with authority.

"We're good. Nothing's there to fix." I glanced back at her after watching my family talk at the corner.

"No. Open your heart to your mother again. Or else, I'll hide you child!" I wanted so bad to raise my eyebrow at what she said.

Did she think.. she could get away from me after this?

No way in hell!

I scratched my eyebrow instead.

"Black mail huh?"

"Bakit? You manipulated me into marrying you. So now do as what I'm telling you to do. Or else-"

"Fine. You know you can't go anywhere right?" I talked matter of fact.

"Oo. Pero kung magpapatulong ako kina Shanelle at Charlene.."

"Okay.. okay..! Damn women!" I conceded. To make her happy.. even if there was nothing to fix.. I would do it for her.

Whatever she wanted to me to do. I would do it.

I'm so whipped after all.

I looked at my mother who was teary eyed when I came to her.

"Anak.."she said with her lips trembling.

Looking at my mom.. was like seeing my baby crying for our baby..

And it was fucking painful to watch.

I've just realized that.. even though I let her talk to me and be with me..

I was still miles apart from her.. i still kept her at arm's length.

And realizing this brought pain in my chest..

My tears fell as I stood stiffly in front of my mom.

She cried loudly and rushed to hug me tight.

"I'm sorry anak.. I couldn't do anything that time.. please forgive mommy."

I hugged her back and murmured my thanks..

My baby..

She's so fucking wonderful..

My angel..

After what happened to her best friend, she decided to leave me again.

How could she leave me over and over again without thinking of my feelings?

Was her love for me that shallow?

And as much as I wanted to rebel..

I just couldn't..

So after four weeks, I chased her..

Just enough to give her space..

I found her at the property of her best friend.

Apparently.. Jason, left everything to her after his lawyer read his will. His properties and his investments.

She's now a millionaire.

She was smiling sadly while walking along the beach.

Her long curls were swaying with the breeze..

She was wearing a dress and so fucking beautiful.

My heart skipped a beat when our eyes met.

She seemed shock to see me.

It was a good sign.. because before she left, she became lifeless.. and now, she's starting to feel something again aside from her sorrow.

She walked slowly without breaking her eye contact with me.

I stood straight and waited.

I didn't know what she'll do to me.. but whatever it was, I would take it and I would make sure that she wouldn't escape me again.

She then ran towards me.

My heart raced inside my chest with what she was doing. She might.. get miscarriage!

Damn it!

It seemed like my feet had a mind on its own that they started running too.

She stopped, a step away from me.

I swallowed hard when I saw her teary eyes.

"B-Baby.."she was choking with her tears.

Even though i wanted so bad to pull her in my arms, I decided against it. I pocketed my hands and stood stiffly.

She should.. at least do something to assure me that I'm not the only one who wants this marriage.. this relationship.

"I-I'm s-sorry."she said then wiped her tears. She probably had hard time with her blurred vision.

"Sorry kung.. kung umalis ako ulit. Sorry kung..naging makasarili ako ulit. Pero kasi.. kung magpapakasal ako sayo nong mga panahong sira ako.. our relationship would suffer.."she said while sobbing.

I clenched my jaw and looked at the calm sea.

I couldn't help but to feel pity for myself..

She kept running away from me when she was broken..

She never thought.. that I could help her pick up her broken pieces and fix them together.

"Ganyan ka ba magmahal? Sa tuwing may problema.. lalayasan mo ako? O baka naman laro lang ito sayo? Ako.. laro lang sayo. Dahil alam mong nandito ako palagi kapag naisipan mong balikan ako?"I laughed bitterly.

"Oh sorry I'm wrong.. ako rin pala ang parang asong sunod nang sunod sayo." I added. My tears were flowing.

Her love for me was tearing me apart..

If I could call her feelings for me LOVE.

I felt her touch my arm. I let her.

I missed her warmth.. her scent.. her smile.

And I couldn't help but to cry some more because..

I would still take her back.. if she wants me again.

How pathetic..

How pitiful..

But I'm her man.. and she's mine..

"Sorry.. I promise.. we'll overcome every issues and problems we have starting today.. please h'wag mong isipan yan.. ayokong masira tayo kaya lumayo ako.. I'm about to leave this place-"

"And what? Go somewhere else?" I said angrily then looked at her.

Her cheeks and nose were red from crying. Her tears couldn't stop falling.

She shook her head and came closer.

My body was trembling with so much emotion.

I took some deep breaths and pulled her in my arms.

This was where she belong. In my arms. Until eternity.

She cried harder and clutched my shirt.

"I'm sorry if I made you insecure.. I'm sorry if I made you question your self worth. I'm so sorry baby."

I pulled her and carried her in my arms.

She was sobbing so hard.

"Baby.. i love you. keep that in mind. Kahit saan ka pa magpunta.. I'll chase you. Ill look for you. Kahit nakalimutan mo ako.. nandito pa rin ako.. kahit iniwan mo ako.. nandito pa rin ako.. at kahit.. mawala ang pagmamahal mo sa akin.. nandito pa rin ako.. i won't leave you.. that's how much I love you baby.." i said sobbing too.

She nodded her head and lifted her head to see my face.

"Hindi ko alam kung anong nagawa ko para makahanap ako ng pagmamahal na gaya mo.. i feel like I don't deserve you baby."

I shook my head. "We're perfect for each other baby.. we deserve each other. And I'll do everything. Just to stay like that."

"I love you baby. Till eternity." She cupped my face and kissed me sweetly.

I immediately kissed her hard and tasted our tears.

I smiled after she pulled away to take a breath.

"We'll get married tonight baby.."I informed her.

I wouldn't take any chances again.

I had to chain myself to her. So whenever she's broken.. she wouldn't do anything but to keep me.. and let me help her fix herself.

"Oo. Kung gusto mo.. kahit ngayon na. May nakilala akong padre dito.."she whispered huskily.

I raised my eyebrow up. Now she's eager to tie me up.

"Baka magbago pa yong isip mo.. tignan mo ako.. ampangit ko na.."she said while pouting.

Fucking hell!

I thought..she couldn't wait..

But never mind..

She could do everything..

And I wouldn't complain nor protest.

She was right when she told me about the priest.

So I immediately arranged tickets for my parents and hers to come all the way from California.

Then she asked her receptionist to get someone to make a stage for our wedding.

Everyone was busy..

And I couldn't help but to feel giddy.

Finally.. I could see how eager she was to marry me..

I should've done this before.

To make her pregnant and make her feel ugly..

Just kidding.

While she was walking down the aisle..

I couldn't help but to tear up.

She was fucking beautiful wearing her white simple dress with her baby bump showing..

She was.. like a goddess smiling at me..making me mesmerised by her ethereal beauty..

"Baby.. akin ka na."she said smirking after the priest announced that I could kiss my bride.

"Hmm.."i equalled her smirk.

"We'll make another baby tonight."she then winked at me.

I loved her being naughty today..

"Not complaining.." i said then kissed her passionately.

My naughty wife decided to surprise me with a lap dance. Blindfolded me, and guided me to some room.

And now, I'm bound, blindfolded and waiting for her to do me.

My heart was beating so fast..

I didn't know that she loved what I did to her back then.

There was so much to explore in her..

So much sensuality that I'm excited to discover..

She was like a pandora box..

Good or bad..

I would still love her.

I was heaving my breath when I felt her sit beside me.

I felt her touch my cheek down to my neck. Then her breath fanned on my face..

"Fuck!" I swore when she licked me from my neck up to my ear.

I was as hard as a rock. And my cock was itching to dig into her wet pussy.

"Babyy.."i moaned when she pulled my nape up and kissed me hungrily..

All my senses were in riot..

I wanted so bad to stop her.. and yet... I didn't want to.

"You are a naughty hubby aren't you?"her sexy voice filled my ear.

"Yes.. I'm naughty." I said breathlessly.

"Hmm.. what should I punish you with?"she asked me while licking and biting my ear.

"Anything baby.. I'm your slave tonight.. and until eternity."

"Okay then."she piqued and removed my bound around my ankles.

"Bend your knees.."she ordered me with authority.

I obliged. I love how she ordered me around.

I felt her stepped on the bed and sat on my abdomen.

My cock throbbed went she came in contact with my bare stomach.

Her pussy was wet and she started rubbing it on me.

"B-Baby.. " I trembled. I felt helpless.  I fucking wanted to bury myself into her.

In desperation, I moved my body up to aim my cock into her pussy.

I heard her moaned loudly when I managed to get in.

I hissed and started pumping.

I felt more sensitive.. more aroused..

I could almost feel my orgasm..

One more thrust...

I clenched my jaw when she lifted herself up.

"Baby what the fuck!" I couldn't believe that she was torturing me like this.

I tried to thrust higher just to reach her.

She didn't answer me.. all I could hear was her panting.

"Are you masturbating?" I asked anger and desperation in my voice.

"No.. higher baby.. you can reach me if you thrust higher."

I tried to thrust like what she wanted me to do.

Then I clenched my jaw again when I really did got inside her.

She was really making if hard for me to make love to her.

So this was how she wants it..

To torture me mentally.. not physically..

When I thrusted again, I didn't came in contact with her pussy.

"Damn it baby! What the fuck!"I shouted desperately. I was getting impatient and my groin was hurting..  I wanted so bad to have my release.

"Higher."she whispered hotly then placed her hands on my chest.

I could imagine her position. Head bent downwards and her legs apart while kneeling on each of my side..

If I could only use my hand to get her and slam her wet pussy on my cock..

Damn this little tease. 

"You have to work hard for your release baby.. or we will be like this till the morning comes.."

I was so desperate that I tried to thrust higher.

She met me halfway.

I groaned and pulled out and in.

When I felt my orgasm coming, she fucking    lifted herself up again.

"Baby!" My voice was trembling with want.

I felt like crying..

"Hush.. don't cry on me or I'll abandon you here."she said in her hard tone.

"I want so bad.."my mind was not working properly anymore.. I couldn't grasp the words I wanted so bad to tell her.

"I know.. i know.. but, pump harder. Higher.."she tried to console me.

I felt my eyes sting and I sobbed uncontrollably.

"I fucking want you.. baby.. please." I cried.

I heard her sigh.

"Okay.. okay. Stop crying."she kissed my lips.

I immediately stopped sobbing and kissed her back as passionately as I could.

She undid my hands so I pulled her waist down and slammed her pussy on my cock.

I was shaking and heaving when I pumped hard and rough.

"Ahh..ahh." She moaned sexily while being fucked.

I changed our position and hammered nonstop into her wetness.

I felt like I've been starved with sex for the past years..

When i felt her clenched her walls, I shouted my release..

Fucking hell!

"I love you baby!" I moaned while giving her all of me.

I removed my blindfold to see her face.

She was smiling contentedly while looking up in the sky.

I just noticed that we were on the rooftop, with only bed and fairy lights.. then the moon sharing its light..

I laid beside her and copied here.

All throughout our relationship.. the moon was the witness of everything..

Our first meeting.. and up until this moment..

When I felt her glanced at me, I turned my head.

She was looking at me with so much love and contentment in her sparkling round eyes.

"I love you baby.." she whispered smiling.

My heart swooned.. she's fucking beautiful.. and she's so mine.

"I love you too Mrs Megan Arissa Tamara Relano Wright. Till eternity."

I kissed her again..

While being under the moonlight.

END OF COLES POV

16/3/2021