Before The Appointment

Today I have my first appointment with my new therapist, I used to go as a child because of the trauma with my father but that was almost 15 years ago, and now I'm 23 and going to therapy again.

The reason I needed to get therapy is I was in a bad accident a year ago from drunk driving with toxic friends I used to have. We ended up in a ditch and laid there for 3 hours, that's what a nurse told us. I suffered from a concussion and had to stay at my parents house for 3 months.

I never had a great relationship with my family since I always hid in my room and screwed up my life pretty hard, they cut me off whenever I stood up for myself because of all of the emotional and physical abuse. Ever since I had to go back I have not been able to tell what's reality and what's fake. I hope my therapist just tells me I need more sleep and that it's not a big problem.