She is just too beautiful

Meiren. Why meiren?

Naturally, it's because Li Suyin is a beauty.

Like, seriously.

She could be new Helen of Troy.

First time I saw myself in a mirror, I was shocked.

I almost became total narcissist.

I fell in love with looks of this body.

I mean, I was pretty in my last life, but I wasn't that great. If you saw me on the street, maybe you will notice me, but you won't think about me later.

Also, as a face stan, I was always on a search for the next pretty face.

I saw many, many beauties.

But no one came close to Li Suyin.

She looked like fox demoness.

Like a woman who would get blamed for downfall of the nation.

And she was only a fourteen years old, and still growing.

How beautiful will she be when she grows up even more?

The only other person I saw who could match her in looks is new Emperor.

But his beauty is more ethereal and cold, like a immortal.

Nobody's gonna blame him for destroying a country because of his looks.

What did Li Suyin eat while growing up to look like an enchantress?

But she was quite sheltered. And didn't really attend social gatherings. Otherwise she will be a common enemy of all women.

Well, she couldn't really attend gatherings. Although she was main wife's daughter, her mother was actually the most popular songstress in capital before marrying her father.

Oh, that was a scandal from almost twenty years ago, but noble families don't really forget things.

At that time Li family was in a chaos everyday, and Lu Suyin's grandmother was almost angered to death.

But her mother still managed to marry in Li family in the end. One needs to acknowledge how capable she was.

So even though Li Suyin was practically an outcast, some people still managed to see her.

People knew she was beautiful, and she knew she was beautiful because that was all she heard while growing up.

Her servants, her family and even her cousins were singing praises to her, so she became quite vain.

Oh, she was also selfish and scheming, what do you else expect from a daughter of that family, but those are only small courtyard tactics.

Even though she was her father's favorite daughter, he still didn't hesitate to give her away as a bargaining chip.

Of course she was his favorite child, it's because he saw profit whenever he saw her.

She was basically groomed to be sold to a highest bidder.

And in the end they decided to give her to Emperor.

With her looks, no wonder that oldie emperor was starstruck when he saw her.

And you should know, as an emperor, he probably saw hundreds of beauties.

Still, he was entranced enough to title her the moment he saw her.

And now I have to suffer because of that.

Ayy, the saying that beauty is a curse is the truth.

Well, let's hope that Jiang Qingyuan forgets about me and I get kicked out of the palace with all the other untouched people.

Let's pray together, maybe Buddha hears us.

As if!!

Please, lit a candle for me~