Got windy

„I went out."

„On road careful..."

The leather shoes step on the voice of ground gradually to go far away, in the apartment suddenly becomes silence reigns. Sits with is supporting the door in ground Sayu single-handed, stands up slowly.

„... Good."

She twittering, was returning to the living room from the threshold to buddhism in a soft voice, since starts to reorganize puts the breakfast thing on table, the preparation taking away kitchen cleans.

After the breakfast, clear washing dishes plate.

Goes out from Katou Yusuke starts, this is her daily first work.

The water current gushes out from the pipeline, then to, brings some icy coldly, making the Ogiwara Sayu train of thought gradually clear.

„Dingdong" the sound resounds in the basin, the clear bowl plate touches the sound biography to hear, the command lives alone to feel that the lonely innermost feelings obtained several points to alleviate.

Because in the family/home may not for drying in the shade space, therefore after washing bowl plate, Sayu wipes to go to the above water drop immediately.

Waits to complete these matters time, has crossed for about ten minutes.

Arrived at the recent station probably ten minutes of distances from here, Yusuke has caught the cable car? So long as such words sat stand can go to the school.

Is thinking such matter, Sayu feels immediately somewhat funnily.

" How even rides the cable car? "

( Regardless how I thought aloud again, no one is listening, no one will respond. Whenever Yusuke at home, the frequency of my alone language will not promote sharply, will also follow to grow lonely doubled and re-doubled.)

„On the other hand, Yusuke had said outside we can go to eat meal together, is this appointment...?"

Sayu is muttering, the cheeks become blushes at the same time, heartbeat also some speed up slightly.

„..."

She called one in a soft voice, movement slightly on hand.

Here we go again.

„I am thinking the Yusuke matter."

Sayu lags behind whispers low voice, the tray that will dry takes in the cabinet. Then by nose snort/hum one breath.

Until now left home to have 20 days, takes money that the Elder Brother is giving, is hugging " , so long as can leave that family/home far point " such idea, unceasing passed in each hotel alone, went through many places is coming to Tokyo from Hokkaidou.

Until all spent final one cent.

That can of coffee in memory are still clearly discernible, thinks indistinctly also has that being drunk middle-aged man.

The face has become slurred, only remembers that person said something to smooth things over probably with oneself.

In the world does not have good intentions with no reason at all, does not have evil intention with no reason at all.

In clear(ly) knows oneself are one " female high-school student " in situation, that middle-aged person is actually still thinking invited the indefinite tense bomb on my society to the family/home, should fully enjoy JK this status.

Sayu is thinking indifferently: „My then mood is what is coming...?"

Anxious, no use and weak, as if almost must comply.

Then mysterious met that youngster.

„Really is an inconceivable person... also takes small two years old compared with me obviously, makes people feel both mature and reliable."

„On this easily takes me to bring back to the home, as staying for temporary lodging condition, given does housework at help/gang merely " " this casual excessive reason..."

„Really cannot comprehend..."

( I am a full of vigor and vitality female high-school student . Moreover, although is not quite probably right by oneself, but I think that my beauty is very good. This did not boast, is only an objective fact.)

„At least a little... that thought...?"

After words exit|to speak, the Sayu mood becomes inexplicable depressed.

( Why?)

She does not do clearly.

Had never before felt this anxiety.

Katou Yusuke not in the time made her feel that extremely long, housework assignment completed immediately, remaining waited, waits for a person to go home.

He for the comic magazine that she buys, although looks is very slow, actually was also several days looks. When reads, compared with the content, " Katou Yusuke deliberately this instead makes her feel happy for book that she buys " .

The time that these and Katou Yusuke spent together, making her think that was relieved and satisfied.

However after relief, some of her instead fears.

How( can I place oneself in the so happy environment? What advantage do I have to provide to Yusuke? Does not think completely clearly.)

Every day lives, in this type of unknown origin in the day of anxiously pestering, Sayu is even thinking.

" If Yusuke can simple started to be good to me. "

Such she can also be more relaxed.

Was being needed by by this concise easy to understand way, she also thought that can bump to Katou Yusuke are not related, even also has one to hope in the heart deep place.

Ogiwara Sayu do not understand why will have such idea, but is finally obvious, Katou Yusuke has never had any overflight behavior.

„Oh... felt relieved obviously, actually becomes anxious. Obviously anxious, the innermost feelings feel warm."

She uses to twist the good cleaning rag to clean the desktop, the sigh of mouth is falling in torrents.

„When can I treat here?"

She is muttering, sits on the bed, as soft buttocks a mattress vibration.

( Once not convenient time, Yusuke will choose me drives out?)

For example hands over the girlfriend and so on...

Well-remembered, she remembered in last night washer, that Katou Yusuke blue shirt.

And that light flower fragrance on shirt.

Such a thinks, Sayu then felt the heart seems is seized the same pain to be inexplicable.

„After all Yusuke that gentle."

Therefore regarding will have the girl to like on his, Sayu is not sceptical.

If had some girl to conduct the confession to Yusuke, Yusuke also happen to complied...

At the appointed time, own existence will turn into the barrier without a doubt.

Sayu so thinks.

Even if in her mind, the high-school student, the lover in contact will run up to frequently to Fang Family plays, especially the groom's family lived alone, invites in the family/home still naturally.

( Words in that case, are impossible to have space to hold I.)

Own boyfriend and a female student who do not have the blood relationship live together under frequently eaves, perhaps regardless of how the magnanimous female student is unable to accept this point again.

„Haha, if he hands over the girlfriend, how to say again I also can only leave."

The Sayu mouth exudes the awkward laughter, the negativity chain-react in head, making her unable to bear think of the unnecessary matter.

The picture in delusion flashed in the brain unceasingly, making the internal organs of Sayu closely shrink probably got up to be the same.

" The female student who Yusuke and I do not know is shifty. "

So long as thinks that scene, Ogiwara Sayu then feels very repugnant.

„There is no relations with me."

„Even if Yusuke really made the girlfriend, that is still his own choice."

„After the contact, will have that condition is very normal."

She attempts to convince itself with various reasons.

But more is imagines, the innermost feelings more feel extremely disgruntledly.

„How oh... this is..."

Her dejected lying down on the bed, the uncomfortableness that the stomach transmitted makes her body roll up.

Has never experienced the loneliness and negativity compose an vortex, almost must swallow her.

„Yusuke... you come back quickly."

Seek help is reciting the name of that person in a soft voice, Sayu gradually goes off.