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Tw: abuse and mentions of abuse

Suga POV

Middle school

I was walking through the halls with my best friends daichi and Asahi when I got really light headed. I started to fall and faultered to thrusting my wings open to catch myself. I braced for impact but only felt my knees hit the floor I looked up to see daichi reaching to catch me. My wings were wrapped around daichi and Asahi shoulders. I reached my hand up to my head and rubbed my temples. I looked up and told daichi and Asahi I needed to go to the nurses office. We started walking their with my wings around there shoulders and their arms around my waist. When we got to the nurses office I let go and tried to walk on my own. I didn't make it very far as I hit the floor and blacked out. "Perks of being an anorexic" I thought. I woke up to the feeling of my shirt being tugged at and I sat up and freaked out pulling my legs to my chest. "Please don't touch me. Please!" I cried out then realized my mistake. I just said that to the school nurse and my two best friends. My eyes teared up and I choked out a silent "sorry" And I avoided eye contact at all costs. "Suga. Is there something wrong. I noticed while we were carrying you that your waist is way thinner than it's supposed to be. You know you can tell me if anything is wrong." Daichi said putting his hand on my cheek. I burst out in tears and threw my arms around his neck and just let the tears flow down my face as daichi rubbed my back and Asahi sat next to me on the bed to rub my knee and thigh in a comforting way. After 30 minutes of crying I started whispering into daichi's  neck. "E-ever since I was a kid my. " I breathed in as a way to try and calm my nerves. "My dad was abusive and he would get his friends to do things to me that I was unable to stop. I tried to tell you guys so many times. But everytime I would come to school and see you guys all cheerful and happy I thought I would destroy your happiness and I didn't want to do that. So I kept it all to myself and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so scared everyday after practice when I have to go home because I don't know what it will be like or who will be there or even what will happen to me when I walk through the door." I didn't peel my head from daichi's warm and comforting neck and I waited for a response. " Asahi. Go get in my bag and get my phone for me please." Is all he said and I flinched in fear of what was gonna happen. I heard some shuffling then a few keypad tones and everything went silent until I heard a slight "911 what's your emergency." I peeled my head from daichi's neck and made eye contact with him. He had tears flooding his cheeks and he piped up into the phone. "I-i was just told by my b-best friend that he's been abused in many way since childhood. We're at our school right now in the nurses office. I can't talk right now so I'm giving the phone to the nurse." Daichi pulled me into a warm embrace and I burst out I to tears. I looked over to Asahi and pulled him into the high and we all cried together until the police got there. I went with the police and begged for Asahi and daichi to be able to come along. They agreed and we started off to my house. When we got there I walked inside daichi trailing behind me. I told him to stay by the door and listen for anything to happen. I walked into my house and up the stairs to my room and entered my room and started to pack up my belongings. I heard a creak behind me and turned around to see my dad standing in the doorway. "Koushi Where do you think your going. Your not leaving anywhere." I screamed as my dad kicked me to the ground and started to beat me into the ground. I started to feel my dad struggling with something and I looked up to see daichi trying to pull my dad off me. I fumbled around trying to find something hard enough to throw in the direction of my window. I felt a textbook on my floor and I picked it up and threw it through my window and me and daichi screamed out for help. I heard and felt a thump on the floor beside me and realized that daichi was on the floor with me and my dad was punching him while kneeling next to me while he kneed my side and then I blacked out. I don't know how long I was out for but I woke up in the hospital with feeding and oxygen tubes hooked up to me. I looked around and all I saw was a white room u til my eyes fell onto a curtain next to me. "H-hello? Is there anyone in here with me?" The curtain whipped open to reveal daichi sitting on the bed behind the curtain. I immediately sat up and darted out of the bed ignoring the pain that shot through my side. I latched onto daichi and I heard him since in pain. I said a quiet sorry through my sobs of happiness that I would finally get to be out of that house and free from my hellish life with that bitch that called himself my father. He held me for a while and he even cried with me. I sat up and looked him in the eye. "Hey daichi. How long have I been here and unconscious?" He looked at me and smiled "we've only been here for about 7 hours suga. There's nothing to worry about." I nodded and he helped me get up and get back into my bed. A sudden wave of fear and realization hit me and I felt a knot in my throat. I looked over at daichi with what I could only assume as a terrified expression because he looked back at me and his face dropped from a comforting smile to shocked and concerned frown. "Sugawara what's wrong?" I started to tear up slightly but I held the tears back as I managed to choke out the words that had made me so scared. "Where am I going to live now. I don't have any family left?" Daichi smiled and just replied with a simple "me. I already explained everything to my mom and she agreed to take you in and let you live with us." I smiled and let my tears fall for the hundredth time today. I quickly wiped my tears as I sat up and turned around to see Asahi and daichi's family walk in with a nurse and the nurse looked shocked to see I was awake. "Now how long have you been awake sweetheart?" I smiled shyly at her and said a quiet "45 minutes I think." She said ok them took my vitals before saying something that terrified me to the core. "Daichi can be released in 3 days however sugawara you have to stay for a few weeks because if the condition your body is in." I looked up at her in fear and I nodded. Daichi said he would stay the night with me in the hospital.

Time skip to three weeks later

I was out of the hospital and moving in with daichi. I was happy and living my best life.  I went back to school and carried on with my normal life. When me, daichi, and Asahi got into high school I confessed my feelings for daichi and he said he felt the same way. We started dating and I couldn't be happier with my life.

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