The only thing he was ever fixated on was Ye Ranran. In all these years living, the only person he wanted to love, to pursue, was Ye Ranran.
In the past, when she didn't love him, he wanted to become better so that his elder brother wouldn't be overly burdened and could spare time to look after her, to accompany her.
Now, she was in love with him, he wanted to protect her, shelter her for a lifetime from worries, he wanted her always to be happy.
Apart from Ye Ranran, he did not care about anyone or anything else.
Though his family was not like others, filled with underhanded fights, he was used to being independent since childhood and wasn't really attached to his home.
But he cared about Ye Ranran, very, very much, more than he cared about his own life.
Exactly for this reason, he blamed himself greatly. Why did he leave her alone there in the first place?
He perfectly knew that...
This could have been avoided in the first place, but he let it happen.