Chapter 10

Kellan POV

Wow, Serena really good this evening and I can't actually wait to ask her out, that is if she will accept me with all my baggage and flaws.

I fell in love with her the moment I saw her seating on the floor on the pavement at the park. Her blue eyes and snowy blonde hair attracted me to her.

I was happy for once, damn I don't know why I'm attracted to her to so much. What could I have possibly done wrong.

Did I move to fast with her?

Did she not like me back?

Was it all in my imagination that she liked me back?

Oh gosh I'm so stupid, I need to apologize to her first thing tomorrow. I can't deal with her any more, I can't believe I ruined the little chance I had with her.

I felt damn good when I told her ex I was her husband, fiancé and soon to be husband. I really wished it was true and I pictured our little family in my head, never knew I was a fantasy land.

That slap really woke me up, it actually brought me back to reality and where I belong.

I care too deep for her, if I should still insist on staying here I think I will be over obsessed with her, I might end up doing something that will make me loose her like forever. I

have to return home. Will go back with mum and dad, will book the first flight first thing tomorrow.

I was just driving around aimlessly. I don't know where to go or what to do any more, I parked my car in front of a pub as I fisted my hair in my hands.

Events of the evening rushing back at me, I punched my steering wheel but I still do not feel anything

Damn it! How could she compare me to that ex of hers, I'm no saint but I'm never that heartless. Is that the reason why the smile has left her eyes, she smiles and laughs but when you closely look at her you can figure it out that she is doing that out of curtsy .

I'm so torn between fighting for what I want and running away. As I made my way inside in the pub I couldn't get the image of her facial expressions out of my mind.

The way she looked at me, the angry eyes she glared at me with, the way her chest rose and fell, the snare on her cute and delicious lips, but in all the hurt and anger where safely hidden behind the curtain of the pupil

But she enjoyed the kiss as much as I did, or was it also in my imagination that she enjoyed it, I'm so sure she enjoyed it, she wouldn't have moaned into my mouth, rub her body on mine, she even fisted my hair and moved me flushed against her, so what happened all of a sudden that a mystery question for another time.

Immediately I sat down right in front of the bar attender the bar attender gave me a wink, she might be beautiful but she wasn't Serena.

Gosh I'm so not in the mood for this, although she is quite charming she can never be like Serena, like never or ever. Fuck why I'm I comparing her to Serena .

"What on your mind handsome" she asked touching my hand on the counter, she began to draw some small lines on my hand.

I immediately redrew my hand feeling disgusted by the act, she didn't mind thou, she just laughed it off as if I didn't just brush her off.

"Come on handsome, looking at you now it seems you're having a girl problem" she said biting her lip in a seductive way.

"That none of your business, give me a tequila please" I said making sure she knows I'm not interested in her at all I wasn't rude to her but with my tone she will definitely understand I was serious when I said I wasn't in the mood.

"Come on babe don't do this, you know you want it just go for it, I'm free after 30min" she said pulling her dress down to show me a little bit of her boobs.

Is she a wore or something, I know I get this a lot girls throwing themselves at me but I never find any of them attractive.

She has a nice boobs thou, no man can turn her down at this rate, but my mind is on a little blue eyed ice princess.

"Wow!!, seriously tell me who is this girl" she asked after all her attempts failed, she talked to me casually like we where some old time besties.

I was confused for a bit so I raised a question eye brow at her. Like what going on, I looked behind me people where busy doing their thing, I looked to both sides and no one was looking or paying attention to us.

So who was she talking to, then realization drawn upon my face, she was referring to me.

"You know you turned down all my advances and the look on your face screams you are thinking of another girl so who is that girl" she asked again, leaning on the counter.

"That no business of yours" I said gulping my drink down.

"I might help, since I'm a girl. Try me and see" she persuaded, looking at her, I was torn between telling her or not.

Any way I will tell her cause she wouldn't see me ever again.

It turns out she is a lesbian( no offense please) and she is never interested in guys. She was just tempting me.

After telling her everything not literally everything the most important things, she looked at me as if I have two heads.

"She loves you" she screamed at me. Nobody will hear us thou because of the loud music at the back ground.

"No she doesn't" I insisted, looking at the drink in my hands.

"She does, and she needs you right now, go to her before another man comforts her" She shoo me away smiling lovely at me.

With that new found strength I hurriedly left my business card and paid for the drink and left the pub, looking at her great fully

With new found determination I drove fast to the apartment with Serena all over my mind