You will regret it

In the guest room waiting a tall man with blonde hair standing closed to the windows. Emma enter the guest room.

"Your highness, the princess is here.." The man turn around, a bright golden iris shining and rounding staring to the presence of a splendid beauty in front of him.

"Older sister.."

"I greet you the crown prince of The holy Mahalingga"

"Hope the God Bless you with a glory" Instead of except my greet, he is frowning and sit without i asked him to sit. I following him to sit on the sofa"

"Emma, leave us.."

"Yes, your highness.." Emma leave and then Myer sighing roughly.

"What do you think you are doing, sister?!"

"Have you lost your mind?" i sip the tea from the tea cup on my hand.

"tch!" hearing me tickle my tongue stunned him.

"It's none of your business', are you not having another work to do? why should you come here for the trial?"

Myer still unable to say something, he still in the shock seeing how difference Amelia in front of him.

"Hey, what do you coming here for? Point out your business' and then leave. You will see me on the trial, what you want from me by coming here, huh?"

"sister, did you eat something wrong?"

"What is happening to you?"

"Why've you become like this?"

"If you talking about my attitude, unmannered, no etiquette"

"I don't need that anymore..."

"Soon i will become a commoner. i don't need that annoying shit" Myer seems in more shock.

"Wh-what do you mean by that?!"

"I and Prince Cessare will end our relationship soon. I will leave this empire and start my new life with Emma in her Village.." Myer rise up from the sofa.

"Are you crazy?!!"

"You are the one who throw your status to coming here, to be his wife. Now, what nonsense were you talking about?!"

"Do you expected me become his fiancée for the rest of my life? that damn crown prince have no intention to marry me.."

"Be careful on your words, sister" Myer clearly showing how uncomfortable he is with how i talked. yet, i ignored him.

"So, you give up, just like that?!!" The tension become more heavy, i think my blood pressure getting high and high.

"HEY! This and that have nothing to do with ya!! Why the hell ya fricking rising up yer damn voices on me?!!" As if he turn into a stone, Myer trembling seeing my reaction. Or the first time in his life time since he was born, experience such a side of Amelia. He back to sit.

"Sister,.. something wrong with you, you never became like this no matter what happened to you" His facial expression getting complicated by the time of our conversation.

"Why are you showing me that ugly expression? are you pitying me? Neglected me, now, pitying me? you are So funny" I'm mocking him. He bit his lips.

"That--" Myer trying to explain something but hold himself.

"Just remember this well, the person that you used to know is not exist anymore. Just how you turn a blind eyes along this past of 2 years, please do it for the rest of your life. Just think that yo never have an older sister from the beginning"

"All of you despise me just because I'm not someone you expecting to be"

"I thought that i could become my true self in my own home, instead, they hide a lingering hatred toward me and left me as soon as they have the chance"

" I don't need your pathetic sympathy, i chose wrong choices and i will taking the whole responsibility for every choices that i took before, now and after"

Myer still shut his mouth and not even look into me. He looks like a world hit him with a big rock and trample on his heart. Amelia might be an arrogance bitch, but she was not one when they were still a small children. For him, there must be left a good memories about his older sister. And then he growing with despiteful feeling toward Amelia. He thought in Amelia's eyes he was nothing but a burden, until he found out that Amelia not able to use any magic specially an holy power that bestow upon her became a waste, he started looking down upon her, thinking that the actual burden is his older sister.

"Myer, i know you despise me since a long time ago"

"?!!" His eyes finally meet my eyes, but at that moment, Myer feeling like in the edge of a cliff been pinch down by a giant wolf. He realize that the person in front of him is not the same older sister that he used to know. I then rose up from my sit position. staring very sharp on him.

"If by chance we meet outside, just ignored me, treat me like a stranger"

"Tell our father that i would never step on his kingdom ever again"

"Si-sister!!"

"You will regret--" Myer shout to his might but i cut his word.

"No, You will regret it, all of you.." I respond with the most optimistic word.