Reincarnation in the new world

"HELLO READERS I'M WRITING MY FIRST NOVEL SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I MAKE ANY SPELLING OR GRAMMAR MISTAKES AND I HAVE READ NOVELS AND MANGA AND I AM WRITING MY OWN NOVEL INSPIRED BY THEM I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR PRECIOUS TIME 'THANKYOU' "

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A man is sitting on a chair in a room of  kingdom castle and that man is a hero of the kingdom

[ In the end, I have nothing, even if I have everything, what hero is he who could not save his sister ? ] ~Main character thoughts/think

[ It seems that my time is also over, the curse diseases is almost drain all my life spam, It's almost time to my end ]

"I hope I could see my sister after death"

Then the man eyes get closed

AFTER A FEW SECONDS...

[ I think I'm dead but why I feel so good Its likes as if I am clinging to someone's arms and whose voice I am hearing? ]

"This baby heart is not beating" ~ A old women voice

" What? No it's my child ,please save my baby "  ~ A young lady voice

" I will give everything please save this child " ~ A young man voice

[ What are these voice? Baby? Who ? And whose heart beat is not beating ? ]

" I try to save the baby but only if there is a miracle this child can be saved " ~ old lady

"Please save my son" ~ a crying yound lady voice

[ Why I'm feeling warm ? It's like someone try to heal me ]

[ What ? Am I that child whose heartbeat has stopped but then how am I hearing these sounds and why I can't move any body part it's feel like I am dead but my consciousness is alive? ]

[ Then how I feels warm ? If my heart beat stop and why I am in child body ? ]

AFTER  A MINUTE.....

Light suddenly started glowing all over the  child's body and then

" Waa waaah , waa waah " ~ crying sound of baby

" MIRACLE ! Baby heart beat started " ~ old lady

" Thanks for saving my child priest(former) " ~ yound lady

" I just did my job, but the child's survival is a miracle "~ old lady

"But priest why my child didn't open his eyes" ~ yound lady

" I think it will take some time for the child to recover completely and it's newly born baby and I will use high level magic I think it's effect on child body , it will take some time for recovery " ~ old lady

[ Why I am crying and it's feel like I can't control my emotions and body ]

[ Why I am feeling sleepy ]

And then baby goes to sleep

" Priest I am Take you toh the outside " ~ young man

" Ok,,   Sita ( young lady )  you also need some rest if you have any problem then come to my house anytime  " ~ old lady

" Thankyou priest, If we have any problem we will definitely come to you " ~ young man

And Then the Young Man take outside the Priest.

Sita lying down on the bed with her son and son is sleeping

Sita is worried because her son is not awake and it has been almost one day since he slept

And then Sita hearing crying sound of her baby

Sita feeds her breastmilk and then baby crying stop but the baby hasn't opened his eyes and Sita is still worried

[ Who is young lady who feeds me her breastmilk , I think I somehow reincarnated to child body or else I reborn and i think young lady is this child mom ]

[ But why I can't open my eyes , I tried hard to open my eyes but it's feel like pain in my eyes if I tried to open my eyes ]

[ If I can't open my eyes , I won't be able to see anything And then I will become a burden to my this life of parents then They will also abondend me like my last life parents]

In my last life I born with disease which keeps draining my life energy from moving with time and that disease is very rare only four people have that disease in 1000years and fifth person is me and nobody survive from that disease.

And my parents abandoned me because of cursed disease and then I grew up in orphanage ]

[ That orphanage is involved many illegal activities or crimes , I lived my life like hell at the age of 6 ]