It's still a week away but there are just so much work to do for the party that I am already exhausted. I have to organize the party myself because the emperor won't do this and I am the only capable royal member . But still organizing a birthday party is a first for me though I don't have any problem probably because of the body's memories.
But I sometimes still remember my past family , I was the youngest out of four other brother of mine.
My parents didn't even like me that much because I was a girl . I wonder if someone mourned for me later? I didn't really had any friends to speak of anyway.
"Princess you should take a break."
Julia cared for me very much , I am lucky to have her besides me.
"Yeah you are right , how about a snack break."
"I will bring some refreshments"
I love to sit in the terrace and enjoy some time alone , I usually eat there too since I don't have to eat a family meal.
Well the view from the terrace is nice . The royal palace is as big as a small City , probably because it was built a long time ago .
It has a great history , but sometimes it feels stuffy . At times like those I take a walk in the garden and seem to find Derek everytime by 'coincidences' according to him .
But he is rather cute and charming at the same time.
The life here is not so bad if I ignore those looks sometimes I receive.
"Princess you look troubled"
Oh , I have worried Derek.
"I'm fine , just there is a lot to prepare."
"I see"
"Derek would you come to the party as my partner?"
"Yes!?"
He made the most troubled face ever , I controlled my laugh though.
"You won't?"
"No .. I mean it's my honor princess."
"So will you or not?"
"Of course I will go with you."
We both laughed at that.
Nice , it seems like the awkwardness is gone now.
I made some progress at least.