bad feeling

The days that follow were quite hectic than usual, mother's were preparing their daughters for the festival and not forgetting the mother talk on how to be a good wife to their husbands.

Fathers gave their sons advise on how to be good husbands to their wives and how to choose a good wife.

Ma took me everywhere she went to giving me advice and teaching me how to cook good dishes for my future Kain, how to buy food stuff from the market, how to answer my husband in any occasion I was getting tired of everything.

I mean I know how to be a good wife, it's everything they teach us young girl in the village from when we start walking. I for one have always taken this teaching seriously because I want to be a perfect wife for my future Kain. I learned how to cook, clean, wash and any other domestic work.

I take extra care of my body to make sure I don't look less attractive. I know I have to be in perfect shape for my Kain. I am prepared physically and psychologically for my Kain. I made sure that no man touch me, I am extra careful around men cause I dont want unnecessary attention but no matter how much I try I keep on attracting men.

Both men and boys who see me always praise my figure. I wish my Kain will appreciate my figure as they do. Everytime I think of my Kain my mind always draws me to the 1. red night. I have heard so many talks from the girls in the village about the red night.

They say it's the most painful night in a girl's life. That being penetrated for the first time is more painful than child birth especially if your Kain is a rough one or if his manhood is extra big. I don't know if they are exaggerating but I know I am more than scared of my red night.....

Ma kept on teaching me how to please my husband and on. She bought me beautiful rappers and very lovely beats. They were three set of rappers for the three days of the festival and the beautiful beats. She bought them in all quality like hand beats, neck beats, hair beats, ear beats, leg beats and waist beats. They were in all colours, I admire them before it heat me 'but where did ma have money for all this beautiful and expensive things'. We are not a rich family but we survive from farming and PA's hunting so where is money coming from.

With my thoughts I walked to the back of the house to find ma for explanation. She was in the kitchen cooking so I walked to her and asked "ma where did you get money for those expensive rappers and beats".

She turned to me and smiled "dear, the money is from your father. I asked him too and he said he had some dealings with that friend of his"

"You mean the man selling lands for the evil king" I asked with a curious face

"Yes him" ma said simply

I have been holding back my suspicion and thoughts for a while and I think it's the right time to let her know "ma, I honestly don't like Pa getting involve with things of that evil king. I mean how will he suddenly give Pa a huge peace of land for no reason hmmm ma I have bad feelings about his intentions ohh. I mean from the things I hear about him he knows every detail about every land in his Kingdoms" .

1. red night means the first night for a husband and wife.

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