Cheated

Dread filled every bone in my body as I stood here and waited for Alex to come to the door. When I woke up this morning sadness hit me instantly when I seen Christopher had left. I started to question everything. That's until I read the letter Christopher left me.

Last night was the best sex I've ever had and I want it again. I feel guilty but at the same time I deserve to feel loved. Christopher cherished every part of my body and he made love to me like he had loved me with all his heart.

Alex would lose his mind if he found out because I think I loved Christopher and not just because of the great sex. It's like my heart opened up when we made love last night and now I'm a conflicted mess because I love Alex just as much.

Is this why Gods cheat. Does Alex love Sasha just as much as me? "It's nice of you to finally make your way here." A deep voice that I knew like the back of my hand.

I looked up to a disheveled Alex. His tie was undone, His hair was messy and his gray eyes didn't hold a ounce of warmth. Maybe I should come back. "Are you going to come in?" He sharply asked with a raised eyebrow. What happened to have him so on edge?

I hesitated a second to long causing him to grab me and pull me inside. "I kind of don't have all day to wait for you. There's a meeting going on." He stated as he slammed the doors shut. My assumptions were Instantly squashed when he teleported us to the board room.

I thought he would have me wait in the garden or dining hall. I looked around at all the annoyed and exhausted faces what happened? I landed on Christopher and a blush took hold of my face. He looked up and me and he shook his head and looked away.

What was I doing? I was making it obvious. I looked away too fast, landing on a smirking Zavier. He gave me a knowing look. He wouldn't know as long as I kept it a secret. I rushed and sat down. Alex was staring at me with an intense gaze causing me to blush more.

I was flustered, this was a bad idea. I was horrible at keeping secrets. "You seem kind of flustered. What's on your mind?" Zavier wryly asked. He couldn't know. "Nothing. Everyone is just on edge and it's awkward." I lied. I would say it was with ease but I used a high pitched voice.

"What are you nervous about?" Zavier mockingly asked. He knew. He seen the future and knew but as long as I stuck with my lie I could deny it. It was my word against his. "You looking at me is making me uncomfortable." I stated as I looked away.

Bad idea because I came face to face with Christopher making out with Chasity. That shouldn't hurt like it did. I looked away fast. I felt like crying. All people did was use me. If not for one thing it was for another.

"Are you about to cry?" Zavier asked making my tears dissipate instantly. He was making me angry. "What is your problem. Just because you had a bad day doesn't mean you can bother me and ruin mine." I snapped out.

Alex gave Zavier a look making me annoyed more. Why was I even here? "Where is my son at?" I asked annoyed. Alex looked at me and smiled a beautiful smile. "He's sleep. You'll get to see him after this meeting is done." Alex declared not at all helping with my annoyance.

I thought Christopher's good fortune would've made this less painful. "Everyone is sitting around. I don't want to be here all day." I started as I looked around. I made sure not to look at Christopher because I was hurt right now.

"Do you have something better to do or shall I say someone better?" Alex gritted out. He knew. How? I doubt Christopher would be that stupid to get him self killed.

"I wanted to see my son but it looks like I won't be seeing him today." I tried going the safer route. Acting dumb could work in my favor. "You'll see him once we're done. That's if you are honest with me." Alex stated causing dread to take hold of me. I would be deflecting before I came clean.

"Why am I being interrogated when you are the one who was stealing my magic?" Alex paused from the shock of what I stated, giving me enough time to come up with a argument.

"You think I forgot that you've been stealing my magic? All my magic came back after time froze and the book I found along with everything else proves you stole it. Plus I woke up more powerful than I ever had been today." I gritted out. I was definitely not faking my anger. Today I woke up with so much power flowing through me. He stole my magic.

"You think I stole your magic?" Alex absentmindedly asked seeming to be deep in thought.

He was now the one playing dumb. "I know you did." I confidently stated. The tables have turned.

He sat for a second deep in thought. "So you think cheating on Alex with Christopher is the equivalent of him protecting you and all dimensions?" Zavier asked making me fume. He knew I would out talk Alex so he jumped in. I'm not dumb.

"He stole my magic and what I do in my own time is my business. Especially when all he does is cheat on me. I know about all the Goddesses he's been with." I gritted out. Even though the last part was a lie, I wasn't that naive. My mind seemed alittle clearer since I've been gone.

I knew all he did was cheat. "I've only ever had sex with Sasha and that wasn't on purpose, She tricked me." Alex stated through gritted teeth. He was angry. Was I slandering him?

"Tell me, how was me being tricked into loving someone the equivalent of you cheating on me with a council member for a favor?" Alex asked causing me to pause. A favor.

"What do you mean a favor?" I screeched out. I did not have sex for a favor. He looked at me and shook his head. He pointed to Christopher, I guess giving him the floor.

"You don't have to be ashamed. I took most of the blow for you. I told him you were desperate to see your son and when I declined you offered up sex for giving you fortune." Christopher blatantly lied.

"You lying bastard." I screeched out as I slammed him against the wall. "Fuck." He gritted out. "You really want to lie and say that us making love all last night was for anything but what it was?" I gritted out. It looked like his luck ran out.

"We didn't make love." He groaned as I slammed him back into the wall. "Really because that love letter you left me this morning was because of a favor?" I gritted out. I could feel myself losing grip on my emotions.

"I didn't leave you a letter. You are delusional." He groaned causing me to throw him across the room with all my might. He slammed into a filing cabinet with a huge bang. Blood was dripping from his head turning his blond hair a blackish red.

"Ahhhhhhh." Chasity screamed out as we all watch the blood gush out of his head. She could cry me a river. I didn't care. He would heal just fine. The huge slash he had on his head was most likely from the force and power I used to throw him into the cabinet. Him hitting his face against it didn't help either.

Chasity ran over to Christopher giving him a kiss that caused jealousy to flare In me. I don't even know why I was so jealous. I used my magic and threw Chasity away from him. "Mazaya." Alex gritted out.

"All anyone ever does is use me. I didn't have sex for a favor." I screamed as I threw the Love letter on the table. "You used me for my magic and Christopher used me for sex." I cried out as I was about to teleport out.

A cry had me pause. I looked over to Tod holding Blake. He was still the same size and looked how I remembered. I hesitated for a second making Tod bring Blake to me. "My baby." I cried out as I looked at Blake. He was so perfect. He was looking at me with his bright green eyes.

I took him from Tod and smiled at him. He was perfect. "You're still so tiny." I cooed. "Of course he is I wouldn't let you miss him growing up." Alex stated causing guilt to eat away at me. "Thank you." I meekly stated.