*WARNING*(18+&PARENTAL ADVISORY)Chapter 43 A Year Later

*AVERY'S POINT OF VIEW*

I walk into the club "Hello Boss" one of my employee's said as I walkeed into my office.As soon as I sit down I reach into my top drawer as I pull out a bottle of Jack Daniels and a bag of coke. Just as I finish there is a knock on the office door. "Enter!" I yelled out as i sniff and hide my bagie.Nick walk in "Mom when you coming home? I know you're working late and always high. Not to mention in a week your getting marrie to Zane." (Just shut up and here is $250.00 got my shit?) "Yes I do and here! Well Zane wants you home mom he misses you and needs help with y'alls wedding. Your always working now and we hardly ever see you anymore!" (Yeah whatever Nick,as you know all of us members are busy lately! I'll be home in a couple hours and have Damien pick me up as I will not be driving my car home tonight.) "I'll take you home since I have business here and in the area." (Whatever son that is fine so now leave!) I sit there thinking back to that day of Sam's funeral and drink a shot. **FLASHBACK** As I was beating the hell out of Sam's dead body and Zane trying to pull me away I his voice and froze as I turned around hoping I was hearing things. I see Jakob "Avery stop it now! Have you lost your god damn mind?" He said and I stare I knew he had a plan but I didn't know what the hell it was. Then right before my eyes I see Nick shoot Jakob "You ruined us all with your underground life and your faking your death. You BROKE MOM ASSHOLE!" I screamed as I ran to him "NO no no. Not again. Jakob! " I cried out as Zane stood next to us and Jakob touched my face with blood all over his hand, "I'm sorry Sweetheart but I needed you to kill Abel, I paid a lot of people to help fake my death. I love you Averyand congratulations to you two on y'alls pregnancy. " Jakob said "I love you too and it's okay." I said and he smiled as he took his last breath. I took off running and drove Zane's car to Paulies Cabin . when i get there i go straight toi the liquar cabinate but find powder and do a little while I have a shot and as soon as I see Paulie I punch him "You fucking liar! You said your men did CPR!" I screamed at him as I glare. "Avery I couldn't tell you as I promised and I told you he was at the hospital but I never once said he was dead!Also what the fuck are you doing!" I walk towards the door but get stopped by Paulie "What the hell is going on Avery?" (I killed Sam's parent and then Jakob showed up and Nick killed him.I need to go to Zane.Oh My God I left him at the graveyard! I can't take it Paulie I'm loosing it) ** END OF FLASHBACK** After I gave birth to Zane's and I's son who we named Zane Jakob Bateman I ended up drinking and got hooked on cocaine. Zane has stayed by myside no matter what. I sit there and call him,"Hey Babydoll you alright?How's work?" (Its good but Baby come pick me up.)" I'm already here Babygirl just come out back."(Why are you here?)" Nick called and told me after he seen you Buttercup." I grab my things and slip out the back and see where Zane is parked but just as I take a step I stumble and lean against the door,so Zane lifts me up and getts me in the car."Damn it Babygirl, why are you doing this to yourself? It will all be over soon." I hear him murmuring under his breath as he gets the car buckle fastened. I wake up to Rose in the morning "Mom get up little Zane's crying and dad 's in the shower." I get up and walk out half asleep as i get our son as I make his bottle and rock him Zane walks in, "Buttercup I thought you was at work when I came out." he says as he leans down to kiss us. I smile at him "No Bad Boy I'm off today so we can plan our wedding. After breakfast we have everything set up for our wedding and he still wont tell me where we are goin to go for our honeymoon. I'm now very skinny because of me being on that shit for 9 months straight now. I give the girl's a kiss as it's now 7:15am and they head out for school the boys left already, Angel is getting dropped off by Damien and Zane 's taking Rose. so I head up stairs to take a shower and go to get my stash but it's gone ,I start paniacing so i look in my purse and find a note "Please Avery,Stop or We will not get married and I will take our son from you. You know just as well as I do that you need help! We got Aleck and Nick clean I know that you will do it for OUR CHILDREN AND US! I love you Buttercup more than anything and I know that you love me more then that shit!" I tear our bedroom apart as I search but he took it all from me. I sit on the floor crying and then remember I have the shower running, so I go take a long shower. *ZANE'S POINT OF VIEW* As I drive Rose to school she looks at me "Dad will mom get better? I promise not to say anything to grandpa and grandma besides that she has a eating disorder." (Thanks honey. Also yes she will, you and Angel will stay there two weeks and we will get you when we get home either that day or next day.) I glance in the mirror at our son and I know that if anything Junior will bring her back to us. After Rose is at school and Junior is at her parents I head home and I know that fucking World War 3 is going to happen since I took all her junk and flushed it and hid her guns so she won't try and kill me. As I drive home I am nervous and even more nervous about our wedding next week.