getting ready to leave

as i was walking jay approached me hey nico i have the money the king sent you as usual i tossed him a gold coin as thanks i put the gold in the handy item box that only heroes can use i sigh thinking that why and how was i even qualified to be a hero i start to head to the royal blacksmith a dwarf with a hatred i would have liked if his daughter did not have a crush on me, i.e the hatred, i like it when people hate me it is refreshing and i do enjoy their moods drastically changing it funny to me but to hate me for something i did not do is crap as my internal monologue finished i proceeded to the forge as it gets warmer i hear yelling, give me the bag ves, no dad i will not let you tell nico he is not welcome and to go away, ves nico is the one who asked me to make it and i would be lying if i told you that if he died tomorrow ill be sad. why dad he did nothing wrong why are you mean to him. ves i hate nico because he is evil do you not see that he hate everyone, nico is conceited, egotistical nihilistic asshole the more than likely wants to die and will take everyone with him he is the hero now but what about five years or ten years from now he will be the enemy i guaranty it he will kill a lot of people., i start laughing as i enter n,nico ves says flustered the smith master garo turns sharply guarding his daughter with his arm protecting her front as if i would hurt her, i facepalm and start to shake my head i said garo i would not hurt an innocent no mater the race,creed,religious belief, ok your daughter is safe with me how ever anyone who dose try to harm her would be found in little pieces and thank you for calling me evil im glad some one gets it you love me don't you to know what kind of monster i am i smile at him he goes from relaxed to stiff the moment he understands what i said ves is laughing at her dads reaction because i was present for his conversation you can not say that i eavesdrop at all i was looking for a magic dagger to try some thing but there was non on the racks and had to ask if they had any i was at he counter they knew i was their and it would have been rude to interrupt there conversation he was saying that when you love someone you can understand their personality just by knowing them for a week or two it is natural he said that with conviction so much that i never corrected him and that was the first time we met it has been two weeks i can see the struggle he is in plain as day as i was about to change the topic ves asks nico dad said you can not love is it possible for you to date anyone. i pause and think is there anyway i would date lets see i know i hate human that's a given..... wait there are other races here like dwarfs, elf's, demigods, demons, dragons and others so far i have seen elf's and dwarfs and my world was over populated with humans and frankly they all should die my self included. i said yes given they are not human. as i said that i hear a thud i turn and see the princess she looks devastated like her mother died or something as tears start to run down her face she says so it was hopeless after all. she turns and runs away. i may have fucked up.

princess mie pov

i need to ask nico why he dose not like love is where he comes from did he used to love someone or did something happen to change his out look i want to know as i was looking i ran into jay the guard that gives nico his money from dad i go up to jay and ask if he has seen nico at all he said ye as he was going in the direction of the forge i say thank you and head to the forge as i was going their i hear laughter i rush to the edge of the door to hear what was going on and i hear ves the daughter of the smith master ask nico if he would ever date he pauses for what felt like an eternity i hear him say yes if they are not human i felt as if my hole body has went through a freeze spell and my hart starts beat fast why why dose it hurt then i remember my mother told me when you love someone and they say or do something that makes you sand it will hurt hundreds of times worse it will be like your hart was ripped out of your chest as i started breathing fast i move to where nico can see me and drop a book on accident the look he gave me when he saw me was even worse then what he said it was the look of pity like it did not even occur that i would be hurting at all from what he said he dose not care at all that realization hurt me the most nico dose not care about humans at all he hates them why dose he hate his own race so much. i take one more look at him and turn around and run away it hurt to much to think as i was running i bump into my brother when did he get back i then jump into his arms without thinking and start crying....