Missed (Poem)

Misjudged

Decided with no second thought

Misunderstood

Taken wrongly in no regard of fault

Misguided

Led down a path to destruction

Malfunction

Pass by because it all means nothin'

I'm sick!

Of everyone gettin' in my head

Having no sense of my worth, my views, my life

I'm sick!

Of being in a house that's not a home

Constantly living in a danger zone

I'm sick!

Of having to explain everything that I am when I don't even have a clue on who that is

So I'm being...

Misjudged

Misunderstood

I malfunction worse than a machine ever should

If I could take it back and never step in again, I would

Still, I'm no peach

My words sting as strong as bleach

For myself

The loved ones

The others

But You get the inside view

You see the bed underneath the covers

Not a detail gone missing

Not an action left unnoticed

You are the definition of understanding, my LORD

For You are always present and shall never be ignored