Chapter 18

"You're afraid of me"

Jayson is proving that he is the man of his words. It's been, I don't know how many days since we've been back and he's not talking to me. During college he pretends like I am not there, he won't even look at me. I tried calling and texting but he ignores me every time.

My heart and my mind are constantly in a battle. One moment I want to run to him and tell him the whole truth, another moment I think it's good he's keeping distance and maybe I should disappear from this place to end all of this.

But I am still here, waiting for him to acknowledge my presence, I guess my mind will never be able to win any battle when it comes to him. From the moment we've been back, there has not been a moment of peace. When I came to my house, Becky was so happy for me, she thought I had the perfect little holiday with my mate.