In life we don't always get what we want, so we take our life's for granted...… this is something no one should do as our life's could be much worse... much, much worse and I'm an living example of this my first life's name is Tyler L. Sylvia but that life ended now I'm known as Solomon Tennyson formerly known as Benjamin K. Tennyson aka Ben 10 a world hero who lost everything because of my own stupidity.
In my first life I lived a decently good life all things considered. A pretty big family but not too big, it was a family of five which included my two sisters Lily and Linda, my Mother Stacy and my Father named John who ended his life earlier than it was suppose to but that is for another time.
At and early age as Tyler L. Sylvia I was just like any other kid nosy, energetic, and a pain but as I grew up things started to change, moving from place to place, changing schools over and over losing friends as the houses became to much to pay for or because of other problems.
These things such as being kind of poor or losing attachments way to fast and many other things could be very life changing to a child but those aren't what a affected me, no what happened was I had an chemical unbalance in the brain which made it hard for emotions to appear or happen so most of the time I felt very empty inside but most of the time it was always an numbing feeling.
Other than that my life was normal for at least 14 years than it became worse. I used to always have many hobbies like playing video games, drawing, swimming or just hanging out with friends which was hard as I used to always play games so I became somewhat anti-social, but some other things came with the chemical imbalance.
As years gone by I lost the will or like to play games then it was drawing, then swimming and so on till i had nothing left but living.
I would try and get back a thing to live for though such as doing knew things but that only kept me busy for a while nothing ever sticked, and highschool final year 12 grade was coming soon so i would need to find a job but what would i work for what would I live for around that time though i found something.
Fanfiction, you see i have once loved watching anime but lost intrest same with the others. Then it was manga next just normal reading here and there and finaly before fanficton I was reading light novels and while scrolling through a website I found a fanfiction were a guy was reincarnated into a world with caltivation with the naruto system and i was simply amazed by such an idea and loved it so much I sorta craved more if that is the right way to say that.
And so as I read more and more fanfiction mainly with reincarnation I began thinking about how it would be like to actauly do that but then it came what world would I want to go to and what powers for wishes would I want.
For powers that was easy I even made an op power list which goes as 1.) Mage craft so I could use the second true magic Kaleidoscope and maybe other abelites from Fate/Stay night. 2.) All fiction maybe in my opinion was the strongest ability ever created or though of, 3.) Genetic Manipulation 4.) Vector Manipulation these are two of the strongest thing to manipulate and lastly number 5.) The Gamer ability, 6.) Medaka's Box, 7.) Ben 10 Omnitrix and number 8.) Stand's from JoJo's Bazar Adventures which could be all or just one.
As I made that list I thought if I could have all or one of the Abilities I would be unstable and I was right but outside forces and not knowing the consequence's of having just one of these abilities never crossed my mind.
As for the world to chose that as said before was the hard part as my ability to quickly lose interest became apparent when it came to this, one day I would think I found the perfect world to start at and I would make a list or plan to follow every step pretty much but the next day it would change or I would become re-interested in it but change the way I would go about it, but as I would soon find out in this life nothing goes the way it dose in your mind and where I got my knew found hate and loathing of bullying were I used to be neutral to bullying as I was never bullied before.
Also another thing I would learn not that long after that lesson DO NOT EVER FULLY TRUST THE THINGS YOU READ, I did and it was the worst thing ever, I learned that I took my first life for granted as my second life was alway pain, suffering and anger to one person I most likely can nver touch and all this began a week before school ends in my 12 year of highschool during lunch at 11:30 am.
So yeah another story I will write all I can think of for this and most likely stop again lol not :( I hate that feeling its like abandoning but not as worse.
Thanks for reading and have a good day sinning out