I'm not afraid of You.

I felt scared and threatened of his presence unlike what I felt when KENNETH was around .

his coldness was unbearable and the way he stared at me made me feel so fragile , as if I had no control on me , as if I was under control of his green bluish eyes .

I felt that he was really dangerous . was he the evil grandmother and Adam told me about earlier ? for sure he was , with his charming frightening beauty he couldn't be good .

I had to scream so Adam or grandmother would hear me but I couldn't speak at all , and just then he held my hand up my head and pinned me to the bed . His cold hands made me freeze in my place .

I stared at him while he stared at me with his cold expression and then his lips moved to speak :

_ You Smell with another creature's scent .

he leaned closer smelling me , and then moved his face to the back facing me with mad eyes and disgusted look , then he continued in a frightening tone :

_ A man's scent !! did you let another man HAVE YOU ?

not to lie I felt so scared of him , his harsh eyes was already a threat and his blonde hair that was to the back now some of the bangs has already falling on his face making him look more of a danger but I had to admit he looked sexy , but the fear won me over . He was leaning closer from me and all of a sudden he took my lips in a violent kiss and didn't stop to let me catch my breath , he kept biting on it until my lips started bleeding I could taste the blood of my lips inside his mouth but he didn't stop , I tried pushing him away while some tears fell on my face none stop . it was as if his kiss was a warning for me not to get any closer from another man . and then after what seems like centuries of pain and torture from his kiss ended after he broke the kiss and our lips parted . my mouth was already swollen because of the tooth I removed and now I was in so much pain , I was sure I wouldn't be able to speak anymore and just kept crying .

I whispered inside me for KENNETH to come as if he was gonna save me but I just wanted someone to save me from this man's jail , I felt as a prisoner to his arms .

then we he saw that I didn't stop crying since he let go of me and Fred my hands he spoke in his cold tone again :

_ I'll let you go this time , but if it ever happens again ...I promise I won't be this nice .

and then just like that he disappeared into black smoke .

if that was being nice for him , then God knows how harsh he could be .

i layed back on my bed and held my legs between my arms comforting myself while crying until the night passed .

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it was already morning and when I woke up I kept sneezing and I had a cold fever according to grandmother . last night was a nightmare I didn't wanna remember but I had to tell her and Adam about it .

by the end of the day I stayed in my room coughing with a wet towel on my for head and one on my nick .

my grandmother said it was because of the touch of the evil , he sort of froze my veins .

darkness colored the sky and I didn't notice until it was late at night .

the room started to be warmer and warmer until he appeared as he does each night . I could barely see him but still ... I could feel his presence , and even though my nose was almost closed I could still smell his woody nature scent in my room , approaching me closer until he layed his hand on my head .

he kept quite until I opened my eyes and stared at him in pain clear in my eyes .

he stared back at me with guilt . guilt that he didn't protect , guilt that he wasn't here when I needed him , guilt that I was hurt . he looked at my injured swollen lips and said in a shaky angry voice :

_ Did he so that to you ??

I could barely speak so I just said :

_ where....were .... you ??