Chapter 6

He looked up the blanket to reveal he was naked he knew what he did and he regretted it trying to be as quiet as possible. He slid off in the bed and started getting dressed to try not to wake her. Then he realized he was in his house and he couldn't just leave her here. When he fails to get on one of his shoes is slammed against the ground waking her to yarn and scratched before setting up saying Nigel already dressed, instantly she was fat back to reality the painful reality.

Emmy: so…

Nigel: What we Did last night was unprofessional and uncalled for and it should never have happened again . They shouldn't even happen this time now. Please get dressed so we can get back to your house before people notice we're gone.

he said in and she he regretted every bit of it it was almost like you didn't love her or even like her as a friend it was painful but she can just let that happen after she was vulnerable for him he didn't want now she did it twice the pain was unbearable but you have to keep my composure.

Emmy: nigel I'm sorry

Nigel: I'm sorry I'm sorry, you damn sure you are you f****** seduced me into being with you after you know what I've been through I am a bodyguard here to strictly protect and you are a client that I am here to protect nothing moree now get dressed before this escalates anymore I don't need my neighbors being nosey.

Emmy: was it something that I said what I thought we had a pretty great night light yesterday I enjoyed it didn't you

Nigel: I-i di-, no I didn't honestly it was one of them was repulsing lights in my life

Even though she knew what you were saying wasn't true it still hurt her deeply it was like a cut that didn't seem to stop bleeding and every word you said made it deeper more painful, You turn away is she out of the bed and started getting dressed when she was finally dressed we left his house and got in the car staying Silent not wanting to make eye contact or talk to each other. an Nigel mind he knew none of what he said was true and he didn't want to say that to her knowing it will hurt her, She'd lost one lover to another woman you came along I went down with her and then drop her like she was nothing, he wasn't that type of man to just leave a woman high and dry with nothing but the thought of their wonderful night but in this case he had to he broke the one rule that he held most dear in his mind don't get too close to your client. When the lines get blurry between clients and they're hired, that's when things start to go downhill.

Emmys mind Swirly with thought of the night before how lovely it was how magical it was something she hadn't felt in a long time she thought about what it would be like to have a lover that wouldn't leave her, all she wanted was to be loved and for them to stay but now he was guessing that would never happen fool me once shame on me fool me twice shame on me.. it was her choice to try to go on a date with him and she failed.

When they got back to her house they spoke nothing up the night before just went their separate ways being meant was questions that they didn't answer Nigel for the rest of the day deliberately avoiding her and avoiding eye contact when he had to come across her they didn't speak they just had to tolerate being around each other, knowing what she had done with him just kept burning an image in her mind I was honorable she was anything could have happened the one thing that did happen when she got another Broken Heart.

Nigel sat down to have a talk with her son Luther she was a pretty smart kid for his age he knew just how to make Nigel realize his mistakes he called him out straight for not beating around the bush not to realize what he did it wasn't her fault it was his he let himself fall into vulnerability if you really wanted to stay to his promise then he what does the sign her offer and kept strictly confidential between them but he didn't. he sat by the pool staring off into the distance until her sister came behind him slamming a piece of paper down next time.

in big bold letters it said Nominees for best actress, Emmy maron, Katie Underwood, Loretta scotch, and Betty lepow.

Emily: I thought you might wanted to know

Nigel: well thank you but I already knew that

Emmy: I know you would just wanted to make sure you had it down for evidence

You can see her face on the corner of his eye had a playful smirk on her face like she was admiring something.

Emily: Well I'll leave you to your business, have a nice day

In reality he wasn't having a nice day and he knew he wasn't going to for a long while he knew that next month they will be leaving cuz she had performances before the awards ceremony he also knew she would be combative about them.

The next month Emmy was in Los Angeles performing I Will Always Love You for the masses in one of the biggest venues they could find. The morning of her last performance before the awards ceremony was very early in the morning so everyone had to get up very early including emmy children wasted last night while crying in her room deep down Nigel knew it was because of him he basically did a one night stand with her, despite knowing that would break her heart in some way. He'd emotionally left her dry. He knew if they were spotted together or were together it would not only hurt her career but what it would do to his own.